JIANING ♥

2009-08-12T22:19:00.000+08:00

cant stand screwed blogger.

2009-08-06T20:32:00.000+08:00

!!!! MY POST WAS FREAKING DONE AND NOW ITS GONE.
DUE TO MY F-ED UP INTERNET WHAT THE HELLLLL ):

sucks.

i only rmb complaining about AMC. THE RABBIT QUESTION THAT COSTS ME 8MARKSS! i was so near to the answer please!! but i did something stupid. 31 x 32 = 962. ITS FREAKING 992 DAMMIT. I DONT CARE HOW THE GUY CARRIES 992 RABBITS AT ONCE. AND I DONT CARE HOW THE NO. OF RABBITS MIRACULOUSLY DOUBLES. I WAS THISSSS CLOSE TO THE ANSWER AND NOW ITS GONE!!

boooblahblehbluh.

and i rmbered ranting about blocks.
and being excited for tmr + long weekends :D

can wait for this long breakkk phew! but i hate the feeling of dragging yourself back to reality/chionging work. once i start slacking it seems a million times harder to revert back ):
crapzx.

sucky internet -.-

2009-08-03T17:01:00.000+08:00

HOHO SURVIVED EXAM DAY 1!!
60+ hours till end of chemistry paper! :D
today was damn freaking bleh okay. IH was bullshit. just keep crapping till you dont know what you're trying to get. just write till the very end :D but the question was okay haha junqi asked me yesterday + many others asked today. how amazing haha luckily they asked. or else i wouldnt know what to put for OFs -.-

LA was horribleeeee!! i had absolute confidence that there will be NO PROSE TO CHOOSE. and when i got the paper it was like !!@#$%! damn mad. but while waiting i decided that after putting so many weeks of hard work + MUGG + tuition on poetry, how can i just give up like that!!
so i didnt bother to look at prose and just started on poetry. quite hard D:
and i think i had a lot more points just that there wasnt time to write. bleahzx ): SAVE ME FOR LA!
according to teacher's reaction, i guessed i should have done prose o_o

i was totally psh! for bio. its like i spent 6 hours on sat mugging nutrition in man and i was less than halfway done :O
ytd night then i started READING transport + nutrition in plants. damn champion :D its like sure die those kind wakakaka.
so i didnt bother reading anymore. and somehow i bet with shannon + jolene that if i get A1 i've to pay them $10 each -.-
HAHHA but after doing the paper amazingly it was okayy!! much better than i had expected!
like alot on factors affecting transpiration + how light intensity/whatever affect rate of photosynthesis! all can crap one please!
hahah weowe at least i knew how to do most of it DAMN AWESOME LAH HAHAHAHA :D

when asked to label villus in small intestine.
ME: eh what is (A) omg!! (epithelium)
ME: -thinkthinkthink- epi... OH I KNOW EPIDERMIS!!
so i went to write EPIDERMAL CELL HAHAHA DAMN SMART (Y)

ME: (at the end of the paper) eh shit sounds wrong. crap manzx like that if come back everyone sure laugh at me. HOW THEN PUT WHAT!!

and amazing me suddenly thought of microvilli.

ME: YAY ok change to microvilli.

and some people actually said the correct ans was microvilli ._. okay nvm even when its wrong at least its a better answer than epidermal cell :D

and i think some people just have the most hilarious answers. during desperate times.

OH FREAK DAMMIT I DIDNT BRING HOME MY PHYSICS FILE WTF! ):
WTH I AM DAMN SMART LAH!! i told myself to bring it home this morning and right now its still in the class shelf.
okay i shall just survive on textbook and assessment books :D
chinese + physics tmr yey i can do this!!

OH and i brought bear bear home!! :D yey bear bear + minnie ftw! (L)

LALALALALALA I CANT WAIT TILL FRIDAYYYYYYYYYYY!(:

P.S/ i cant load this posting page properly ): so somehow i cant see the font/colour/upload a picture button and thats why my post looks so plain. psh!

2009-08-02T22:26:00.000+08:00

blocks is killing me :O

tmr's gonna be the worst manzxzx. IH + LA + BIO -.-
my worst subjects all in one day hahahaha i laugh.
i think blogger isnt really working for me there's alot of errors in loading the page.
at least i posted something (:

gosh i dont even know what to feel about blocks.

83 hours till end of chem paper :D jiayou all for freedome weowe!!

2009-07-30T21:20:00.000+08:00

i cant believe im actually posting! :O right now it seems to be more interesting than revising for bio quiz so i shall post!! gosh losing touch of blogging. there's so many stuff inside my head right now but yet they dont seem too suitable to be posted here at the moment.

mrt trip with yj last sat was damn cool. because i realised that i need to think more. as compared to others, my thoughts just doesnt seem that significant and neither does it cover such a broad area. i didnt realise that people's thoughts could be so cheem. i think im constantly thinking about the same stuff about my life and everything just goes in circles :/ i really need to think more :D

i used to think my life was normal, and now after seeing what everyone else would go through, i think my life is boring O: i thought i had secrets that were BIG and special etc, and now i realise that many others has much more stuff to say xD

heee its really funny when talking to people about such abstract stuffs. i SO should do this more often :D damn awesome to learn about the cheem-ness from life haha yey.

there's alot of stuff that hit me this term. i dont even know what to say anymore.

jumpskip.

blocks :D its awesomely crazyyyy. i hvnt felt any signs of panicking yet haha how cool. but according to my long term research and observations, i wont be able to finish studying sufficient amount of stuffs to survive blocks. but the emotions part hasnt hit yet so i guess i'll stick to surviving everyday first :D

how amusing cos i have this urge to finish it in any way i can. haha but obviously cannot fail if not D:

yey im excited for post-blocks-events alr wheee! (this is wrong!! :O)

should go mug bio first. every word of bio seem to take up half of my brain space. like everyday i only seem to rmb that word from the notes. and the next day it get replaced with another word . just doesnt stick.

gosh i dont feel like posting stuff like how my face is pimple-ful or how surviving w/o a phone with front camera is SAD, or what happened in school :O

school's fun but i think everything that im laughing about everyday will most prolly be tweeted. they're more tweet friendly you see :D

twitter is so awesome idk how to live w/o it hahahahaha!!

and yey kpop is so awesome now. i really do wonder where did the nobody craze come from. the song was like out 1 year ago (i've got a post on it around august last year okay!) and no one talked about it. then all of a sudden its like everyone knows that song -.-

hee im listening to alot more kpop songs now. BUT ITS ALL GIRL GROUPS :O hahaha i think girl groups are more interesting to watch can!! (no im not gay!)

and its hard to find someone who likes all girl groups as well heh. everyone is for dbsk, suju etc. i mean EVERYONEEEEE >:

kara's back wheee. their i wanna is catchyyyy!! heh why do they say that kara has adopted a more mature look, but the mv totally has the same style as pretty girl -.- (still can rmb gu hara's moan HAHAHHAA)

2NE1's song is awesome, but not so much for dance. so the whole performance seemed somewhat more boring than those with cool dances (L)

i think kpop is really famous for its dance/live performances and its vibe~~

YEY I LOVE BROWN EYED GIRLS WAKAKA. once again, its for the dance + catchy-ness!! :D their hip swaying is @.@

gosh i just crapped alot. -.- should go sleep/rot/act like mugger now.

im gonna make life more awesome than it already is :D

2009-07-08T18:22:00.003+08:00

MY BLOG IS DYING NYEH NYEH :D

at least its livelier than jessy's HAHA her latest post was like 3 months ago zomg!
but im supposed to keep it alive so that i can continue getting money from nuffnang!! D:
i shall do one short post on recent events.

SCHOOL IS BORING. i feel as if i've no life bleah ):
but as compared to term 2 i think its still pretty slack heh heh. OH cos there hvnt been any trainings -.- yeah if training resumes i am so going to si diao! :O

homework should be a forbidden topic in this post/blog. i shall blog about the real part of my life hee.

THANKYOU ALL FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY PRESENTS!! (L)
really nice of you all hee :D
reine + sunyang's minnie and audrey + saiying's teddy bear are super ginormous! i wonder how am i gonna bring both home. they should experience life in school for a couple of months first (:

recently watched erm, drag me to hell and ice age 3D!!
the whole movie was quite funny, besides the gory parts ewww.
stuffs like eyeballs popping out, maggots + worms + green goo +dentures and all sorts of yucky stuff coming out of the mouth. its kind of traumatising D:

ice age 3d is really lame! O: but funny in a way hahaha i dont know what to comment about, it just seems like a usual cartoon movie yeh :D

i cant wait for a next SUCCESSFUL outing.

my brain just stopped thinking. maybe i should stop posting since i promised it'll be short.
i wouldnt be really bothered to post haha why not let it die :D
there's twitter!! twitter PWNS OKAY im hoping more people would actually tweet.

HEE i really dont feel like posting anymore omgosh.

OH I FORGOT TO MENTION.
I THINK LA ROUX IS DAMN COOL KAY!! :D
I (L) LA ROUX HOHO!

2009-06-28T00:22:00.000+08:00

[yoobin]
You Know I still Love You Baby.
And it will never change. (Saranghae)

[sunye]
I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I dont want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

[sunmi]
Why are you try to, to make me leave you
I know what youre thinking
Baby why arent you listening
How can I just
Just love someone else and
Forget you completely
When I know you still love me

[sohee]
Telling me youre not good enough
My life with you is just too tough
You know its not right so
Just stop and come back boy
How can this be
When we were meant to be

[yeeun]
I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I dont want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

[sunye]
I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I dont want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

[sunmi]
Why cant we just, just be like this cause
its you that i need and nothing else until the end
Who else can ever make me feel the way I
I feel when Im with you, no one will ever do

[sohee]
Telling me youre not good enough
My life with you is just too tough
You know me enough so
you know what I need boy
Right next to you is where I need to be.

[yeeun]
I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I dont want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

[sunye]
I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I dont want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I dont want no body, body
I dont want no body, body

[yeeun]
Honey you know its you that I want, Its you that I need
Why cant you see~

[yeeun]
I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I dont want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

[sunye]
I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I dont want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

[yoobin]
Back to the days when we were so young and wild and free
Nothing else matters other than you and me
so tell me why cant it be
please let me live my life my way
why do you push me away
i dont want nobody nobody nobody nobody but you..

english lyrics sounds damn weird D:

haha today marks the end of my birthday (sad hoho), while its the start of peiwei's and gongyuan's birthday omg!! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEARIESS! (L)
i've definitely had a awesomely wonderful birthday this year, and i hope your would be as happy as me yay!! :D thankyou everyone for wishing me birthday okay!! i really love my darlings for organising a suprise pop out @ my house O: damn touched okay!!!
haha its like the most shocking thing in erm... today? LOL. i love your loads wheee :D HAHA I STILL FEEL DAMN HIGH + CRAZY + JUMPY LOL. kbox is damn high-ten-ing cos it immediately makes you jump for joy HAHAHAHA (Y)

D: im lazy to post about details and photos. ah maybe after im not so dead. right now i need go sleep and chiong work i MUST SURVIVE FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL! :D

last but not least, happy birthday jianing! :D i'm fifteeeeeeeen! (:

2009-06-26T20:32:00.003+08:00

BIRTHDAY IN 4 HOURS! :D
(L) 15 sounds boring ): but yeh must cherish the year as a young person. i really dont want to grow old D:
thanks to yingying, natalie and audrey for your advanced birthday wishes (L) and thanks yingying for your e-card hee! :D

i dont really know if i should feel excited O: cos there's really nth to be excited about (its just another day) and i prolly have ALOT of homework to do, but its just amazing to be waiting for all birthday wishes flowing in tmr HA.

yet i cant help to think about how absolutely freaking dead i am for hols hw! save me!
idk if its right to say this but, CAN I NOT TOUCH ANY HW TMR ITS MY FUCKING BIRTHDAY! >:

but right now, i NEED to get back to my essay O: i need to start saving myself before i really do drown. dont die.

2009-06-21T01:39:00.002+08:00

ohno i forgot to reply tags! i shall do it in a new post here :D

[YANGJIE] HELLO AHJIE! :D

[REINE] HAHAHA YAY! wasnt obs a great experience? x) haha and i really pity your cos during our OBS we managed to bathe everyday :D sigh no girls night out this holidays ): after blocks probably?

[JUNHAO + JOHNNY] i should probably ignore your day-before-pulau-ubin tags cos your camps are over heh.

[JUNQI] HELLO! :D

[DAREN] YAYME i finally like posted after 10+ days! amazingly pathetic.

[CHERYL] HI LEE LEE LALA EE EE i dont know what to call you O: and thanks haha! :D

[JOHNNY] yes my blog is pretty much dead ): haha but who cares lolol. i should prolly go tag at your blog or sth lol?

EVERYONE TAG MORE THANKS! :D
lots of love from jianing!
(i just thought of natalie from communitychannel's LOL)

2009-06-21T00:26:00.003+08:00

IM REALLY LAZY ABOUT UPDATING ):

ok birthday post! since people keep bugging me about what to get for birthday heh! and its good to be reminded earlier than to just realise its my birthday on the day itself. i've never really " publicised" my birthday before, cos for the past few years i kept hoping that people would really remember (my parents forgot about it for 2 years O:). But till now i realise that people dont really care whether they rmb (HAHA), so its like when people tell you:

"psst, its xxx's birthday today"
"OH REALLY!?"
and then you go "HAPPY BIRTHDAY XXX! :D "
and people thinks that their job is done. HELLNO! (ok very mean but yeah. HAHAHA)
thats why i dont want it to be this sad this year.

(AH but right now im worrying about how i might be busy chionging homework on that day f D: )

ok so i might as well just shout out everything directly and hope you all get the message :D

my birthday's coming in a weeks time (minus 1 day actually, its 12.55am now). and i really hope YOU DO ACTUALLY KNOW THAT ITS ON 27JUNE HEH :D
its same as AHN SOHEE YKNOW! its damn sad that wondergirls still have to perform for Jonas bro's concert on that day (WHY JB WHYYYY D: ) oh and im quite excited about the english version of nobody!! although i think it'll pretty much suck heh.

there's also people like HELEN KELLER (Y) , drake bell (from drake and josh), Tobey Maguire (SPIDERMAN!!) who shares the same birthday as me hehh. to think that mine was really unknown or something D:

oh and i remembered doing some drawing on our birthdate relating to singapore's history while in primary school. in some "today in history" book or something -.- and mine was like the opening of singapore zoo wth? damn lame heh :D

sorry i was digressing. back to topic.
SO I'LL BE REALLY REALLY GRATEFUL IF YOU COULD SEND ME A SMS/MESSAGE/NOTE/WTV ON MY BIRTHDAY :D because it just shows that you cares wheeeee (and that i'm very much loved ;D )

okay so suggested birthday presents HAHAHA. this is like really random so not compulsory to follow LOL. oh and i just realise i dont have like SPECIFIC ITEMS that im going for, so the stuffs that i want are like really broad O:

* i re-did the list because i shouldnt comment so much on each thingyy. it makes it seems like i've preferences on some. but seriously, i'll love anything thats useful :D JUST NOTE THAT: no food or softtoys (unless its ultra-cute-and-huggable-like-super-awesome-kind ) because i would rather something much more useful heh :D

in no order of preference, anything that pops up from my mind -.-

1. anything from bodyshop/faceshop/sasa/etc.
2. OPI nail polish.
3. a good book.
4. accessories.
5. music CDs? (if you know what i like)
6. bags?
7. makeup? o_o kinda weird haha but i think i got hypnotised by seventeen mag cos its full of makeup D:
8. WHAT I DONT KNOW. what about money heh heh 8D seriously i dont mind! cos i'll prolly save and spend it on the same stuff anyway.

ohno i realise that was a crappy list D: but overall in means ANYTHING USEFUL :D seriously, i'll rather you by me A FEW PENS OR FOOLSCAP PAPER than some photoframe, which i'll prolly shove it aside. get what i mean? (: haha just make sure i can use it yay 8D

oh but im not expecting to get much. its a saturday + during school holidays. its like 'who cares' and when school reopen it'll all be over and no one will rmb it anymore o_o HEEHEE.
ok i think i sound very meano -.- but its like my first try in doing some pre-birthday post instead of acting all mysterious like the past. HAHA i feel abit dumb right now ):

i wonder if i should get my parents something, or maybe some words of thanks? LOL idk help D:

end of bd post i shall talk about random stuffs.

ohyes i'm actually starting to do some real twittering. just starting so i think its pretty crap right now. HEE im learning to follow the trend because everyone in the world is twittering, so why arnt we? O:

i watched monster vs alien 3D with junqi oh idkwhat day! :D its really funny and lame haha. second 3D movie and still as awesome (: i still want my drag me to hell >:

library cip @bishan was really irritating. as in the librarians were quite annoying cos they kept interfering and said we needed to be more proactive, stop talking and stop reading and blahzxzxzx. when there is like absolutely NTH to do cos everyone is smart enough to use the machines on their own and to seek PROFESSIONAL HELP 8D. cos people like us will be like 装懂不懂 and if we get stumped we'll just direct them to the counter anyway.
hee i started reading perks of being a wallflower that day and its quite a nice book, although abit weird and senseless -.-

6res gathering was FAILURE ): haha only 4 people from 6res turned up! and there was this really awkward silence wherever we go. hopefully ones during dec hols will be better :D

oh and i broke my nail from bowling ): such a bad time to go bowling days after my manicure. the nail on my right thumb just split while bowling. and there was this very long crack that led to the part where the thumb and the nail is connected, so it was really numb-ishly pain + there was blood -.- HAHA i tried to fix it by putting 2 layers of transparent nail polish + topcoat but it still came out damn easily whenever i use my thumb (like can you live w/o a thumb D: ) so i just cut the whole part off LOL. and now its like grossly botak cos there's no nail!!! D:
the good thing is, ITS SAVE FOR BOWLING NOW (cos its uber short)
lololollll.

hee i dont know what to say already. posting about school work just makes me sad so i shall seriously NOT TALK ABOUT IT HRMPH.

OK END OF FIRST SUCCESSFUL POST IN SUCH A LONG TIME. :D
im still lazy to post pictures. why cant blogger get one of those facebook java thingy where you can mass upload photos?! ugh.

byebye i think i should sleep. mission removie-eyebags-and-make-sure-they-dont-come-back is failing cos its 1.30am now ):

2009-06-07T01:54:00.004+08:00

all taken from deviantart (:

its 2.07am. i'm posting at this hour cos i dont want to sleep, and wake up tmr to realise i have zuowen due on monday and actually start doing it. crapzx 1week of holidays just passed so quickly, too fast for me to cherish anything . ughh and all of a sudden its back to SIA + homework chionging.
sht you zuowen.

omg there's all the hoolas on facebook about bsp camp .______. and i was shocked as to how many people visited my blog just through googling 'bsp camp' -.-
so much for being un-excited about it + not taking many photos. aww but i still miss life in sports school teehee its awesome kay! :D

library cip on friday was amazing haha. queenstown is such a scary place that i would never want to visit D:
the librarians asked if we were scared of balloons. i decided to be clever and assumed the balloons they were talking about was the huge number of normal round balloons stacked at the corner of the room. so i replied: 'no, no not at all :) '
and i got led up to the 2nd floor staff room where the actual LONG BALLOONS popped up. D: i got a total shock when i realised we were there to do balloon sculptures. so much for being excited about sitting there one whole day and crossing out random lines from their brochure.

the first balloon sculpture was horrifyingly traumatising. i couldnt do anything right hurhur and it was such an accomplishment to finish that one bee. oh and after that it became veryvery fun :D
after that junqi and i were supposed to give out balloons to people who borrowed 4 books. heehee quite fun cos we were just sitting there and merging many balloons tgt. awesomeness :D

during ths period of time i got called AUNTIE TWICE OKAY! ): it was so traumatising.
one was a young girl who wants a balloon, and in order to gain our attention, she called out: "AUNTIE". and as i turned, i realise she was looking at me. i literally stoned for that second.
omg so embarrassing D:

another was told by junqi. she said a lady (with a kid, prolly 30+?) was there, and she was telling someone else "that auntie over there say one" while glancing at us ME okay MEEEE. so i'm the auntie she was talking about EEEEE ):

OMG DO I LOOK THAT OLD?! I'M LIKE NOWHERE NEAR THE AUNTIE STAGE!!! ): i really cant imagine myself being a 黄脸婆 OMG SO TRAUMATISING. EEEEE i dont want to grow old. and its not just because i look mature okay. seriously i cant find anything in me that looks auntie-ish boooo.

ah and we helped out at this workshop to teach young children how to make simple balloon sculptures. and we spent our time getting obsessed with making tulips haha very cute! :D TULIPS FTW (L)
i will accept 99 tulips ballooon sculptures as my birthday present okay AHAHA (or like what junqi said: 198 lips, cos its two-lips -.-) HAHAHAA. ohyes i should post about what i want for birthday hoho! :D

oh and the librarians are all veryvery friendly and helpful! :D hee damn nice can :D
i think its amazing that we spent a total of 7hours in queenstown library doing balloon sculptures and being so lame. oh and we camwhore-d ALOT on the mrt + everywhere. alot of multi shots (which i'm still very lazy in compiling and uploading), while the other photos are all on fb :D

oh and the 2nd batch of people are going OBS on monday HOW EXCITING TEEHE. like i'm even excited for them hoho! jiayou everyone i'll be cheering for you all here. i really want to see the difference in you all after your come back yay awesome.

ftwftwftw labeedidooombleaopbiseeacxpop! i should sleep O:

2009-06-04T13:47:00.002+08:00

HELLO I AM BACK :D
bsp camp was okay i think. not as exciting as OBS, not as fun as malacca trip, with the boring lectures it just seems like school. :/ but its definitely more less stressful as compared to others, and it was quite awesome to get to know more people. :D i think sports school is pretty fun to live in.
2nd night was awesome, cos it was damn freaking high hoho. i think our hip hop dance was okay-ish :) group dance was EMBARASSING!! O: the running + SPINNING parts was just crazy can.
i dont really have alot of photos, but shall upload them soon.
oh and I HEART SANBA! (L)

tag replies!

[JINGYI] TEEHEE :D oh no wonder! so hilarious haha

[EENING] YAY MOI!

[WM] HAHAHA its cos there's no one looking at us.

AHQING AH! what did you do omg!

[DAREN] -.- and thank you for your latest tag mwahaha. oh and apparently i'm supposed to go for training today at dell :/

[MARK] YES HAHA. i think i could totally live there!

[YINGYING] thank you! and O: i thought most councillors look nice in the yellow blazer?

[JUNQI] TEEHEE. i still dont like black/white photos. and i was smart to go and hide okay! so diu lian of course must run/hide/avoid lah! x) but MOGU IS THE REAL NAME OF THE JUICE!! and i think the fang xian sheng part no link + no one will understand -.-

2009-06-01T22:18:00.002+08:00

bsp camp tomorrow! wheeeee excited haha :D
i'm just excited because i dont know my grouping + absolutely no idea what we're gonna do. hope i dont get some weird people in my group O:

dance rehearsal today was quite fun. hopped to coro after school, realised thai house not open (!!), hopped to serene and drank tea + crap + laugh at reine's tearing of cup covers in order to relieve stress, hopped back to school and collect the holiday travel form + practice some of dance, hopped to serene again and ate jap food :D

oh i relly hope our performance goes well. i wonder what's happening to the singing people :/
jiayou whooosh! :D

oh my mom is damn lame -.- my sis ate a purple monster sweet just now, and after eating my mom realised that her tongue and lips were exceptionally red, and went to ask her what did she eat. HAHA and my sis, obviously did not want to say that she just ate a lollipop, said nothing. my mom got freaked out just because of the red tongue+lips and went to search online about diseases related to that. omgosh damn paranoid.
being the caring sis as i am, i went to check on my sis. and all of a sudden i rmb her eating the lollipop not long ago, and went to tell mom -.-
HAPPY ENDING HAHA. but its just damn freaking lame cos they totally made an issue out of it.

hoho i shall sleep soon yey 2++ days w/o comp awww ):

2009-05-31T13:54:00.000+08:00

WHEEE i'm back to posting. i dont even know where to start.

BOYS BEFORE/OVER FLOWERS IS AWESOMEE! (L)
i still could rmb myself watching meteor garden in p4 (somewhere there) and being v high about it -- i just happened to switch on the tv when the first episode got aired on channel U, AND DECIDED TO WATCH THE WHOLE THINGY YEY. damn amazing cos i still can remember main events in the story that happened in the korean version too.
it took me exactly 2 weeks to finish all 25 episodes (that explains my absence in updating my blog -.-) and its freaking nice okay! wait no, it was the best at first few episodes, cos there were the hilarious and sweet parts. in the middle it was somewhat boring and sad, its just full of misunderstandings and random conflicts which i totally cant remember already O: while the ending is just lame.
but its still damn fab! and there's LEE MIN HO AND KIM BUM HAHAHA (L) their smiles are damn cute please! okay i'm not really into fangirling but they were also one of the reason that i watched the whole thing. i didnt actually thought that hyun joong was cute, but many say so LOL so okay lor.

school was @.@ i actually dont remember myself dying 2 weeks ago, although i knew i was. and its creepy cos right now i rlly dread going back to school. i dont want to die ):
hurhur i still have yue du bao gao due but not done. and there's so much homework + SIAs to do during the holidays, which i absolutely do not want to touch -.-
gah school.

training! haha omgosh after nats i've only went cca for around 5 times, in which twice was used for slacking. and it felt terribly weird holding my gun during those 3 trainings. oh and i've got totally NO training during the holidays how awesome wheee :D this holiday's trainings is mainly for sec ones and NUS shoot competitors i guess. HA finally in like 3 years finally one whole holidays w/o training.
but sadly i cant really go overseas cos of swine flu -.- crapzx man. i still can remember how sad my last year was, all my holidays were filled with training and i totally didnt manage to hop out of sg besides going for malacca trip -.- hurhur i feel deprived ):

haha and since my holidays is quite free, i'm gonna fill it up with library CIP (NYAA D: ), GIRLS NIGHT OUTS, LEARNING DRUMS/YOGA/OTHER FUN STUFFS and WORKING HAHA YEY. yes i'm looking for a job. not those macdonald of kfc kind cos i think its damn creepy and i'll get traumatised for my whole life D:
i dont mind giving out flyers, with the assurance that i dont get seen by school mates etc cos it'll be damn embarrassing. but my main goal is to find jobs like giving tuition and stuffs like that hee :D
AND I WNA GRAB SOMEONE TO GO WITH ME!! hurhur sad can no one wants to work. but i got inspired to work after xinxi told me she started working since sec one haha SO I SHALL TRY JIAYOU HAHA.

sabbaticals!
entreprenurship was fun during the first session. but it just got boring after that -.- HAHA its like first session my team (nerice, rachel and moi) were like damn blur about whats going on. and i had to be the CEO (cos i lost in scissors paper stone -.-) with the wonderful guidance of the mentors/tchers/idkhow to call them, we loaned a huge sum of money and landed ourselves in huge debt cos of crazy interests (20%!!). but we took the right step to PATENT!!! and got control of the products that we were selling, and ended up winning the game waakaka damn tyco.
ok i dont think anyone would understand this oh nevermind. the point is: WE OWN HAHA.

DANCE was SUPERBLY FUN :D
okay the culture part was boringness cos its just simple steps and everyone just forms circles and dance around. (pretty much imaginable) but hiphop was very very fun! especially with ms sabrina hee. learnt dances like dont stop the music by rihanna, why i like you by super junior and huo yuan jia by jay chou.
on 4th day me and yangjie were pretty much stoning and learning other's dance, and it got very cold so we were sitting in the small area between both doors leading to the studio. -.- i think we're quite lucky cos we didnt have to choreograph and get recorded on the last day, cos of SMBO HAHA YAY.

sabbaticals is still damn fun lah i wonder why they dont let us have another one at end of term 3 ):

~~OK I SHALL POST ABOUT MONDAY HAHA.~~ I'm gonna be lazy and kope everything from junqi :D

ladies and gentlemen, boys and girls! may i present to you - the great expedition
-applause-

may 25, 2009, monday. 5.03am.

junqi the great, thinking that she was going to be late, decided to take mrt to marymount and then transfer bus to school. so she happily went onto the train and arrived at bishan 15minutes later. but to her horror, she realised that the circle line only opens on may 30, 2009. AHHHH PANIC D: oh jeanette aw will be present at the opening ceremony :D LOL random. (i think junqi is DAMN SMART HAHAHA)

left with no other choice, she went out of the train station and make the greatest discovery ever: the place outside bishan mrt station, with a lot of seats is actually a bus stop!(HAHAHA OMG) LOL okay, she's slow. she waited for 156, which took 6min to come, grahh. she was actually planning to transfer to some other bus at MacRitchie, but before she knew it, she had already missed the stop -.- oh wells.

after whoknowshowlong, she finally reached school at 6.56am LOL. she rushed into the school and met jianing along the way.

jianing and junqi the great then proceeded to take 156 again to coronation plaza (it was damn weird okay, its like all the ny/njc/hc people alighting at that stop, while we 2 were boarding -.-), only to realised that ntuc only opens at 9am -.-

jianing decided to be irritating, and refused to go to serene centre (we already went there the week bfore.) . so they took 156 once again (purely coincidence) to kap. it was such a smooth journey, until the bus turned in at somewhere(6th avenue D: ) and jianing realised that 156 doesn't goes to kap -.- they jumped out of the bus immediately.

somehow, they ended up at seven eleven. okay, it was junqi the great's decision hahaha O.o junqi the great bought vitasoy whereas jianing bought momomo (ITS NOT MOMOMO. ITS MOGU MOGU!!) . and they the great citizens of ludien make the greatest decision ever, that is to walk back to nanyang LOL 晨运. (very nice view and smell while walking back -.-)

they arrived at nanyang 10minutes later and saw many people in the middle of nowhere (the quadrangle) according to jianing.

HAHA our expedition is very lame. we shall do it every monday since sch starts later :D

oh and on monday i went to watch NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM 2 WITH JUNQI WAKA. its damn hilarious hahaha. i love (and can only remember the part) where the little Albert Einstein Bobbleheads were singing THATS THE WAY I LIKE IT. very amusing teehee :D
That's the way, uh-huh uh-huh, I like it, uh-huh, uh-huh.
after the whole battle thingum, i started sleeping till the end of the movie -.- haha so shuang to sleep in cinema can.

okay this is crapish and lengthy enough. i shall continue posting events WITH photos.

2009-05-31T13:50:00.006+08:00

ok SMBO!
there isnt really much to talk about. sunyang and i were in charge of registration and prize presentation. i think we did okay cos there were no major mistakes :D
it was also fully aircon-ed + we were mostly sitting down so we didnt die of heatstroke/killing feet YAY.

pictures!
mostly self-explanatory. some others i'll upload on fb.

i had to pin up my fringe (those at the side). i think i look like tooty boy D:
ahqing was being lame.

i think its v obvious that its in the toilet HAHA.

smarty sunyang went to stir her coffee with a fork.

its mrtan at the back O:

!!! i'm still shorter than reine even though i was wearing heels -.-

yangjie looks damn cute wakakaka. back to the toilet after the event.

its damn easy to peep at others from that cubicle please!

drama.

jumpshot.

ohmy what a chou and retarded pose. ahjie and ahqing both look v cute!

HAHAH this is quite lame. yangjie is strangling herself.

they got obsessed with mirror reflection shots while i was changing aha.

after a long period of time spent in the toilet, we went to find dinner! hee walked around the whole suntec food area, and decided to go swensens -.-
back to zipai-ing.

ahqing was stoning while yangjie was like 自娱自乐 and continue taking photos HAHA :D

taitai pose.

after dinner we were walking to mrt. and we had this spontaneous idea to go do a manicure! haha but sadly all those at cityhall were about to close ):
SO WE HEADED TO BUGIS HAHAHA. reached bugis at around 9pm++ and went around hunting for manicure shops. all about to close already.

and we decided to brave the dangers of the night and went into bugis street! haha i was never scared of bugis street can, until yangjie said stuff like we must stay tgt, if smeone molest you must scream okay, etc. O:
HAHA and all of a sudden bugis street seem as if it was highly dangerous/haunted
and we managed to find a manicure shop on the 2nd lvl. the shop seemed okay + alot of customers so we decided to try out french manicure :D
i did pink + white with yangjie while reine just went around looking at princess-y clothes HEE.

and now i'm wondering if tchers will catch us for our nails during bsp camp. O:
by the time we finished it was like 10.30 already can! and i still had to take mrt + bus home so creepy :|

YAY done with friday. now jump jump jump to random days.

DOMO (L)

ok CSM!!
aiya boring can. our sitting area HAD ABSOLUTELY NO SHADE WTH! so i was busy covering myself from the sun with our wonderful 3/8 card thingy. damn useful okay! :D
after the first event i zao already, went around walking + stoning. and it was damn lame cos after surrendering our ezlink, we were happily strolling into the school. and within 10 steps another npcc person come and tell us we're not allowed to enter. wth can -.-

so we went around finding SHADE. and we actually sat in front of some trees in front of this weird building. damn awkward cos it was like middle of nowhere! so we started playing ~~truth or dare~~, DARE OR DARE --
but they were all damn easy, like kissing a tree and taking a photo, asking people how to read the words from the white building, oh and yumo had to throw her shoe into the middle of the road and then hop there to pick it back -.-
mine was damn easy AHAHAH i just had to shout SANBA, SANBA while standing in the middle of the road holding the yellow 3/8 card. i bet no one besides the girls heard me lah (not malu yey!) :D

after that it got more boring, so we were doing dares while walking about. oh like walking IN THE DRAIN from one end to the other. it was perfectly dry and clean and nice to walk + can practice for catwalk can!! :D i wonder why did xuyue and belinda take so long to do it O:
then we continue walking + met others + continue finding shade and sitting and stoning. damn sian jiu shi le lah -.-

after everything yumo, kaiyun, yangjie and i totally CHIONGGG to the entrance. wait no we chionged as in went early but not RUN unlike some despo people omg i wonder why must they run -.- it was damn hilarious while waiting for 171. cos apparently we saw one 171 not far away, but 67 was alr at the bus stop so we were speculating whether 171 will reach before/after 67 leaves, so as to decided where are we supposed to stand. --
yumo and kaiyun were DAMN AUNTIE, like they see 171 coming so they AHHHHH and chiong to the middle of the bus stop, but once they see 67 leaving then AHHHHHHHH again and push push push and chiong to the front of the bus stop LOL LAME. but in the end we 4 got seats so YAY US HAHAHA :D

@ cine we wanted to watch movie, but upon realising that NATM 2 wasnt out yet, we went to 8th floor i think. yumo said we could book a room and watch movie inside so we went for lunch while waiting for the place to open.

hip diner was cheap cos its 1for1. but the food was kinda sucky :/

after lunch we went back and they said sch u wasnt allowed wtf. it was like allowed last and now its not so weird! D:

and so we hopped to vivo :D
national geographic store. it was my first time entering and its DAMN AWESOME. wait the store is boring but there's this COOL CHAMBER!! (L) it can actually reach up to -15 degrees, and we were given this coat thingy to wear before entering haha.

it was around -3 degrees when we entered.
and so we paid $1 each to go in and do whatever we want inside HAHAHA its quite cold. BUT VERY COOOL WHEEE :D

yangjie looks very cute haha! but she looked as if she was freezing O:
the room was completely sealed, so when we tried talking to yangjie and vice versa, no one could hear each other -.-

when i went in in was okay. just that the round thingy in the middle that generates the cool air WAS DAMN COLD, esp if you stand right in front of it.
oh and i tried facing the wind then my hair totally flew up and it was damn cool teehee. just that i didnt get to take a photo of that. by the time we went out it felt damn hot O:

OH and we were in school skirt okay! its really quite amazing that we were below freezing point in just a coat + school skirt.
yey i shall go inside whenever i go vivo in future haha!

yumo!

kaiyun! (:

after the cold chamber we went to experience the hot -.- HAHA it was at rooftop, and i think it was around 3pm. the floor and the water was DAMN FREAKING HOT O:
it took us some time to adjust to the water haha, and it was quite unglam + hilarious.

LOVE!

the reason why yangjie and yumo have 1 leg above the water, is that they both have a blister on their foot, around the same area, so it wasnt supposed to touch the water in case it hurts. o_o

after that was shopping around daiso, pet shop, other shops + marks and spencers! haha i love their gummies YAY.

on sunday junqi and i went plaza sing to shop haha.
junqi's main purpose was to go for the mediacorp roadshow, while mine was to buy stuff for bsp camp (which reminds me, i need to go pack today)

plaza sing has drumming lessons which seem damn cool, just that its damn far ):
oh and we went SASA and bought alot of crap stuff. i spent alot of money on masks and cucumber/orange pads. most of them were buy 2 get 1 free so i ended up buying alot -.-

pink pencil cases HAHA.
oh after that was lunch at cafe cartel.

end product of fries. looks quite gross haha.

went ripples and bought buttons that were meant for slippers. but we still pinned them onto our bags teehee.
from our dian3 pai4 (dot society/organisation/sect) become 鹿点 --> LUDIEN -.-
damn lame okay!

so cute teehee.

junqi look very cute HAHA, and she like black/white photos O:

ohmy YAY i've already repaid most of my blogging debts. i shall dao those multi-shots and pics from class gathering cos they're already on fb + multi-shots are damn ma fan to make and post HEE :D
YAY i shall go pack for bsp camp, and rmb to use those masks i bought! :D
go jianing go!

2009-05-12T21:29:00.002+08:00

its the first time i'm actually listening to green day. and the tune just got stuck in my head O:
but the mv isnt really worth watching :|

oh i'm damn lazy to update. just hurray that i'm actually surviving each and everyday of the week -.-
hope i'll find the motivation to do proper posting soon :D

2009-05-03T22:35:00.004+08:00

i've got loads of overdue multi-shots which i dont really bother to upload them :D

haha yangjie looks damn cute!
i was just being constipated.

drawn by jessy! (L)

i really hate my fringe now. must cut it soon!! damn stiff+ flat ugh.
there's this big pimple-aftermath on my face and its damn ugly ): i think i'm this close to being disfigured ahhh.

i think this post is gonna sound really stupid :|

(no i cant ramble about how i'm gonna die in the next week)
i'm sure that i will survive this week whooo! but i definitely need to work much harder.
There are no shortcuts to life's greatest achievements.

No trumpets sound when the important decisions of our life are made. Destiny is made known silently.

there's so much to regret nowadays. and its irritating because its bothering me, like how i decided to give up on ______, accept _______, do this and that and blahzx. and how much i DID NOT try harder in __________, which resulted to all these regrets. booooo.
i need to prove myself that all decisions i've made will definitely be worth it (:

i'm gonna start filling my life with all sorts of activities, to make sure i dont have time to slack/worry about crappy stuffs. balance!
:D

first training was quite fun teehee. relieved to see it going well cos i was super worried about going back after so long shiz.
but its damn nice when you go back cos i started to miss shooting alot mwahaha :D
its good to see all the sec ones training hard and all. most imptly, i realise that i can stone the most during trainings yay. oh and i dont have to worry about competitions anymore.
coach made me bend my back backwards during training, which is kind of painful :|
but still, i love trainings now yay! (for the time being)

205 class gathering on saturday! :D
i think its gonna be amazing to see everyony again.
I MISS EVERYONE OKAY (L)
oh but again, its ): that i think i'm slowing moving away from 205, but i dont feel bonded with 308!! i think its understandable to feel less bonded with 205 (i still love everyone ok!!) os we dont see each other everyday.
but the homework and all just doesnt seem to give us any time to bond with 308. all my memories of 308 are sadly, only chionging work in class, and getting irritated by minor stuffs (ee thats wrong).
D:
must find time to bond with 308 moreeeeeee!! :D GO SANBAS!

i cant remember other random stuffs that i wanted to post about. and this blog is getting more and more boring O:

OHYA. MOULIN ROUGE IS THE LOVE (L)

wheee go jianing go dont die yey me! :D

2009-04-27T19:46:00.003+08:00

.

i've got like 15 minutes to post how awesome -.-
past few weeks have been FUN :D but really packed, there's so much to do everyday damn.

chemistry e car was really disappointing. like we spent the whole precious weekend trying to unscrew it (i totally didnt touch ANY work :|) . oh we were so hopeful about winning yknow, we had the techniques and we definitely put in much effort, not to mention we had pretty good results the day before. then BLEAHZX it just didnt move. wtf.
so much for nothing. sigh.
mustmustmust have confidence for SIA grading okayee! :D

cip for silver centre @ art museum. boringness.
oh and i actually realised how sick the old people were O:
but we started camwhoring :D multi shots is the love YEY!!!
omgosh there's tonnes of photos uber lazy to upload :/

nerice and i are working hard in trying to master the art of demure-ness! :D
WE WILL MAKE IT MWAHAHAHAHAH!

IH was pretty screwed. but its over so hell you suckkerrr!

cip at library was fun, in charge of book exchange thingum.
basically we just sit, stone, talk and wait for people to come to us (:
but this librarian came with a whole trolley of brochures and we were supposed to cancel "$0.50 per item" for all of them, which kept us pretty occupied zz.
i feel damn motivated to go do more fun CIP work :D

eh i wna WORKK!
i still wanna learn drums.
i still wna learn photography.
and apparently yumo and nerice wants to go learn yoga lolll.
i dont mind learning anything as long as it sounds fun and keeps me occupied :D
life is just damn boring with school only zzz.

ohno i've gotta go training this week. totallly didnt have time to go last week :/
have to go on wed (right after physics blocks ahhhh)
"what a great choice"
" i dont have a choice -.-"

i i think i actually forgot how to shoot already, it hasnt popped up inside my brain in the past 2 weeks can.
and ohno nationals zongjie! haha so many people also hvnt do yet :D

oh i need to go mug physics pshh.

short term goals!!
- kill all awful pimples on my face (mass invasion D:)

- survive tonight
- survive tmr (x.x)
- survive physics blocks
- survive doing zongjie + training
- survive next week (highly impossible)

- buy crystals!!! omg yey i want to zhng my calculator, my phone and everything mwahahaha :D
- buy the super big calculator from action city WHEE :D
- save money
- get a life :/

HOHO i think i'm very goal oriented and has alot of crappy goals -.-
but i rlly need to stop everything from screwing badly ee!

DONT DIE DONT DIE :D

bitch :/

2009-04-22T20:31:00.002+08:00

DAMN YOU IH :/
i think i'm so gonna die pshh!

and my fb's back whoooo! :D

and congradulations to choir, guzheng, chinese orchestra, chinese drama and chinese dance for GOLD WITH HONOURS! :D

after IH i'll have to start worrying about physics, math and bio eeee!
and IH proposal! and other shitty SIAs.

i'll do a proper post soon (i think!)
i still want to change blog -.-

2009-04-20T21:41:00.003+08:00

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OMG I'M DAMN BLOODY PISSED BECOS FACEBOOK DISABLED MEEEE.
WHATTHEFCK!!!!

I SWEAR I DIDNT DO ANYTHING!! BUT IT JUST GOT LOGGED OUT ALL OF A SUDDEN AND POOF! I AM DISABLED!! -.-
DAMN. I AM GONNA COMPLAIN ZZZ.

but i shouldnt be too hopeful for a reply or saving back my account. so there goes my account, my MY PHOTOS (THOSE TAGGED BY OTHERS!!), PET SOCIETYY (ARGH) AND MY FRIENDS WTFFF!!
wth i spent like almost 1 year adding everying (its around 300!) and now its back to ZERO!!

ohnoes STOP facebook shouldnt be a major part of my life -.- but sadly i spent most of my time there!!! O: wtffffff.
i think i'm gonna be pissed for the rest of the night :|

AND HOPING FOR MIRACLES FOR THE REST OF THE WEEKKK. shucks there's so mch stuff to kill me this week just let me die omggg.

URGH! fuck manzx! :@

2009-04-16T23:03:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAHA. omg i like this video! because its applicable to our daily lives -.-!!

" i am sorry did i just say CB"
omg so hilarious HAHAHAHA!!!
still go talk about farting in public -.-

and YAY i am damn proud of myself for not coming online the whole day yesterday wheee! i slept and woke up at 8 -.-
HAHAHA then ohcrap i hvnt mug finish chem. and do last minute revision questions.
surprisingly chem paper was okay (:
ohya omg i flip open the pages the first 2 questions were the exact same ones i did IN THE MORNING WHOOO!!! its from chemistry challenging drill questions yey.
imagine EOY all from that book. win already -.-

chem e car is dead ): hoping for miracle to win hoho. jiayouuu :D

IH IH IH IH IH IH wtf.

SMBO TMRRR!! sounds fun hee :D
and it got me 8 hours of school service! (plus alot of unhealthy food tsk)
but have to wear tootie blue blazer again >:

walao stupid training resume next week. mrs amy promised 3-4 weeks of break can now coach calling us back already -.-
ohbut the whole of next week is packed. i wonder how am i gonna fit trainings into this whole term o_o
shooting sabbaticals seem boring can :/ but coach is asking us to go and help out (eee sacrifice our fun in sabbs), but i wna do fun stuffs like juggling/fencing/hip hop/otherssss!!!
:|

hurzx i wna go find my doctor and get some long term mc till the end of years.
my spine just seems to get worse everyday eeezx.

I LOVE MY TABLEMATES AND OUR NOISY CORNER WHOOO! :D

ohno i originally only wanted to post video, and now its so crappy damn.

2009-04-14T19:55:00.002+08:00

what a horrible week now.
and it definitely wasnt helping by talking to pissy people :/
so much stuffs to hopefully not die in -.-

freakkk i should be studying chem.
jiayou :D

2009-04-10T21:34:00.002+08:00

.....

during LA lesson on wed,

"JIANING! YOUR PHOTO IS ON NANYANG WEBSITE!!"
(something like that)
" O: "
"the whole class hurries to go nanyang website and laugh at my hideous face"
-dies in shame-
i got a shock can, until like a few seconds later then i remembered it was the team photo that i took the day before -.-
" phew i thought what gui3 photo leh. chey -.-"

TEAM PHOTO (L) but i look awkwardly weird :|
why didnt they post indivs hur! mwahaha.

HAPPY ANT LOLOLOL.
spot youwei, reine, dongfan and longshan hahahaha.

the past week was NOT good.
i think i need to try harder, seriously :/

the only thing that made me happy was chinese results 8D
its amazing that i got this high even though i was failing all the practices. but i suppose its just luck so eee must improve.

junqi has actually inspired me to read :D

oh and i think need to learn how to not go over the limits of stuffs O:

tmr marks the start of my mugging whoo!
there's really alot that i need to finish eeee.
shall MIA whoo!!

lights and music

jiayou ftw!

2009-04-05T12:59:00.012+08:00

I'm here to drown all post before nationals mwahaha. its amazing how different i could feel 3 days ago as compared to now O: creepy shiz :/

school is getting worseeee omg! chinese blocks was okay cos i actually finished the paper :|
but there's so much homework to chiong by today cos i've been slacking my ass off for the past 2 days urgh. zuowen + chem prac + chem ws 11 + math fn + study qine + tuition homework shiz.
luckily IH blocks is postponed. i cant believe how am i gonna handle it if its on wed when i totally hvnt started ): stupid source based + essay i think i'm dead ee.

on i dont know what day, mrs chua didnt come for physics.
so our corner jessy reine and dongfan were talking alot of crap! teeeheee so amusing.
oh and camwhore.

i hate my this-kind-of-smile. so grossss. i have no idea why my smile changed but it definitely wasnt like this last time! ):
with reine haha.

the very ~~not so~~ jessy haha!

i think i'll get killed for posting this.

reine zi pai O:

yangjie's amazing hair, by huici ._.

i was really pissed at coach during trainings, cos i shot so badly but she still said it was okay and told me not to have too hight hopes for myself -.- walao then the next day i shot much better and she didnt say anything.
oh and she didnt allow me to convey weapons to safra wtffffff.
oh on tue she still said i was quite emotionally unstable during trainings recently (like duh lah she just keeps scolding me zz)
she actually said that i should not let shooting affect me that much, cos it wont affect my studies or future or whateverrrr. which is really ironic cos thats what my mom always tell me, and since like forever my mom has been telling me to NOT GO FOR TRAINING AT ALL-.-
wow like it was 3 days to nats and she tells me to not put so much effort in shooting. and what? give up on whatever i've been training for? if i was thinking that way before i wouldnt have even bothered to attend training mind you -.-

and suprisingly i realised i keep forgetting about nationals. it was so near but yet i dont seem to think about it or remember it at all -_-

nationals was disappointingly wonderful. wonderful is at the back so its the main point okay!
teehee cos WE GOT GOLDDD! (:
we pwned rgs, which was really suprising. BY 6 POINTS WHOOO. i was totally highing when we saw the results okay!
and we had a new team record, broke the original record by 1 point :p
rubin also got individual gold, which i think proves alot about her ability. we could all see that she was really smiling from her heart when she knew her results :D
and jackoh is like bu yong shuo also everyone know she v pro wheeeee.
and thankyou eunice for being here all the time teehe.
RIFLE BDIV'09 FTWW!! (L)
really lucky to be in a team with such amazing people (:

challenge trophy, gold trophy, gold medal :D

i'm really happy for the team, but as an individual shooter i've really failed badly yknow. esp after how coach revealed what i got for kaohe 2 weeks ago, its just very very disappointing that within 2 weeks everything could change so drastically and that this could happen eee. and when coach compared my shooting process with the others, its like OMG to see that i have failed in such a crucial area, which causes the big gap between my score and the others ):
hrmph how chances just passes by like this.

prize presentation was boringness. after that we went NP to eat, followed by CONFENSSIONS OF A SHOPAHOLIC @ AMK WHOO! haha i find it one of the nicer movies that i've watched can yay! (despite the negative movie reviews >:)
and its SUPER hilarious along the way e.g the finnish person and the fan dance which was gross but damn funny xD
HAHAAH I LOVE YOU ALL FOR MAKING MY DAY MEMORABLE OKAY! (L)
GO NYSHOOTING WHEEE!

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SATT!

chem ecar at herlinda's house was quite fun teehee. quite alot of problems popped up the way and they were all really contradicting. D: it just seems very hard to work out a very good solution to all of them gahh. bitching session was amusing haah! (:

reached city hall late. subway for dinner lolollll. we were all @#$% at yangjie cos she was wearing heels. i hate tall people -.-

half eaten subway looks gross.

(L)

toilet camwhoring -.- i still so hate my smile.
eeks i realised my dress looks gross on the photos cos there's no collar + weird zip +round neck so look like some tooty shirt D:

HAHA we took a very RUSHED STROLL (-.-) towards victoria theatre. we were all talking about how to catwalk/ walk properly like taitais O:
and we had a shock when we reached there cos the number of hc people totally pwned us. traumatising can to be among so many groups of guys -_-
freaking weirdd to be waiting there D:

when entering we were discussing about the extra complimentary ticket which was at single seats and far away from the rest of us ee. but idk who exchanged our green ticket for one at circle seat whoooo! but after sitting did we realise that our whole row was ny girls. HAHAHA lame lah at first still want use yangjie + reine's 美人计 to change seats one.

haha i love our seats cos its the last rowwww. no one's behind to look at us even when i was sleeping. but damn high cant really see much zz.
CAMWHOREZX!

reine's ear was popping out ha. and the lighting sucks, too bright.

i look gross -.-

i had no idea what were we doing. HAHA BUT WHOOO!
yay camwhoring partner! oh and i forgot to take multi-shots >(

the show was okay. at the starting and end everyone like crazy pok liddat cheered like siao -.- most parts were boring, the rubber (banana!) dance was very funny, and the man jiang hong quan. at the end got sch song which i didnt want to stand up >: but reine pulled me up halfway eeeks.
i was closing my eyes and imagining a path with white light and hc school song playing HAHAHAHA. yes thats what will happen when i go over cos i prolly wont survive there.
the show wasnt the main focus of the night okay.

huici and yangjie were telling us that the guys in front of them were looking at porn photos from their handphone wth!! -.- walao they dont know people behind can see everything clearly mehzzz.

after the performance we just chionged out to toilet and then to try go backstage and pass some choco to dongfan + reine's friend. like until now i still dont know who he is, when my point of going there was to support him -.-
oh and we failed cos they didnt allow us in the theatre wtf.

while dongfan was calling her friend to come out and collect the gift. we were all like sian + even more traumatised cos of the ginormous number of hc people -.-
and i saw super lot of people like omgggg. D: i could hear alot of them talking about me can wtf so irritating -.- and in the midst of trying to get away i see some more people and it just gets worse hrmph.
after many failed calls we just decided to not give the gift and go cathay whoo!

HUICI!!! :D

but cathay movie timing sucks all late 11pm+ or 12 +. and there isnt nice movies besides shopaholic >: so disappointing hurzx.
so we wanted to find tiramisu and walked back to TCC -.-

the queue for TCC was freaking long and ass-es inside just refused to come out after drinking/eating zzz. what to do? camwhore lah.

weird smile + weird zip and weird round collar

HAHA soon we got damn fed up waiting (20min!!). but we refused to sit outside cos it was damn hot haha. and we complain complain complain. while the waitress just refused to ask the people to leave -.- so yangjie and jingyi left boohoo ):
soon reine and i got seats cos we 2 people only wakakaka. v happy right.
while flipping through the menu, we realised that the tiramisu was 11 bucks wtf. so we just 理直气壮地 stormed out of the cafe w/o ordering anything + after complaining for so long + ignoring the stares of the waitresses HAHAHAHA. walao who knew that tcc was this ex.
O:

swensens closed ): so we hopped to cafe cartel! :D
at that time it was 11.30pm already and we were damn hungry -.-

while ordering we wanted a tiramisu, but they say no more. but behind there was this TIRAMISU WITH ICECREAM which they said was still available. -.-
and she didnt ans our "why cant we just take the tiramisu (and save 4 bucks)?" qns.
D: no tiramisu then.

oh and while waiting i mentioned that i smile weirdly. and we decided to investigate and try out shots when smiling differently! and i realised that its because my eyes looked smaller and tired while taking normal shots -.- as in it just doesnt seem as normal as last time eeeeks.

for all these shots i was trying to STARE WIDELY + make my eyes look AS BIG AS POSSIBLE.
HAHAHAHAHA its better actually (:

drama queen O:

the pretty roses! can you see the ones that are somewhat black at the front?
reine was thinking like since the roses are turning black and dying = they'll definitely change new ones tmr = we should actually go take some nicer ones home :D
only after asking did we realised that they're fake and for decoration purposes only zzz.
walao then why so chaota and un-nice eee.

11.40pm O:

my marcaroni looks like 1 pile of idk what, but taste very yum omgg!
reine's pork ribs were very nice! hahaa but hers the thing too big already very hard to finish -.-
HAHA we were SUPER HUNGRY OKAYY, so we just gobble gobble gobble (literally!) and all of a sudden i felt bloated >: the last 1/6 of the marcaroni was v hard to finish since i was very full.
reine worse haha her ribs is totally O:

after eating we realised THE MRT STATION IS CLOSEDDD HOW NICE.
haha so reine cabbed home while i my dad had to take some time to reach there D:
it was 12.15am alr, very creepy and unsafe to be waiting at the bus stop so i went starbucks.
green tea frappe and the people were super nice omg they chatted with me abit :D
and i practically sat near the window AnD STONED ALONE AT STARBUCKS FOR 45 minutes -.-
heehee cos my dad went the wrong way and took super long to reach eeks. haha reine was damn worried for me and kept smsing me throughout to keep me company so nice haha (:
yeah so after a very very long time of waiting and some road/mrt station/bus stop misunderstanding my dad finally found me and i got home at 1. 45 am
HOHOHO super long day but i think it was very fun can! its like i feel super deprived of not going out can booooo ):

i need to go rush hw now crappp.
JINGYI PHOTOS PHOTOS!!

2009-04-02T17:38:00.002+08:00

ITS TOMORROW!!!
gluck.

who knows what might happen.
eee stop thinking about stuffs that i shouldnt be worrying about!
ftwftwftw (:

2009-03-29T21:07:00.004+08:00

i dont know what it means but its just v pretty whee.

看到明杰（看见名字我就想笑。哈哈）的双语博客，我也想试一下用华文打文章。　
哎哟“文章”这个词用得好怪。但放心我不会在这写什么千字文的，本来我的语文能力就不好，若想在这里写文章肯定会丢脸丢到家。-.-

啊本来有很多东西想说的，但不管怎么看都觉得用华语来说还是很怪。为了尝试一下，我拼了！（怪）

1. 昨天花了一晚上看PARIS HILTON: MY NEW BFF!! 哈哈蛮好看的耶，每个参赛者都好有个性哦。但他们总在那争论谁的性格是真诚的，而谁是那种很假的感觉，看得我眼花缭乱，不知相信谁好-.- 人与人相处的方式不同，摩擦也就莫名其妙地产生了。整个节目我只认为PARIS最假，因她感觉总在“扮好人”，用它那细细的声音，把参赛者的不足都说成似乎没什么，只是她们不是最搭的朋友而已。但是又怎样，那是她的节目。为了得到最好的朋友，她也真不能用批评的语气去说别人，还真没其他办法。

最后结果有点令人惊讶，但我是先看最后一集，才慢慢开始看的，所以也没什么惊喜咳。
整个节目就是乱得有趣，而且主题曲 My BFF 也蛮好听的 :D

2. EARTH HOUR. 我们都把灯给关了，而我在看 MY NEW BFF 所以也没什么影响。但我是绝不会为了这而关电脑的！哈哈自私much, 可是电脑真的是太重要了啊！而且我在看节目，真没注意EARTH HOUR 以结束，一直关灯关到12 点哈哈。yayme!

omg no time already i want to sleep and chinese is taking wayy too long so i shall stop.
troublesome muchh! and i find that everything just sounds WEIRDDD in chinese boo.

3. i spent a long time today fangirling about kara and girls generation O:
and its quite funny to read on articles about how seungyeon is a total bitch, PLUS their screwed up live performances. haha hilarious!
haha and i found music scores for some kpop songs. i tried playing pretty girl by kara but it sounded gross. Gee sounded nicer but i didnt bother practicingg.
i have no idea why but girl groups just seems nicer, cos of their dance mvs and catchy songs wheee!! (i'm not les okay -.-)

oh and i wasted loads of time youtube-ing (nigahiga, venetianprincess, hotforwords, wondersubbers and alot more zomgg)
i just totally bummed my time away D:

embedding Gee by SNSD onto my blog!! (old song actually)

4. i did some, but not alot work today D:
i did tuition hw (chem + physics) mole is still as @#$%-ing as ever omggg.
studied a little but quite failure.
at least there isnt anything due tmr ha (:

5. training tmr. i'm actually dreading training, really. past few were baddd.
on fri coach screamed at me O: and idk what happened but i just couldnt shoot properly. my dongzuo wasnt even anywhere good in the first place. its just THAT THAT THATTT bad.
on sat she made me dry fire the throughout, while others could shoot. prolly cos of fri. but its so pissing cos its freaking unfairrr. i felt muchmuchmuch steadier and better than on fri okayy!
maybe dry firing was for my good, but it just felt damn freaking horrible then :| \

6. school felt quite bad throughout the week. i think i realised alot of stuff that hit me quite hard, i need to adjust and whatever them omgg!! i really need to buck up, ALOTTT.
and my parents were really effing irritating & depriving me of stuffs, like including gcp wtf?!
so pissy zz. -.-

7. i dont feel much about nationals already. i realised i didnt even think about it during the whole weekend. o_o
i think i'll only feel the nervousness on that day. 5 days, its not worth it if everything falls now.

8. Man Dies After Bottle Mishap.
HAHAHA this is quite amusing.
i just thought it was pretty hilarious and cool to share HAHA.
it just shows how DESPERATE people can get.

i need to get back to my life now.
TTYN!
(quoted from my new bff show)

oh i just realised my chinese post failed + suck because it was like 1/3 or less chinese only.
at least i tried HA!

2009-03-27T21:20:00.002+08:00

oh i need need need to posttt. this blog is getting deader and deader O:
blahblahblahblah and i dont know what shiz to post about.

oh i survived week 1 ._. like wow omg very soon it'll be june holidays -.-

oh and i was thinking tday, i'm actually quite a failure can! cos i realised there's so much i didnt achieve/didnt do and things in life just seems to get worse. bleahzx.
i really need motivation omg O:

training today was badbadbad. i didnt know what to think, how to shoot, what to respond. its like after not shooting for 2 days i just got dead in shooting or something wah.
and there's training tmr wtf!! cannot go bugis with others already ):

teehee i shall stop rambling.
ohyes its 7 more days how exciting -.- HAHA
i wanna watch shopaholiccc!!
i still want to learn drumming!!

alimama i really have no idea what to blog about. aiya wait until i feel like blogging.
or maybe i should just let it diee wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee 8D

2009-03-22T11:32:00.005+08:00

12.
days to nationals.

snow. rainy days yellowjacket.
i just realised that these 3 deviants all look damn emo, and looking at the same direction. hm they're actually just very random.

oh and i hvnt type finish my ramblings for march hols. haha cos there's so much to type about argh. maybe i shant post it (:
school tomorrow, how much i miss everyone but i think its gonna be a super screwed day ):
hoho.

ohoh i think i shall post about yesterday cos somehow it doesnt seem to fit in the awesomely screwed march hols. BSP SYMPOSIUM yesterday was pretty much suckayye -.- i cant rmb much but point forms i guess.

- i missed my stop(how smart). the woman beside me asked whether i wanted to alight only when it was passing my NJC already ._. so i stopped at coro and took back to ny. reine was on the bus too!
- omg i miss everyone! its like so cool to see everyone at the audi again wheee.
- bus ride there was gay. there was the les-er, the gaying nerice and mua, and the stonage bi :D
- rv was boringggg, but luckily we had fun people to talk to teehee.
- i was actually copying in the first session. ohyes cos there was this tcher sitting behind me -.-
-really sucky food during morning tea.
- after this i wasnt copying wtv they were saying, i was doing my chem tuition homework!
-lunchhh! i actually got sunburnt cos we were sitting under the sun, near the track o_o the benches were really hot zomg. but lunch was at least better than morn tea --
- i was totally 无家可归 can, cos the stupid list of people divided into 4 LTs DIDNT HAVE MY NAME AT ALLLL!!! >: so i followed ngiam and others to LT 2! :D
- i was sleeping throughout this session, dont ask me what happened.
- i was sleeping veh unglam-ly, cos my head kept tilting to diff places -.- and i was @ the last row so the emcee or wtv kept staring at my direction!! so paiseh.
- TEA AGAIN wakakakka -.- nicer than morn tea. the drink was damn diluted >:
- back to LT 1, couldnt sleep cos i wasnt sitting at the last row ): but i was doing my chem tuition homework (which i had absolutely no idea how to do!!! urgh)
-idk what happened but random people just talked.
-ending speech everyone was high and chatty (:
- AND THE ENDDDD!! :D everyone clapped damn loudly during the end can hahaha so lame.

total time-waster. but it was quite a fun day cos i wasnt worrying about anything? it was just one whole day of crapping. oh and we somewhat got scolded for not paying attn, the tchers were trying to emphasis how impt it was zzz. even people in banana blazers slept how can we pay attn?!!

ohyes and jessy look v hilarious tgt with her sis omg. creep-ish-ly kinda hilarious O:
jingying actually thought that jessy was the one who changed into rv's red blazer(with amazing speed) and popped up on the stage HAHAHAHA!!

crashed our way out of rv, took 963 to herlinda's house! (: her photos are damn cute cann!
e-car discussion, i felt kind of sad that i wasnt really contributing ): i even got lost halfway as to what they were saying ohgosh. i think my brain really wasnt working D:
dinner was meegoreng + pizza + milk i think i was gonna die due to stomach exploding or something! chat about really random topics wheeee.
E-car stuffs went okay. dongfan had to left at 8pm cos boarding school had stupid curfews -.- and we went cold storage to buy all the materials. discussion was quite high after kinderjoy-ing, and my gatorade somewhat saved the day wheee! and herlinda's egg holder cos apparently she bought 6 kinder joys at one time ._.
and it got quite high i think, at least i was v high after drinking the grossly cherry gatorade (but for the sake of E-car!) and others were mostly sleepyyy heh. the testing of reaction was VERY GROSS cos our vinegar was black and smells like rotten stuff. and we just left the puddles of vinegar at the carpark omgg, but very funny haha!
and we were all super dead after that x.x

my dad fetched me at 11.30pm O: we were even wondering if we should camp there or smth haha! but at least we got the main idea of the e-car and i wasnt that blur anymore -.- it was also really fun cos of all the different stuffs we were chatting about (we digress super lot!)

okay i should seriously go do homework.

2009-03-20T20:45:00.004+08:00

i'm posting because dumb computers can finally access blogger. and hotmail too gosh.
its like since wed i think, i couldnt come my blog /go bloghopping and read all my spammed mails about IH proj and Chem sia gosh. if felt super weird and there was the not-in-touched-with-the-world kinda feel , even thou i was on msn all the time -.-

but yeah it miraculously worked tday. really, really amazing (:

oh its friday, the super screwed-up-feel week is kinda coming to an end. and the really dead part is like gushing out so horrible. but at least i survived till tday. i thought i was gonna die halfway or something.

oh and this is really gonna be a post full of rambles. maybe some happy stuffs but mostly screaming about how screwed it is right now ):

- my parents + sis are at bintan. i bet they're currently slacking their ass off at the resort, while i'm totally stuck at home with my maid ):

this week my mom totally took super lot of time off just to bring my sis (7yr old) out to play. wl like tue go escape then thur go WWW and tday to bintan tmr come back. omg and its so irritating cos like almst everyday i'm reaching home at 8+ to realise that their not home yet and have dinner with my maid -.-
walao and i couldnt go bintan cos of training + bsp symposium tmr. i was kinda sad when they said they werent gonna bring me can ohwtf.
zz then i see them happy happy come back chat about wtv they did that day (not like i'm interested to go with my sis), but its super irritating i was emo-ing (-.-) at my screwed up week while they were having fun.
but c'mon, she's like p1 and should enjoy all the fun she could, before ending up like me O:
ohya and my dad just came from overseas on tue i was damn happy haha! but sadly he's at bintan now so its like no chance to talk also sian.
omg its like so rare that i'm sad over this kind of stuffs ):

(:

-trainings.
like omgosh training everyday is like killing us. not physically tired or wtv but its just very D: to think about going there everyday. and i'm reallyreallyreally very stonish after training, its like the best way out when idk what to do :D

14 days to nationals gosh. i seem to be the only one counting down actually. its like next fri you'll be dying to hand it all the work (+ L.A block test which is totally gg!), followed by chinese blocks which will be equally horrible. and before you know it, i would be at the comps worrying about a 9 or a 10 and not worrying about deadlines at all.
its just scary to think about all the possibilities of our comp. too many to fear and wonder about that i should seriously stop thinking about them.

had juesai on tue + wed. $5 again, but i think she forgot all bout it but nvm. oh and i think jackoh earned her first $5 wheee. i think i'm just lucky among others that i hop onto occasions with $ and not some, and thats why i got more than others even thou i suck -.-

yesterday was suprisingly horrifying. it was suprising because we were kinda shocked but i thought it was kinda amusing actually. there was mock comp. and i thought i shot my average.
like no 8s, no funny scores like 94. lowest was a 96, and it was just normal for my standard can.

but coach just BOOMED of a sudden and started scolding each and everyone of us. she said i kept staring at the card while it was coming back -.- she even scolded EVERYONE for feeling nervous and staring at the target card too much.
it was good for me i guess, cos i was at my last set and she just !!!!, then i started shooting faster and better zz. but she suddenly became very @#$% as she pointed out all our mistakes, and dao-ing us like crazy for the rest of the day ):
it was like really awkward coz i didnt know what to do/ how to fix the situation can.

and so the next day everyone was like 提心吊胆 about mock competition.

i'll ruin you.

paradise ._.

2009-03-15T16:03:00.003+08:00

freak i'm actually bored of this skin! but i still remember how much i loved it a few months ago, becaus it was just so simple!!
oh and i just realised that i've been using this skin for about 4 months. omg it seems really boring now noooooooo.
shucks i need to go find new skins.

i cant really seem to remember what i want to blog about now :|
but no i cannot ramble about how much homework i have. CANNOT RAMBLE!!

ohyes i was totally stoning after training yesterday.
its like everytime after training i wanna stone, but there doesnt seems to be a chance to ._.
on the bus i was really like sitting there and listening to what other stuffs they're saying (very amusing HAHA)
but its just going in and coming out while nothing really goes through the brain. O:
it was actually quite nice okay, very relaxing -.-

haha and the stoning club seems like a really cool idea! :D
STONING FTWW!

yey i shall stop cos my brain has stopped thinking. and i shall go and stare at my suckkky IH essay and hope for something miraculous to happen by tonight.
so that i can hand it in on time tmr!!

the friend fight

ohaha i'm doing cooking for NYAA!! i'm gonna learn it like every sat/sun from my maid wakaka.
last week was damn diao. i was doing nothing besides stirring whatever was in the pot.
and oil spurted into my eyes -.- so horrible can.
haha and tday we did dumplings, it was quite screwed (not my fault!) and the only thing i did was to not touch anything and boil the water ._.
haha i think 1 year later i'll still be doing the same thing and not learning anything at all wheee.

ok boppop jiayou for IH essay.
and training tmr!!

2009-03-12T20:03:00.002+08:00

omgomg this is so random but i shall post wtv i can remember before i forget.
haha this morning was sleeping at the atrium (as usual!)
HAHA i realise there's mostly this order of table usage at the atrium. cos like the first table is always for rosanne, julie and i to sleep one. then second table is always for fivers to talk crap there!
and the 3rd table will be all the CO people dk doing what there ._.

anyway today i was sleeping (super dead today omg!)
and halfway i think i had a dream about shannon and yuka, but i cant remember!!
so all of a sudden i was woken up by the noise around, and i think i said something like i was dreaming about them, and i thought i was still in the dream or something.
and they had the ?!?!?! look.
but i just went back to sleep -.-

haha there isnt any story coming out of this, but its just very lame that i sudd had a dream about them O:
but it was messy cos i was super blur and sleepy at that time haha.

math lesson was very funneh, cos of the way ms kang pronounced "cheekopeh" HEEEHEEE.

and during lunch nerice was stoning right outside the classroom!!!
is like super O: cos she was just starting and stoning ._.
and she said she was admiring a.k.a staring blankly at the TREE IN THE GRASS BED (shannon calls it grass bed, so i shall too haha!)
it was quite hilarious cos the tree look quite special and she was staring at it!!!!
okay nvm if no one get what i was laughing about, but nerice said it look like me like wtf?!

and i suddenly had the idea of pushing her into the grass bed HAHAHA.
obviously i failed, cos she was standing quite far from it ):
and then i tried pushing other people down. all failed omgg!
only yangjie had like 1 leg in but 1 leg on top HAHAHAHAHA :D
i shall master the art of pushing people into the grass bed hohoho!!

ohyes april fools day is coming omg i'm trying to think of farny stuffs to do that day wheeeee :D

i cant go support netball west zone finals tmr wtff!!! cos coach didnt allow me -.-
she made me say that tmr's training will be very impt (although its totally not) and asked me to not go urghhhh.
but yeah true if i dont go tmr then i only train 3 times this week ZZ.
booooooooooooooooo. and i made nerice go with me alimama.

tday is a happy day cos i'm not dead :D
tomorrow will be a dead day cos of CME lesson and the horrors of 我有话说, which i hvnt started and dont plan to do it at all :D
but i can definitely survive last day of term 1 wheeeee. training better be good omg.
jiayou jiayouuuu (:

2009-03-11T18:49:00.004+08:00

There are days
when it feels like you can reach
the sky. when there is grass in your
hair and it doesn't

by =vampire-zombie

hee i should seriously start blogging about happy stuffs everyday whee!
like today's chinese essay about how happiness can bring success ._.
and less ramblings tsk!

i'm actually posting during weekday O:
because i didnt go for training tday heee.
there's training on sat! which means i could actually go for 5 times this week, but coach told me not to go tday ._.
i guess 4 times per week is kinda enough?
23days 23days 23days so exciting to be counting down everyday manzx o_o

ohyes and i realised i became 1st shooter, not 3rd. so my detail went from around 12pm to starting at 8.40am LMAO omg how fun -.-
at least i dont have to worry about random stuffs for one whole morning before going to shoot (:

holidays is gonna be really filled with trainings everyday, CIP flagday @ outram, and library CIP for NYAA!
haha exciting but sad life sheesh D:
ohohoh, and there's thousands of work to do, including bio SIA (HAHAHA deadness)
and alot others omg!!
(not complaining cos i'm supposed to sound happy -.-)
yeah SO FUN WHEEEE how meaningful to spend my holidays liddat zz.

jiayoujiayoujiayou for blocks hoho!
i shall start my library mugging sessions again (:

omg i was reading seventeen just now, and there's so many things i wanna buy i wanna buy i wanna buyyy!
motivation to SAVE MONEYYY.
and apparently this month's issue (april) is all about recycling and being green and whatsoever -.- and which they included damn lot of green-ish but irrelevant stuff omg.
that wasnt supposed to be the main point of seventeen hurzx!

ohno i'm digressing.
HAPPY STUFFS!!

- the skill of my hands are peeling off? YES THAT IS A HAPPY THING HA.
cos i was like sian-ed during PE, and all of a sudden i see white spots on my hands. its like OMGOMGOMG YAY its peeling!!
and mr chia keep giving me the wtf-are-you-doing-you-should-be-playing-badminton-and-not-staring-or-peeling-off-skin-from-your-hand-look.
but how i wish it would not stay so patchy and just peel all at one time O:

-my lips are getting better! (as said by my mom, although i actually doubt so)
ohyes it was super weird yesterday cos the whole world was asking me what happened to my lips. -.- i think a much better choice would be to get a paper bag/mask/口罩 and pretend to get sars or something :D

- i realise everyone is dark whee! its so comforting so see cute + dark faces everywhere cos i'm not the most tanned LOL.

- L.A timed trial is over yayy! my whole essay was going nowhere x)

- i survived 2 days of school ._.
2 more days to go and its the not-so-holiday-ish-kinda-hols.

OK i have no idea what happy things happened D:
but i dont feel depressed, so thats actually kinda happy lolzx.
i think i sound retarded gosh.
gogogo 2 more days!

2009-03-08T23:54:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WANJING!! (L)

although you might not read this.
i really miss you alotalot okay. its been so long since we last talked, and there's so much i feel like saying (: i think its amazing that after so long we can still talk so well when we meet hoho!
lets just wait until 10 years later then talk about all those life-changing experiences that we've had hee so fun :D
take care ok!
-hugs and kisses-
--------------------------------
tday marks the start of my clearing up work session.
i need self-control.
i need to mug.
i need to fufil those goals which seemed impossible.
i need to move on.
i need to make use of everything learnt from OBS and prepare it for greater use in future.
i need to improve, in every way.

sometimes there's just no use for motivating, for people like me there's only a word MUST.
motivation. self control. perserverance.
(:

2009-03-07T15:25:00.006+08:00

"you cannot discover new oceans, unless you have the courage to lose sight of shore."

OBS POST! :D

omg it was freaking fun! and its really sad to come back to think of the bloody SIAs projects, homework, and NATIONALS waiting for me. wtf.
at OBS, the first thing i wake up is to think about packing tents, and absolutely nothing else to worry about.
but this morning my whole brain was CHINESE SIA, LA SIA, LA TIMED TRIAL, NATIONALS and all other shit.
i really really really really miss OBS like hell (doesnt mean i wanna go back, with all the stupid bites and trekking.)
):

and btw i'm bloody tanned. like chaota until my mom couldnt stand me -.-
she said she would forbid me to go for anymore activities in future like these ._. )
she even gave me thousands of facial products, all for repairing of skin etc. and i was using facial masks for whitening ytd, funness haha.

DAY 1.

I WAS SUPER DARN EXCITED OKAY. like in school everyone was comparing size of bags -.- but i was freaking happy and jumping about! :D
YAYYAYYAYYAYYAY.
and on the bus i was talking to xuyue :D
at the dk what reception place it was darn boring. but we were in the shady block with fans wheeee, not like the rest who was sitting under the sun HAHA.
everyone was koping my orange peel, we finished 1 packet even before getting onto the boat. --

and then a random school popped out ._. everyone was totally "what school is that?"
haha cos it was mixed and their PE shirts look familiar but i just had no idea.
and i realised it was presbyterian high only on the last day wth.

and so they announced the watch name and instructor. 308 was split into 2.
ours was MAGELLAN (L) and the others was NILA UTAMA (._.)
haha ours is quite hard to pronounce (since no one brought their brains for OBS), everyone was megalam or even better, MANGLA.
so people from magellan just turned mangla xO

our instructor is the "he-man" HAHA. he sounded boring there actually, so we were all like sian-ed that we had a boring instructor :|

boat trip! STILL DAMN EXCITED :D jump jump jump jump.
xuyue and i were worried about getting seasick so we finished the second packet of orange peel! (:

nursery ngiam(HAHA) and gongyuan

-.-

no idea whats this. just anyhow take.

AND THEN WE REACHED CAMP 2 WHOOO! :D
camp 2 rocks camp 2 pwnzx okay! i shall elaborate on why ltr.

sorry people for the unglam photo O:

so job allocation. based on zijin and yonghwang's past experience and recommendation to be the medic, i volunteered for it! :D
last time when they said they could use the bag as a pillow and its not v heavy blahblah i was like ?! isnt the first aid box damn hard or smth.
and it turned out to be a funny bag with a cloth stretcher so it was damn nice to sleep on! :D
and since i had to carry it 24/7, i might as well store my impt stuffs (insect repellent, deo, sunblock, torchlight) and other stuffs in it (damn convenient!), which made it damn heavy for carrying D:
HAHA still, MEDIC FTW (L)

STORE!
so many cool stuffs inside -.- and packing of stuffs were darn boring can.
fold fold fold fold.

lunch was FUN when we saw all the food. THE FOOD WERE AWESOME. haha so many junk food lah. like oreo, apollo, stupid sugar bread of all flavours. its kinda unhealthy, which was quite unexpected from OBS -.-
so we split the food, and everyone had their own plastic bag of fun food ._.

haha i was damn high on the first day, but i dont seem to remember much.

ohyes after that we played some games which was kinda like icebreaker, so lame one.
like squirrel and trees, throwing of some ball.
AND TRUST FALL OMGWTF IT WAS DAMN SCARY!
15 people holding the mat, and each of us had to fall backwards onto the mat.
i had no fking idea why i was so freaked out, but i totally didnt dare to fall okay ):

i think it was height element next, as in the instructor was demo-ing how to wear the harnest.
and we climbed the small height element which was only 3m high, just for practice.
but still it was fun :D being belayer is cool okay you get to fly up. i wonder whaat happens if no one was there to pull the belayer then it just goes up and 2 people hanging there --

then it was pitching the tent. bloody hell our dome tents had problem so we had to use the lan kind. which means we had to pitch right at the spot, while others could go under a shelter and just stick the nice metal sticks in and move it to the spot they're sleeping on -.-

dinner! it was quite gross with all the mess, but everyone was damn hungry so sardines + luo han zhai + peanuts + chaota rice was quite nice! :D
cleaning up part was hell, people were scrubbing the pot like there was no tmr, and the floor was freaking gross with the tomato sauce from sardines. and there was this rotten smell after cleaning. like ewww.

ohya camp 2 toilet damn nice can. the bathing cubicles got more than 10,and the queue quite short :D but there was this empty toilet with a gross used pantyliner inside -.-
after bathing shiaowei and i were saying how clean we felt :D + powder spammage so shiok haha.

packing and preparing for day 2. nerice and i were sharing a bagpack :D
haha she brought so little stuff. and i went to bring my whole red bag of "essentials" and quite alot clothes O:
and all of a sudden there was this fire drill. everyone was ZZZZZ wtf lah.
and by the time we reached there, everyone was quite noisy and we were quite late O:
so the instructor started scolding scolding scolding, and what freak manzx she scold NYGH only and say our school until so loud, then nyeh scold presbyterian high -.-
oops and i forgot to bring my medicine bag there (a serious crime can!) xO
and everyone squat until legs want die already lorh.

sleeping! nerice, xuyue, jingyi and i were sharing a tent. and i actually volunteered to sleep right inside. it was damn freaking hot and stuffy. but i still had my pillow bag (L)
haha xuyue was actually freezing and wearing long shirt + sleeves -.-

and i was one of the few to actually have a watch with me, and using it as a alarm clock ._.
first night's sleep was the nicest i think.

DAY 2!
i think i'm talking alot, so its actually ok if no one reads this post :D

waking up at 5am with my pro watch(watch as in not magellan -.-) :D
clean up, do stuff, blahblah, pack tent.
and wtf we were running late, so i hurried my tent to faster pack, and i used my WHOLE HAND to hold the bloody(muddy and gross) ground sheet all the way back lah wtf. then pack finish we ran all the way back to store then run to meet the instructor. and it ended up the rest of magellan still packing tent -.-
during briefing our instructor was damn ass luh, scolded us abit for being late, then scold us for not moving as 1 and kinda like targetting towards the 4 of us, saying that there's no point if the 4 of us form 1 group and wait down there, must go help the rest of the watch and blahblahblah. wth its all to us manzx. not like its our fault for moving faster than the rest.
the CRIME OF OMISSION ZZZ.
i was pissed until i wanna slap his face alr lah (wtv dont think he'll read this)

morning exercise. quite funny hoho. and the DODO DANCE HAHAHA.
like the stick body parts to colours (knee one was damn cham. how do you stick your knee to red when all of us were wearing lsc shirt and the red heart is right in the middle of the shirt -.-)
and some scissors paper stone thingy (leftx3, right x3, forward, backward, forwardx3)
cant rmb already.

after breakfast we had to pack. and START OUR 3D2N HELLLLLLL.
trekked 1/2 hour with our frigging backpacks. its really short, but everyone seemed to be dying actually O:
so at first i was one of the few at the back, and then slowly i tried to walk faster and faster to go to the front. and when we reaching soon i was one of the front people, and then he scolded us again, saying that we walked to fast blahblah and never wait for people at the back wtf.
i wanted to ask what frigging problem did he have lah!
liddat also scold. say what it takes alot more energy than the front people for people at the back to follow up.
wtf lah so i wasted my energy to walk faster and finally manage to get to the front, just to get some fcking shit from you -.-
i was damn pissed at him that day can, cos he was being such an asshole.

and so we finally reached camp 1. the so called heaven but actually quite lan those kind.
the first reaction when we walked in we were like "eh wth this looks like hwachong" cos its damn slope and hill-ish hee.
but the building was quite nice (:
and everyone originally from camp 1 gave us the O_O look as they see people dying with ginormous backpacks walking in there. --

and we sat at the supposedly "orchard road junction" and wrote journals! HAHA didnt know what to write O:
and created our motto. at first we wanted DO OR DIE, but people said die abit kinda pessimistic.
so changed to JUST DO IT, OR DIE!
yvonne even suggested "just do it, impossible is nothing" HAHAHA. quote quotes from everywhere one.
and we were supposed to sign on this book to say that we cant discount ourselves, discount others, discount activities blahblah. like alot promises to make.

then we did activities with NILA UTAMA!
haha but yay we pwnzx in those activities. like some tapping alphabet thing. we died at first but caught up later hoho. and some traffic lights which was quite complicated but we finished it!
yay magellan :D
and halfway jessy suddenly HYPERVENTILATED HAHAHA, we were all like O: then what happened?! just to realised that the principal and pt came to visit us OMGOMGOMG. so scary and they took a photo. and i didnt tie my hair then but they never say anything so YAY!

and we had to create this super person to add in our watch, so we drew a SUPERMON. haha it was drawn quite horrible, but VERY FUNNY cos the doraemon draw until the head very out of shape. but it means alot to magellan :D
and UTAMA drew some super weird girl, and they didnt know how to draw the hair. so they used ME as a example for the hair wth! HAHAHA walao and on the forehead it says JIANING some more o_o i'm not even in their watch -.-

HEIGHT ELEMENTS HAHA. omg the funness of all i think.
ohyes we were quite different from others cos we did INDIANA! (L)
its a replica of the ship that raffles sailed to singapore diao.
there were alot explanation, and our instructor demo-ed alot. woa see-ing him do the thing freaked us out can. like even he do until liddat, then we will DIE.
haha i took the shorter one, but its actually the same, just that one you have the climb higher ladders. at the end then we realised the higher one is 30m high O:

so after peiwei the brave soul tried, i followed :D
it was super hard to climb the ladder. and my hand was gonna break so i used my arm to hold myself towards the ladder. now arm got marks already D:
at the point when trying to get to the platform it was darn freaky. i thought i was gonna die and fall or something O:
so after spending quite some time climbing finish steps and getting to platform, i was darn happy with myself cos i reached the height, which means i wasnt afraid of heights -.-
and then i looked as what was left to do, there was this SUPER THIN WIRE waiting for me to walk across -.- so i was like "?!?!?! OMG WHAT IS THIS?!?!"
and apparently i say until damn loud, then the whole magellan and utama laughed at me, from all the way up to down i could hear people laughing HAHA.
it was like totally @#%$ simi lai de lah!

and throughout the thing i kept asking peiwei what to do, using her experience as reference :D
then just walk lorh. and i realised that i felt SUPER SAFE if i leaned forward, cos there was the rope to support me, and it wasnt that easy to fall from front as compared to the back.
and there was this part which i kinda slipped and got freaked out O:
and while walking i realised it was very amusing to stare at people downstairs because they look so small and cute :D

and a fact: it was much less scarier than trust fall. O.O
i think its because there was the belayer's rope in front of me, so i felt safe. but trust fall there was completely NOTHING, nothing besides air and a mat below you! D:
or actually i think its cos for trust fall everyone was holding, idk but its just weird. i need to actually trust everyone and trust myself more :/

and while going down i totally didnt care, and just tried to slide down every step. it was damn fun! haha cos there's something pulling you and i felt quite safe to fall down liddat O:
but damn pain -.- ohyes my hands were dying cos i was holding the ropes until damn tight.
and i started explaining to everyone up there. like shouting to them, to say EXCHANGE HANDS at some parts, or LET GO AND HOLD THE OTHER ROPE. woah shout until damn tired.
but FUN!! :D

bathing. wl cos of the broken water pipe, we could only use the toilet near the pool. there were only 4 PATHETIC BATHING CUBICLES. walao wait until damn sian -.-
see and thats why camp 2 toilets are the LOVE.

after that was pitching of tent. zzz lah our campsite damn far from the main building, walk so long one. then in the end we pitch the tent still we fastest -.- then this time in order not to kena scolding again, we go help others lorh.
but i still realise alot people not doing anything sian ):

dinner was amazing cos of the canteen. the only good thing about camp 1 is the food can. woah everyone damn hungry teehee. and the syrup water drink until super shiok O:
we broke a cup, and apparently it cost $2 wtf. but the uncle was nice enough to give us one :D

our night trail was damn creepy!!
we had to walk in the dark, and being one of the few who brought torchlights, i had to shine for alot people -.- and then got scolded cos we were too noisy again.
then they were super serious and say need courage blahblah and had to walk through this frame of smth with some words of courage written on top. i was actually expecting some kind of ritual like got priest splash water at us those kind xO
apparently, after walking through it we would have courage for the rest of the days, and we would be in the OTHER WORLD zz. it was actually to test whether everyone could fit into the tunnel anot LAME.
i was totally like "wtf is this world lah, can i get out of it"

and then we continue to walk into the dark to some really creepy place. and i actually thought it was the ginormous tank in the middle of nowhere.
it actually turned out to be a UNDERGROUND BUILT CAVE.
and the instructors explained about the activity (which was only available to 308 :D ) and that it would be really freaking dark, like totally cannot see anything at all inside. we had to find our motto somewhere, and get out through a door ASAP.
the way they said it was like 吓死人.

and when entering, it was really pitch black. i had absolutely no idea where i was and all. and only yvonne the first one had a small light with her, so when she entered a tunnel people behind like me totally cannot see one haha.
i wasnt actually thinking about anything besides following and trying to get out of the place alive D:
and there were things like bumps which i had no idea what it was.
jingyi got stuck in those, and she actually screamed until damn loud -.-
and i was grabbing damn tightly of nerice's track pants haha, just in case i lose her or smth.
so we just totally dk what happening and just followed. until we realised it was over and just run out and YAY!

creepy shizzz.

sleeping that night was not bad haha. i was the one nearest to the door of the tent, so it felt better than right inside. although my tailbone hurt and there was part of a root of tree that was poking right into my back -.-

DAY 3.

i miraculously woke up at 4.58am, so being the morning call of everyone, i stared at it and waited until 5 before getting up.
and i actually woke the whole of 308 up HAHA :D
yvonne was scolding me while i shone my torchlight -.-
unpitching of tent! haha we were quite fast again, and obviously i was the only doing the dirty job by holding the ground sheet again zzz. and yet i couldnt leave first, cos we had to WAIT FOR EVERYONE. -.-

walao so help again lorh. again was one of the few who had torchlight so finish already i faster chiong off, with everyone trying to follow my light behind -.-
then people say i walk too fast, but wth i had a torchlight with me mah DUH, if you dont want to walk slowly in the dark then bring your own torchlight and dont follow me lah lame!
besides, i was holding the ground sheet and getting my whole hand full of mud mah, obviously i would wanna walk fast and go wash my hand right. zzz

morning exercise. kena dodo dance again.
and funny egg to chicken to eagle to superwoman to inmortal and looking retarded game ._.
ohyes the beauty and the beast one also. walao the instructors damn load of lame games.

breakfast was yay. camp 1 food is damn nice lah :D

journal writing again. this time i had to share, and it was really weird cos idk what to say and whatever i say makes people laugh O:

sea expedition! our 2 watches are like really different and cool cos we did rowing yay! :D
and i realise we dont do full day those really hardcore expeditions, which i guess is a good thing (:
its bigger than kayak and its 8 people to 1 boat, while only 6 people row. so 2 peeps could rest at 1 time. shiok right! HAHA.

at the start we tried to aim for the right direction, but it was very hard cos everyone keeps going haywire and rowing the wrong direction zzz -.- so i realised i myself rowing could actually make a difference to the boat so i was rowing it myself HAHA.
but soon we were on the right way and everyone was trying very hard yay! although some of us were not synchronised but after much practice i find us veh powderful wheee.

so we rowed around this random island, and halfway we knocked into a uncle who was living on sea and he was smoking haha. so he used his stick to poke our boat away.
all of a sudden i realised my hand was sunburnt so i went to put after sun and more sunblock, but i guess it didnt worked :/

halfway we realised nerice was very quiet, just to find out that she had a horrible stomachache ):
awww why nvr tell us! we commited the crime of omission again O:
halfway i was damn sian of rowing, and started to sleep/stone while rowing. besides, i was wearing sunglasses so from outside yvonne and jessy said i look scary, cos my face was just not moving ._.
and yvonne was peeling oranges for us HAHA, but it tasted quite warm cos of the weather -.-
and i currently have a super ginormous blister cos of rowing

ya so we all rowing happily and then when going to reach camp 1 again it started raining freaking heavily. on the way back i was sitting on the boat and sleeping, and yvonne said i look like i fainted or in SOS or something LOL + the way she said it was very funny.
its only cos i'm sunglasses then you all cant see my eyes mah x)
so we all chiong to jetty and got out. chionged to random shelter and stoned.
haha so reflections blahblah again, and i think i felt like crying at that moment, dont know why either.

okay now i'm sian-ed of typing but still got alot -.-

after rowing, i was SUPERRR x498371089473280423804083423 CHAOTA!!! my face was super red, and its halfway from my nose all the way down! (cos of sunglasses)
and my hands are like worse lah ALL DAMN RED. arms got sleeves cover but i was stupid enough to not bring gloves -.-
booo :|
everyone was telling me that i've got a pair of red gloves on my hands o_o

bathe that day was horrible. the queue was super long so i washed my hair at the sink, and then went in just rinse a few times chiong out already O:
actually it was ok. at least i get to bathe (:
after tht was packing of everything, like within half an hour after bathing i was sweating like shit again hrmph.
and then we started trekking again wtf. TREKKING IN THE DARK IS SO NOT FUN, esp with the frigging backpack. but at least i had torchlight.
so it was 1hour of hell (seriously, that trek was the worst of all days lah!) and we reached machor. -.-
when we reached i was like ?!?! simi place lai de. walao no toilet = DIE.
and everyone waas tired and just put our bags on a random place. people actually cried there gosh. and i was totally sleepy at that time until i didnt wanna do anything.

omg the worst night of all lah!
we were like pitching tents, but the stupid machor wtv was a BEACH so the ground all sand and not soil. so being the ones with the LAN TENTS, our pegs couldnt go in the ground, and we had to use rocks to make them stay. wtf damn ma fan to get rocks and to set up tent lah.
i do until damn sian and pissed cos it was so dark.
and we lost a cooking pot oh wow. 1 tent + cooking pot in a day HAHAHA, so everyone was like quite worried about the lost stuffs O:
dinner was maggie mee + chicken curry. yummy but there wasnt the mood/ambience luh.
we were squatting on the floor and eating o_o walao eat until like indigestion liddat get stomachache -.-

so everyone was sian and sleepy, and we still had to clear the food and area urgh.
and had to wash the MASS TIN IN THE SEA OH WTF. gross can.
the toilet seemed damn far, its like a very ulu path of road leading to another part of the beach where we can pee/poo. i totally didnt dare to go cos damn dark so i didnt pee at all for the night x)
and it felt supperrrr gross cos wet hair + raining sweat + darkkk. but again, there was powder!
haha ohman i love baby powder from now on :D

and i was quite sad cos i lost my watch (which got recovered very soon. thanks people :D )
and my torchlight ran out of batteries, but i realised i could stop using it for a while, and then it can be used for a little while more. HEEHEE. so i was still saved that night.
my watch + torchlight are like totally my life saviours for the trip can!
cos not everyone had one, so most of the people had to depend me for time or light one -.-

ohyes peiwei's tent group lost their tent o_o
like omgosh such a big thing how to lose. but yeah so peiwei was sleeping with us. and 5 of us squeezed. apparently we cant sleep horizontally like we used to, so each of us took a small and slept in all the funny shapes and ways we could find -.-
wth sleep until all cramps. and there was condensation so the tent felt wettt!!!! ew grossness.
and our tent collapsed halfway O: but we were all too sleepy to care zzz.

at 4.30, we had to wake up for sentry duty. the previous group told us that the random music (some pompompompompom sound followed by weird music) was the wild boar sound -.-
so we all freaked out and v scared cos the music like damn near us liddat O:
and during our duty we nvr really walk about, just sit there and stone HAHAHA.
soon the rest of the tent went back to sleep, but jingyi and i went to the blue mat in the middle of nowhere and slept, damn shiok cos it was much colder than inside the tent, and much less stuffier (:
but i was having weird dreams the whole way, so never sleep properly also. and we heard random people singing wtf.

DAY 4

the next morning everyone was like, yknow last night the music v scary, then dk why halfway suddenly change music.
haha but we were freaked out by the first kinda music cos it really felt like wild boars stomping and running and making weird sounds. but the instructors say its just some people singing karaoke lah LAME.
damn diao -.-

so we woke up, unpitch tent (damn easy cos just remove rocks -.-)
and do all sorts of stuff. POWDER BATHE AGAIN TEEHEE :D
then woah realised jessy's tent kena super lot ants, while we escaped cos our tent was quite far from theirs 8D
so pack bag, and seeing people fight ants by doing all sorts of funny stuffs teeheee.
so from 4.30-8.30 alot of them were removing ants while we were packing and i forgot dk doing what (but i rmb we werent much affected by ants), then near the end THEN they realised they camped right above a ant hole or something -.-

at 8.30, the horror came O: we had to walk the path to the supposedly "toilet" and clean stuffs on the way. and guess what we found.
6 USED PADS and 1 PANTY. IT WAS DAMN FCKING GROSS.
walao people no brain one so inconsiderate. and the instructor also said there was this pile of shit in the middle of the PATH TO TOILET. wlao people couldnt wait that had to do it halfway while walking there arh lame.
and the pads were just...... EWWWWW. like people use liao just throw there, nvr even fold it or keep, then like got flies around it some more -.-
walao i really wanna slap those people already.

ok so we cleaned up, thinking that we would be heading back to camp 2 after that.
and thats why i refused to pee there, too horrible liao.
and all of a sudden the instructors told us we would be trekking half a day to some whatever "sacred place" and then back.
like OMGWTF ?!@#$ so bobian had to pee in the middle of the grass patch. damn gross lah can.

so trekking was okay. shiaowei and jingying were navigating, while eva and i were sweeping the people :D jessy and yvonne were infront of us too!
haha so the fast people do sweeping, obviously everyone walk quite closely and fast lah :D
the trip was much nicer than the previous night cos there was LIGHT. haha omg i couldnt imagine how people in the past lived w/o lights can zzz

another reason was that we 4 were saying ALOT OF LAME JOKES HAHAA.
like wtv charsiewbao, all the funny food jokes. and some lamelame ones which i all forgot already.
AND I SAID MY GOLDEN JOKE HAHAHAH! it was from rosanne i think.
but it was damn lame cos i took super long to say it xO
and i realised our instructor is lame as well! he was behind us, listening to our jokes and saying some of his as well. haha lame.

ohya we had stations as well. the first station the people were supposed to mime the words and we had to guess the words to form a quote. walao so long some more and i totally dont know what they doing so i just stare at jingying while she mouth-ed the words then guess it HAHA
PRO ME 8D

halfway it was getting damn hot and we were trekking in a part w/o trees! O:
so i faster took out my cap AND SLEEVES to prevent my hand from kena-ing worse sunburns already. and yvonne koped 1 pair.
so in the end yvonne and i were wearing 1 red and 1 grey sleeve each HAHAHA. so unbalanced -.-
at least it blocked some sun for me wheeee :D

and after trekking for dk how many hours, we finally reached the UBER LAME "sacred place" which was just a small piece of land. THAT WAS UNDER CONSTRUCTION BLOODY HELL.
we were supposed to jetty jump there one lorh so sad!
so we had bread for lunch and trekked back.
we really trust the navigators and their navigation skills HAHAHA, if not the instructor also will correct us to the right path mah -.-
and during this period of the time was when i started to kena mosquito bites O:
its like for the past 3 days i see people complain about insect bites then i'm like YAY I NEVER KENA ANY. but on the 4th day i KENA SUPER LOT, until DAMN ITCHY LAH WTF.

so we reached camp 2. OMG WhAT A GLORIOUS MOMENT LAH DAMN HAPPEHHH!!!
camp still rocks can, cos of the nice toilet with thousands of cubicles, and OUR STORE IS THERE = DONT HAVE TO CARRY STUPID BACKPACK.
HAHA (L)
everyone just plopped right in front of the store can!
and alot people said i was very red -.- like my face was super red, i was wearing a red sleeve on 1 arm, the sunburn on the back of my hands totally look like a glove lah + i was carrying medicine pouch -.-
all red sia gosh.

then after that was JETTY JUMP (L) haha so fun wheeee.
its easy and fun CAN. like just take a step and JUMP! and before you know it, you're swallowing salty sea water -.-
haha my first response after coming out was "@#$% -PUKES- WHY SO SALTY!!!?!"
-.- and after me was nerice, she even shouted our very famous quote
" YOU JUMP, I JUMP ON YOU WHEEEEEEE"
teeeheee omg i love you ngiam!
funness everyone wanted to try again.

ohya then dongfan was like phobia of jumping into the water, but she really tried very hard! good job okay! :D
very brave of her to keep stepping up can!
and then halfway yvonne was like "you dont jump i kiss you arh!" or sth liddat.
in the end SHE REALLY NEVER JUMP HAHAHAHA so everyone wanted to make yvonne kiss dongfan.
in the end she really kissed her on the cheek can!!!!! i was like SUPER DUPER O: O: O: O: O: O:
HEEHEEHEE. -.-

after the wonderful bathe at camp 2 (LOL), we had to cook our dinner!
HAHA EPIC FAILURE OMG. they give super hard to cook stuffs like long beans (?!) and carrots -.-
and yummm stuffs like egg and luncheon meat and baked beans HAHA.
since i totally dont know how to cook, i just go there and cut the carrots, wash stuffs lorh. woah see people cook until really 热火朝天 and omg got conflicts some more -.-
i was like sian-ed no point fighting over lame stuffs can, just cook and make sure everything is edible can liao, so i just stoned the whole while o_o
ohyes and TANGS the orange drink is really nice yay yay yay :D

but i kena like thousands of mosquito bites during that time lah wtf -.-

so our dishes turned out abit gross and uncooked HAHA. but everyone still eat until okay so OK LORH! 8D at least its not like previous night totally no light no ambience those kind heehee.
after eating was washing AGAIN. walao we burnt the rice again so have to scrub lorh. sian scrub until my whole hand all black, and the sand + soil so gross -.-

oh and i realised my whole plastic bag of fun food was infested with ants so i just threw all my food away :D

after scrubing i was UBER SLEEPY + SIAN so i totally didnt listen the debrief and just slept throughout. xD
besides sleeping, the rest of the time i was scratching my newly fored mosquito bites. and nilautama said they saw wild boars running past urgh so sad we missed it ):

i was kinda sad that we had to pitch our tents in the dark, esp when they said we will be pitching it somewhere else further. and all of a sudden, IT STARTED RAINING HEAVILY O:
so we ran to the multi purpose hall, and the instructors decided that WE HAD TO SLEEP THERE WTF -.-
yknow we ran there with ABSOLUTELY NOTHING D:
and so we had to sleep on the FLOOR WITH NOTHING. luckily i had my medicine pouch so it was again, MY LOVELY PILLOW HAHA. and we took out the clothe stretcher as blanket.
i was sharing with nerice actually, but halfway i realised i kinda snatched it away from her. omg sorry ngiam! O:
but it was still a freezing cold night. cos i was wearing fbts how smart.

DAY 5

wakao i post until so long. dammit.

i woke up cos it was FREEZING. and decided to stay until 5.30 before waking people up.
and soon i tried waking everyone up by shouting alot of idk what stuffs, but alot people just flipped over and continue sleeping -.-
so i was like damn sian AND FREEZING so i just left them there and went back to the store to wear long pants x)
packpackpack. and alot people woke up damn late teehee :D

ong the last day was HARD WORK. we had to scrub thousands of ponchos, and hundreds of ground sheets o_o i was like scrub until damn sian and sweaty and just stoned whenever i could.
and jessy said i looked angry xD haha no i wasnt lorh! its just sian only mah :D

and in the end we found ALL OUR LOST STUFFS WHEEE! apparently some other watch took our tent and carried it for days HAHAHA NOOB. and then nila utama carried our cooking pot O:
so its like 圆满 de 结局 cos we retrieved all our stuffs and didnt have to pay for anything wheeeeeee (:

-more cleaning, scrubing, and WORKK!-

and we did our last activity, the catching of bell O:
its somewhat like trust fall, just that its less creepy cos you're falling forward. and we had to say our goal before aiing for the bell.
it was only THEN did i realised that nationals was 28 days away. i like totally forgot about it for the past 5 days. and it kinda hit me really hard that i have to go back and think of all those stuffs again ):
how depressing.
i didnt expect myself to touch the bell anyway. actually i was more concerned about the falling onto mat part than to touch the bell zzz.

and then it was reflections time. awwwww.
it started by everyone having to write a letter for ourselves, saying our goals. and some random person have to keep it for 3 months and after that give it back to us for us to read again O:
apparently i think i dont trust people, its just weird cos i dont dare to write what i really think, so i just scribbled a few goals in a way thats kinda purposely FOR people to read.
gosh i need to have more trust!

then it was sharing of what we learnt for the past 5 days.
yvonne started crying gosh, and i felt kinda sad too. by the time nerice was saying about her feelings, most of us started to cry already D:
aww its like i see others cry i will wanna cry liao can! it really seems like last year 205's level closure can.

aww i didnt say very well for my reflections i think, cos i was like crying so nothing comes out of the brain -.-
1. tolerance. actually i wanted to aim it more towards tolerating all kind of people. but i guess it works for all the expeditions as well. so the main point is to just get it over with, because tolerating for that one moment can bring you far, to actually not explode for that moment (:

2. to not be so judgemental. i think i really suck in this, cos i'm really bitch at times O:
haha must improve!

3. TRUST. omg its so important to trust everyone in the watch, or order to work effectively as a team. i still need improvement in trusting others, but i think there's a change from day 1 to day5 in this, and its for the better :D

and i had to thank nerice, for understanding and tolerating all my crap, because whenever i was sad or had slight problems to say i would tell her the first HAHA. cos i knew she'll always be there to hear me talk about lame stuffs and be lame with me yay! :D
and sometimes even when we have different ideas she'll always understand my thoughts and somehow make sense out of me (even when idk what talking me)
HAHA THANK YOU NURSERY NGIAM FOR BEING SUCH A NICE PERSON (L)

wheeee and we ended the session with much tears of joy hoho!

we got our certificate, NYAA booklet, PHOTOGRAPH, AND MY PHONE BACK OMG.
i totally miss my phone like hell can! haha the first thing after on-ing i received an sms from junqi already -.-

sorry unglam photo. random shot.

LOL pardon me for my horrible mouse-writing. our store (L)

MPH, with instructor helping us to clean stuff. haha omg he's quite nice actually.

people walking to jetty.

MY HAND HAHAHAHA.
ITS SUNBURN UNTIL DAMN GROSS.
and now tht part is black D:

see my hand compared to jingyi's one (which was what most people's hands looked like)
mine was damn horrible lah!

ohya i bought the orange OBS shirt from the punggol souvenier shop! HAHA its nice okay :D
but i kinda regret not buying the black (no collar) one, cos its like the classic OBS shirt haha.
whoever goes in june must help me buy okay!

after reaching school, i saw SHANNON!!! and we talk alot crap with all the others. so fun to share our experiences haha. then i went thai house with junqi, and ate until damn bloated LOL!
haha and then cabbed home (:

it felt really strange and awkward on the lift, cos like i hvnt touched anything so "advanced" for the past 5 days zzz
it was damn weird to step home too, and when my maid on the lights i was like O.O haha weird?
and it was weirder to make my maid wash my dirty clothes and clean up, cos we've been doing the dirty jobs in OBS.
the feeling of coming back to civilization when you've totally forgotten about it.
ohwells.

OTHER EXTRA STUFFS ABOUT OBS.

i realised besides height elements, and the trek on day 4, the rest of the time i had my hair let down! hohoh.
i'm really used to letting my hair down okay, i dont really find it hot o_o
but my hair is still very horrible after coming back ewwww.

ohya and my watch( as in SHOUBIAO, not magellan pro HAHAHA) damn pro. at the start of OBS it was 1 normal digital watch. then somewhere around day 2 the below part of the handle just cut into half and dropped (i have no freaking idea why), and then on the 4th day the first part of the handle thingy also dropped.
so at the end of OBS, i was just left with a watch without anything to go around my wrist, so i was using my rubber band to tie it around and continue using it -.-
PURPLE WATCH FTW! (L)

ohyes and gongyuan said i'm gay cos i seem to have alot purple stuffs O:
purple phone, purple watch, and that day i was wearing a purple shirt (nerice told me to wear it one lorh!)
heh D: i am so not gay canzx.

HOHO herlinda found a pic of our instructor at the OBS WEBSITE!!
try to find resemblance with yvonne teehee

group photo at day1!
OMG I LOOK LIKE UGLEH SHIT HAHAHA. and i totally dk what i doing there so just dao my gross face. but i think overall the picture is quite nice can, most people look very cute :D
and YVONNE REALLY LOOK LIKE THE INSTRUCTOR LAH. the nose and eyes quite like lorh (:
haha omg all the memories of OBS (L)
i really missss the 5 days nowwww )':

its like looking back you think about lsc 1/2, haha and realised the activites there are just shit -.- cos they dont serve any purpose at all, as compared to OBS when we really get to bond, lead, and show teamwork :D

hee idk what to say already.

AFTERMATH OF OBS:
- i counted my bites, THERE'S 50 OF THEM WTFFFF!! i even broke xuyue's pro record -.- i keep scratching in the middle of the night or smth. gahh stupid insect bites.
- I KENA SWOLLEN LIPS + WATER BUBBLES URGH. and the doc says its HERPES on the lips ): walao then he gimme medicine for chickenpox say will heal faster -.-
and it can spread through kissing so i should actually go around kissing everyone on tue so that everyone will kena too :D
- the skin on my face and chin is starting to peel, so it looks very weird cos there's patches of white but mostly black. GROSSS
- PIMPLES ARGH. its like there wasnt chance to really wash your face properly or to remove the oil. so now i've got SUPER LOTS OF PIMPLES EWWWWWWW ):
- i've this super bad spectacles tanline, which is damn obvious when i go sch on tue cos i'm wearing contacts ZZZ.

oh its so horrible.

but the fun parts of it, are just so amazing that there's no way you can describe it (:
I LOVE OBS AND MAGELLAN, REALLY REALLY LOVEEEE YOU ALL :D

YAY END OF OBS POST! :D

ohya i wanted to post this, but keep forgetting.
HAHA i think it was last last sun when i went to buy the garnier brightening eye roll on thingy,
(it sucks okay. its not really that cooling and my dark eyes are still here like FOREVER! D: waste my pocket money -.-)

and i was at watsons! HAHA so when i just entered, i heard SAVE YOU by simple plan.
then i was like okay.. very common to hear songs that i know in everywhere :D
then after that it started playing IF I WERE A BOY. yay again!
when queueing up for the cashier, it was playing BAD GIRL!
so i purposely stayed there to see if they were playing anymore songs that i knew.
and so after that was T SHIRT, LIVE YOUR LIFE, SINGLE LADIES, FALL FOR YOU and then SUPERHUMAN!!!
HAHAHAHA watsons played 8 consecutive songs that i knew! damn cool wheeeee (:
and during that period i was practically looking at every single product to waste time, but had to chiong for shuttle bus after superhuman so zzz.
and i bought another deodorant O:

omg i think its the longest post i've even had, and its full of words!
and i spent damn long to type it can, although i took alot of breaks in between.
sorry if it bored you out, but yeah it shows how much i love OBS WHEEE :D
and now i shall go bang my head against the pile of work i have left.

2009-03-01T18:09:00.003+08:00

glitterrryy :D

i hvnt been updating for really really long!
okay its just 1 week but it feels really long-ish O:

haha again,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUDREY!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ROSANNE!

whee whee i'm not a good dedications person, but yeah miss you 2 loads! (:
hope you all like my/our presents HAHA
esp rosanne's hilarious bikini. red silk one some more HAHAHA. i actually missed the chance of taking a photo of it O:

btw i realise there's a whole lot more people who are able to catch me on fb than to read this blog, so i think that makes me blog less O:
blogging is hard work! you have to type and type and make sure its interesting :/
HAHA but yeah its good for lengthy rambles

LIKE NOW.
i need to talk alot crap!

firstly, OBSSSSSSSS.
HAHA i've been thinking about it throughout the whole week gosh.
so hard to plan and buy everything needed.
point forms!

- i just bathed for really long. its gonna be the last time that i'm gonna be so clean before obs D:
cherish the clean times teehee.
- i was worrying for DAYS about long sleeved shirts. because i practically couldnt find it ANYWHERE. and then ytd i found this stall with SLEEVES ONLY HAHA SO COOL. so i bought sleeves instead of sleeved shirts HAHA. its so cool and easy to wear wheeeeee :D
long sleeves ftw!!
- i bought the new moz away insect repellent and it has a NICE SMELLL, i'm worried that it'll attract mosquitoes, just like OFF ):
- wet wipes! its so cool cos i bought like a packet of 80. which equates to me using 16 per day. i'll totally be wiping at every moment! FUNNESS.
- BREATH SPRAY HAHA. i actually bought one! so fun to spray. but its kinda bitter. at least it solves the possibility of not brushing teeth.
- i think i'm quite prepared HAHAHA WHEEEEEEEEE SO FUN SO FUN SO FUN.
its totally like 5 days without having to think about work at all. its so amazing cos on a regular sunday i would be chionging work like shizz and now i'm slacking all the way.

haha however whenever i'm super excited about smth it'll always end up being a flop. like alot bad stuffs happens O:
heee hope everything goes well!
and i just realise, 5 days w/o INTERNET OMG!
._.

WE SHOULD ALL SLEEP LIKE THIS DURING OBS HA.

i think my hair is gonna die. like the rebond will all go away and that my head is gonna itch like hell. and most imptantly, MY FRINGE WOULD BE SCREWEDDD!!!
D:
D:
D:
D:
booooo bad hair obs.

HAHA but it still seems very excitinggg! :D
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

second part:
NATIONALSSSSSSSS! omg ultimate deadness.
3RD APRIL!!! DETAIL 24! LANE 3! 12noon to idk when O:

it wasnt until xinxi sent me the shooting nats scheule then i realised how dead i was.
and the arrangement is really weird.

c/b div pistol girls is day 1 and 2.
while c and b div rifle is day 5 and 6. which is ALSO THE LAST DAY WTFFF.
-.-
last day leh!!! which means all the results will be out and i would be staring at the results feeling super worried about myself.
its gonna be really stressing gosh D:
how i hope that mine is first day and i can think of nothing else except to chiong arh, because i wouldnt know anything about this year's nats.
AND MINE IS LAST DETAIL LEH WTFF!!
haha kudos to the last day, last detail, last lane person O:

yes so my comp end at 1.25 (i think)
and around 3 WILL BE PRIZE GIVING CEROMONYYYY!! D:
its like omg what the fk? i might just be crying like hell after my detail,
and have to feel alright within 1 hour to see the whole safra being flooded with people from EVERYWHERE, happy or not.
and see people receive prizes blahblahblah. that might just be the saddest day of my life.
-.-

haha okay not to be pessimistic O:
i will jiayou! i will jiayou! i will jiayou! must continue to train 4 times a week.
and i need to stop giving myself unrealistic aims and goals, because i'll end up disappointing myself MUCH.
and have the "just shoot normally" mentality haha.
aiyo idk what's gonna happen also. so no point think about all these.
i actually find it easier to think about scary stuffs than how i can shoot well zz.
who knows whats gonna happen anyway, so no point thinking!

i shall count down from NOW. yes even during OBS.
33 DAYS!!!
gosh how this ruined my mood on how excited i was for obs.
but i think its definitely better to know earlier, prepare prepare!! and make sure i dont get killed during obs or something.

the journey.

I WILL SURVIVEEE! :D
alimama random post.

change direction!!
school has been really busy. dying everyday, chionging work just to realised its not due the next day -.- and basically just trying to survive (:
but 308 is still really niceee!
HAHA we're all more high now O:
like sylvia can laugh like maniac out of no reason, and reine would always start dancing cos of the same reason (which is no reason). and a whole lot of crap would come out of me and nerice's mouth!
nerice the chopstick champ!

hee and i'm still thinking which watch i'll be in ._. hope the people are nice teeeheee :D

ohyes blocks is coming! zzz
week 1 l.a
week 2 chinese (junqi's bd AHA)
week 3 IH
week 4 chem
week 5 idk what
week 6 physics
week 7 bio
week 8 maths (i think? or issit some other funny date)

at least NATS is in the middle of chinese and IH, week 2 fri. which means i can study for IH during weekends still yay!
BOINGBOINGBOINGBOINGBOINGBOINGBOING. (i kept doing that just now. apparently cos i'm worried and excited and sian-ed at the same time -.- )

LALALALALALALALALA .
JIANING HWAITING!

OHYA. apparently marina (hotforwords) pronouce FTW as FATWAH. which sounds really funny ._. jianing fatwah!

2009-02-22T00:37:00.003+08:00

BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAY TANIA ANGANG! (:

pretty pic :D

gosh i feel quite horrible now, because of everything, and nothing! alimama i should stop thinking about random stuffs O:
L.A sia + bsp proj is driving me cray -.-
i'm so gonna die for physics SPA on monday, seriously i have no freaking idea how to plot the table?!

and i just dont feel like touching work right now.

anyway, tmr will be audrey's birthday celebration wheee! :D
mustmust camwhoreeeee.
and we're watching movieee (like so long after my last movie urgh) HAHA double wheeee.
its like after not going out for so super duper long, i'm kind of lost to how am i gonna even step out of home and stuffs like that :/

and when i come back i'm gonna die from overload of work zzz.
freaking screwed omggg. life suckzxxxx.

i need to again, stop getting pissed over trivial stuffs! O:

O:

btw i need to put much more effort in shooting! D:
its like after kaohe and after being sick for so many days, i just feel as if i wanna continue be sick and doodle my days away just like that. it seems so easy :|
but right now i neeeeed to concentrate on everything!
yknow right before i've got something big (like projs) to do, i'll be thinking: why cant i do all these after nats, i'll definitely be more free.

urgh but everything's just due so soon ):
and i need to really train million times harder than this, i think i can improve more, and really do best in nats. but its super worrying as wellzx X8904738723847
goshgoshgosh ):
why cant people realise that my scores are just so inconsistent, i think i might just plop from a slightest mistake during comps. but nooooooo i dont wanna regret for life, not from shooting badly/not being able to participate either.
but its just horrid to think of bad consequences which might just happen yknow!!!

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. i really need to train hard, to put my %101 effort into it.
i MUST. if not i never will. MUST MUST MUST MUST.
treasure the trainings and comps. it might just be my last year at nats O:
;(

....... i must work hard yey :]

ohyes gahhh obs is just around 1 week away.
i have totally not started packing/preparing. i need to go obs shopping zomg ._.
haha but it seems fun :D
bring a positive attitude there yay. we shall all feel horrible deep inside but not ramble (control!!) and mainly feel the funness HAHAHA.

lala i cant think now. dk what to post.
i need to survive this term, i need to survive nats. i need to clear stuffs from my head before being able to concentrate on studies :/
crucial 1 month goooooo jianing (:

btw, QUIZ koped from random blog teehee.
its retarded. --

Directions:
Mark the idiotic things you've done, then add up the number of questions you marked. This test is out of 100 questions which means that the number you get as your score is your percentage.

1. [ ] Forgot to put the lid on the blender, turned it on, and had everything fly out
2. [ ] Gotten your head stuck between the stair rails
3. [ ] Broken a chair by leaning back in it [fell backwards before, but it wasnt broken. counted?]
4. [x] Had gum fall out of your mouth while you were talking
5. [] Choked on your own spit while you were talking
6. [ ] Had people tell you that you are blonde when you're not, or had people tell you that your blonde highlights are going to your head
7. [ ] Been caught staring at your crush by your crush
8. [x ] Have looked for something for at least 5 min then realized it was in your hand
9. [x] Tried to push open a door that said pull (some doors work either ways, even if its stated that way --)
10. [x] Tried to pull open a door that said push [pull is less common haha. because I usually push doors]

Running total: 4

11. [ ] Have actually believed someone when they said that they knew how to make a love potion
12. [x] Have hit yourself in the process of trying to hit something else
13. [x] Have tripped and fallen UP the stairs
14. [ ] Have actually exploded marshmallows in the microwave
15. [ ] Have gotten gum stuck in your hair
16. [x] Had gum fall out of your mouth while trying to blow a bubble
17. [x] Have had the juice from a mini tomato squirt out and hit somebody else when you bit into it
18. [ ] Have had your drink come out your nose because you were laughing so hard
19. [x ] Have called one of your good friends by the wrong name
20. [ ] Have skinned your toe because you were playing soccer or kickball with flip flops on or you were barefoot

Running total: 9

21. [ ] Have put a sticker on your forehead, forgot it was there, and went out in public with it on
22. [ ] Have fallen out of a moving vehicle
23. [x] Have run into a closed door
24: [x] Died from stupidity overload.
25. [x] Searched for your cell phone while you were talking on it
26. [x] It has taken you longer than 5 min to get a joke
27. [ ] Have gotten your hair stuck in a blow dryer.
28. [ ] Have gotten your hair stuck in a fan
29. [x] Tripped on a crack in the sidewalk
30. [x] Said o'clock after saying how many min after the hour, example: 5:30 o'clock, or 6:15 o'clock

Running total: 15

31. [x] After someone told you that there was gum on the ground, you stepped in it (bluetack)
32. [x] Put on a white shirt even though you already knew it was raining outside
33. [x] Have ever walked up to a stranger because you thought they were someone else (totally embarrassing)
34. [ ] Ever been kicked out of a grocery store/off their property
35. [x] Touched the stove, the curling iron, a hot pan, etc when its on, even though you knew it was hot (didnt know it was THAT hot! --)
36. [x] Taken off your clothes to change into something else then accidentally put the old clothes back on
37. [x] Wondered why something wasn't working then realized it wasn't plugged in
38. [ ] Put the cereal in the fridge, or put the milk in the cupboard
39. [x] Walked into a pole
40. [ ] Wore two different earrings or shoes by accident/stolen someone's shoes by accident

Running total: 22

41. [ ] Put your shirt on backwards/inside-out without realizing it then left your house (didnt left the house, that would be wayyyy horrible)
42. [x] Tried to take a picture of someone's eye with the flash on
43. [x] Gotten a ring stuck on your finger because you put it on even though you knew it was too small
44. [ ] Walked out of the bathroom stall with toilet paper stuck to your shoe without realizing it
45. [x] Went to go do something/go get something, then when you got there, you forgot what it is was that you were going to do
46. [x] Picked up someone else's drink and drank out of it by accident when your drink was right next to it
47. [x] Fallen out of your chair while trying to pick something up
48. [ ] Have poked yourself in the eye (sounds common, dont rmb myself doing it. does slight poking on contacts count?)
49. [x] Have gotten in the shower with your socks still on
50. [ ] Melted your hairbrush while blow drying your hair

Running total: 28

52. [x] Have done enough stupid
52. [x] Have accidentally stabbed yourself with a pencil
53. [x] Have sung the wrong verse to a song without realizing it
54. [x] Have given an odd answer to a question because you didn't hear the question in the first place and didn't feel like asking what it was
55. [x] Told someone you were the wrong age because you seriously forgot how old you were
56. [ ] Looked into an overhead purposefully while it was on (whats that ._.)
57. [x] Got up early and got ready for school/work, then realized that you didn't have school/work that day
58. [x] Forgot your own phone number
59. [ ] Have tripped on a cord after someone told you to watch out for it
60. [x] Have ever laughed at a joke that no one else thought was funny

Running total: 36

61. [ ] Done the Macarena to the electric slide or vice versa
62. [x] Said funner then had someone make fun of you for it (not very sure what the sentence means but should be what i think it means, so wtv)
63. [x] Have repeated yourself at least twice in the same sentence
64. [ ] Brought up an inside joke with the wrong person
65. [x] Didn't do the back side of an assignment because you thought that there wasn't one because you had already looked and forgot that there was another side
66. [x] Did more work than you had to on an assignment because you didn't read the directions
67. [x] Corrected someone's grammar/pronunciation then figured out that you were the one that was wrong
68. [x] Put something in a special place so that you would remember where it was, then forgot where you put it (YES IT ALWAYS HAPPENS OMGGGG)
69. [x] Put ice in your drink after the glass was full of liquid and had it splash out
70. [x] Told a lie then forgot what it was that you had said and got caught

Running total: 44

71. [ ] When wearing goggles, you pulled them away from your face and let go so that they would come back and snap you in the face
72. [ ] Forgot to make sure that the lamp was off before you replaced the light bulb
73. [x] Ran into a door jam
74. [x] Told someone that you hardly ever do stupid things, then immediately did/said something stupid
75. [x] Told someone to watch out for something, then you were the one that ran into it
76. [ ] Have purposely licked playground sand
77. [x] Have purposely and repeatedly flicked yourself with a rubber band (to try if it works/hurts --)
78. [x] Gotten so hyper that someone actually thought you were drunk when you weren't
79. [x] Have been so hyper you actually scared people
80. [x] Put duct tape on your body then pulled it off to see if it would hurt (it feels okay lorh!)

Running total: 51

81. [ ] Put duct tape on your hair/someone else's hair then pulled it off
82. [ ] Put a clothes pin/hair clip on your lip, figured out that it hurt, then did it again
83. [ ] Sat and wondered why men's dress shirts have a loop on the back
84. [x] Made up a code name for someone so that you could talk about them to someone else and no one else would know who you were talking about (POTATO/BANANAFISH HAHA)
85. [x] Have gotten a hairbrush stuck in your hair
86. [ ] Used the straw to blow the straw wrapper at someone
87. [ ] Shaved your tongue because you thought your taste buds looked funny
88. [ ] When at a restaurant, you used your spoon to fling stuff at people
89. [ ] Have flung forks at people in a restaurant
90. [ ] Tripped and made the waiter drop the food.

Running total:53

91. [ ] As you are writing, you move your head back and forth with your pen/pencil
92. [x] Have drawn finger puppets on your fingers then named them
93. [ ] Have wrapped someone in a roll of toilet paper
94. [ ] Have used somebody else's toothbrush without even realizing it wasn't yours (GROSSNESS OMG)
95. [x] Have started telling a story and forget what you were talking about or what happened in the story
96. [x] Read a whole book but during the whole book you weren’t even paying attention
97. [x] You have spelled your own name wrong before
98. [ ] When lying in bed you look for pictures in the texture of the ceiling
99. [x ] Have used your calculator as a form of communication in a class
100. [ ] Have popped a balloon in your mouth plastic ones!

TOTAL: 58.

How to obtain your idiocy GPA:

80-100 4.0
70-79 3.6
65-69 3.2
60-64 2.8
55-59 2.4
50-54 2.0
45-49 1.6
40-44 1.2
<40>

my idiocy GPA = 2.4 -.-

lala i'm bored and sleepy hehh.

2009-02-16T20:37:00.003+08:00

.
i just went to practice piano. something that i hvnt been doing for a long time -.-
i think i've around 10 minutes to post.

no stuff due tmr again. but loads of quizzes waiting up this week ):

omg i just went pet society and there are so many major cool new stuffs HAHAHAA.
I WANNA BUY ALL OMG.
i should go do some serious shopping in REAL hahaha not those virtual stuff omg i still end up with nth -.-

HAHA 308's flu shall soon be spread throughout the whole class.
like amazing can! nerice spread around, then i continue spreading around. while eva was also spreading.
and now the whole block of half the class kena flu already omg!!!
ok not the whole block. its like the right side of the class of 19 people, ONLY SLYVIA IS NOT SICK OMGGGG.
so amazing HAHA :D

eh wait wrong, including kaiyun and yangjie from the other block cos they're sick too.
so out of 21 half sick not sick people, only sylvia is clean (lol wth)
the might 308 ill bug HAHAHA, right after valentines zomg.
make me think of jonas brothers "lovebug!" haha but abit no link too.
blahblahblah.

get well soon everyone! (:
i need to stop coughing O:

my hair is still damn horrible. actually, only my fringe is horrible.
so flat and gross. and there's always a gap in the middle of it. urghhh.

and i realised people are more freaked out than me when talking about my spine O:
that day i talked to sumei, to realise mine was much worse than hers zomg!
quit unexpected. i think mine isnt really obvious from the outside.
and it deteriorates at a rapid pace urgh how horrible ):

but yknow what, i'm actually excited about the op.
idk like if everything goes well, i'll grow taller (maybe), and it just proves that everything will get better (?! haha no link. but yeah its an operation! whats not to celebrate about thinking the success of it omg -.-)
but i really really really really hope it wont affect THAT much of shooting ):
and neither affecting school/studies!

training is boring. we have to dry fire for 4 full days before firing.
i was sleeping on my tripod today ._.
and stupid rules like even if we miss, we have to ensure that the 4 days are completed before touching the pellets D:
i think i'm going everyday this week heh. i've got nothing on in the afternoon omg i feel damn free, while everyone else seems to be busy with something everyday hrmph.
we're getting dumbells and yoga mats (order by coach) in order to do some stretches HAHAHAHAHa so hilarious.

10.12pm.
i shall stop. go sleep early today :D
byebye flu and coughing fits.

i need to stop getting pissed over nothing. -.- because they're not meant to be even thinked about!

2009-02-14T11:27:00.008+08:00

finally updating. but it'll definitely be full of ramblingsss ):

currently coughing like mad + horrible sickly feeling + super huge pile of tissues, lozenges and panadol beside moi + empty cups of water.
and i'm blogging to tell everyone how sucky my week was >:

anyway.
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY EVERYONE (L)
so nice for everyone who gave choco/sweets/flowers wheee i love you all (: and my happy family HAHA.
and sorry for not giving proper hugs, your might just kill me if i passed the sickkk bugs to you all.

and happy birthday reine! (:

LALA.

- SICK like hell D:
i think i got the flu bug from nerice, while the fever and coughing ones were due to my lack of sleep + water sheeeesh.
on thur the dry throat + runny nose came. and i actually went to eat spicy stuffs -.-
yeah so on fri the fever came during school time,
but i still survived school wheeeeeee (:
but it was HORIBBLE through every single lesson, cos i had this SUPER @#$%@# HEADACHE. then when i shake my head i could feel my brains hurting HAHA.
or at least thats what i think it was --

and after sleeping today i woke up at 7 (earthly hour to wake up on a sat) and got the massive coughing fit. boooo.
fever gone. still runny nose. and now i'm worried that i'll wake up in the middle of the night just to cough all my lungs out and not being able to sleep. urgh.

I NEED TO GET WELL BY MONDAY ):
if not i will be so dead to miss school + training.

- erps training.
it was supposed to be my last kaohe on friday!!!!
wtfffff sick at the wrong time. its like i told coach about my fever and whatever stuff.
and she said that normally when she pass by my class (to go range), i would be damn high. but today i was quite deaddddd.
HAHAHA zomg she spy on me everyday and i didnt know hurzx >:

so we talked about my SPINE (refer to next point O:) and she said her only experience on an operation table was when she gave birth HAHAHAHHAHA. she even said it was creepy, and her legs were trembling while walking onto the bed goshhh D:
panic attack.

heh then she told me to DECIDE on my own whether i want to go for kaohe.
like urgghhh base on my condition then i would definitely screw lah wtf. but its still unfair that i dont take it, cos my training deproved quite lott these few days freakzx.
so i just left HAHA. and homg jackoh shot damn well! (:
heh so yayyy i think i'm gonna get my reserve whee :D (prayprayhopehopewishwish)

i am so bloody gonna die on monday (hvnt trained for 4 days!!)
hrmph.

- SPINEEEEEE. alimama.
thur was my scoliosis appointment. waited for freaking 1 hour.
freakyy manzx. like i didnt know my spine was that bad (even after looking at the x-ray)
and it was a super weird S with 43degrees on top and 33 at the bottom
LIKE OMGWTF. --

so i was expecting a brace ):
and it turned out that the doc said bracing wouldnt even help, cos my upper back was more severe. and it was only meant for people with >40degrees bloody hell.
so he told me to wait for half a year, just for it to reach 50degrees so he could officially do some fking surgery on me.
-.-

base of whatever crapshit he said, even when bones stop growing at 16, 40+ degrees is bad enough for an operation. while 50degrees is a must.
SO HE TOLD ME TO GET PREPARED FOR ONE.
and stuffs like it would be a small cut, and other blahblahblah which he thought we wanted to hear.
wtf manzx. at the end he still said "VERY GOOD". --
even my mom said his tone seemed like he was prepared and looking forward in having a surgery on me. walao i want to gorge out his eyeballs alr.

and for those of you who thinks that its due to bad positioning or whatsoever my fault, you're utterly freaking WRONG.
everywhere i go, docs tell me they dk what's the real reason (what the fk),
but its totally not caused by sitting position, school bags, calcium in bones, not even shooting. (not hereditary either)
AND THE SPINE GO LEFT RIGHT NOT KYPHOSIS OR HUNCHBACK wtf.
i dont slouch tyvm -.-

its damn irritating for people to tell me that i dont look like i've got spine prob, or saying that because i dont sit properly wtf. and my mom keeps jumping into conclusions, and told me to stretch my neck/back when standing (wthhh), i do stand straight zzz.

GO READ ON IT.

i'm really tempted to post the pics of the x-ray. cos i think thats similiar to mine.

but yeah its the link. its from wiki too (the previous link). this is just to emphasise on the pic -.-

and after operation. how exciting.

zomg just go read it. HAHA i want to laugh at the fact that its actually hapenning to me -.-
HEH. so ya most probably i would be getting a surgery done maybe end of this year (or next year). like yes obviously i was freaked out, and start to worry about everything and anything.

goshgoshgosh i just read up on other stuff, and i think i wouldnt be able to shoot for a year or so. omg what the fuck!! omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgogmogmogmogmomg.
OMG CANNOTTTTTT. if i dont shoot for a year i would dieee. OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG. HOWHOWHOWHOWHOWHOWHOWHOWWWW D:

URGHHHH this is damn unfair.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. ok i need to shut up.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!. STOP.
erps wait but should i be panic-ing? cos i just felt slightly disappointed ):
but i'm still fine ._. i think the @#$% wave is over O:
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hoping for the best.

- my phone DIED AGAIN. dammit.
yknow the sound thing is totally spoilt. i didnt realise that it was dead, not even when i was calling others and couldnt hear anything (thought it was reception prob).
just to find out only when playing music (tried)
and this morning the screen is gone again hur.

yes so no phone now. PLEASE DONT SMS/CALL/WTV THANKS.
1. go repair.
however i think this time the prob is quite bad, so i'm expecting to
2. substitute some lan phone and stay with it for a year.
freaking phone plan only end a year later ):

- i went to rebond my hair today.
and it sucks -.- i look gross and ah-lian because of the layered hair wtf.
and its damn flatttt = GROSSNESS.
i should have waited for it to grow then cut straight THEN layer.
my last time hair was too frizzy to stand. but it still sucks now.
and i cant wash my hair for 3days?!?!?!? ZZZ LAR.
the chemical smell is still on it wtf.

shit you stupid hair.

OMG SEE. how screwed these few days seems to be.
and luckily while posting i didnt cough much!
ITS F-ING UNFAIRRRRR.

sorry if i swear too much -.- its really pissing, i think esp thinking about my spine. urgh.
i think everyone would regret reading this post.
sorry you.

2009-02-07T20:36:00.004+08:00

308th POSTTT!!! :D
HAHAA love love.

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Disappointment You are a fun-loving, energetic, and cheerful person. You love adrenaline rushes, and going out at night. You constantly have to be having a great time to feel completely happy. Your biggest fear is not having anything to do, or having a huge disappointment/let down in your life. You hate being sad, and if something in your life suddenly went wrong it would be extremely hard for you to deal with. Just remember that everyone has to deal with hard times. Stay strong, and pretty soon your fun, party life will get right back the way it used to be.
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Where Your life is Going
Being Alone
Losing Someone
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What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

this is random. but all of them seems damn scary leh.
hehhh it totally doesnt mean anything.

ohyes LILY ALLEN FTWWWW :D
haha idk her songs are very cute heee. and she seems super coooooool manzxzxz (:

LOL this is for the song 'fuck you' -.-
it sound super cute lah HAHAHA and amazingly they dont sensor the whole song
O:

her pink hair looks quite gross sometimes, but she's still prettayyeeee :D

i love her bangs wheeeeeee.

MV for the fear. zomg I LOVEE HER DRESSS :D
aiya she just look super cute in it heh. and they had to redo this part because of
" i want loads of clothes and fuckloads of diamonds"
to "want loads of diamonds'
can totally see the difference from the mv, cos in one her hands were on the ledge of the window, and the other is not HAHA.
the one i embeded on my blog is the UN-CLEAN version btw LOL!!!

YAY coolio person :]
aiyo no idea why i so random also -.-
but yeah IDK WHAT TO POST ALREADYYYY. sianz.

schools are freaking nice to give us damn loads of hw during weekends. whee i shall start chionging now. actually its even too late for me to start NOW, and i'll end up dying. LIKE YES I WILL DIEEEEE.

training has been :|
thur + friday has been selections ohmygosh SCARY LAH. and the next is friday WTH!! when i can totally take it on monday and get it over withhh!
i keep screwing up a certain set everyday HAHA.
its like first day, i had a 100 on the second set (yay?) and then a 94 on the 4th HAHAHAHAHA. freakk larh AND I SHOT 2 EIGHT MUHAHAHA how pro can i get zz.
and our score was super close teehee rubin was 382! jackoh + me 1 point lower only. then eunice 378 so damn closee HAHA.
eunice we shall so make you lick the toilet bowl HAHAHA :D

the second day we were all just aiming for a score higher than the day before (yes i know we shouldnt be thinking about crapz like these zz), but YA that was everyone's goal.
and to shoot 390- counting the first four sets only.

ohya zhangsy came to fix air compressor, and it kinda died, so it totally delayed the time and stuffs, while everyone didnt have enough air lah.
she actually pissed coach off, that she was in a total bad mood luh what the hell --
it was like 130 ._. so we asked if it was enough and coach said yes (like duh if not say what), and scolded us for asking lame qns like these. wth?!
and she hvnt let us draw lot for lanes yet. so obviously we didnt know where to put guns, and OBVIOUSLY cannot start wearing suit yet right -- and she scolded us for not preparing early too wtffffffff lar.
so while setting up our gun she said start already so it was actually time to dry fire alr ._. ya so everybody chiong like crapz. which resulted to me starting to shoot when obviously not steady yet luhhzx. freakman.

wtf 93 ._. none of them was a 8 wth. so 7/10 were 9s HEEHEEHEE. see zai-ness. aiya so damn sad zzz. like no hope already so just aiming for 385 liao.
then i shot a bloody 8 on the second set HOHOHO.
ya so after tht didnt bother to count, just shoot shoot shoot and emo the whole way -.-
i thought that i didnt shoot anything higher than 97, cos like super lots of 9s. AND 2 EIGHTS AGAIN HAHAHAHAHAHHA walao i want puke.

i was expecting coach to give long lecture, but she actually said i did okay, with the fact that i totally screwed up the first set.
it felt ghastly horrible going out and looking at people and saying i did really really badly. idk what was i supposed to feel actually, cos it just seems sooooo damn f-ing screwed ):
scary shizzz.

and when i looked at the score it was super O:
cos i shot 387 for first 4 set again wtf?! i though a 93 + totally no 100 = really hopeless.
and it was like the same -.- zz lar i actually shot a 99
walao how can, cheat my feeling eh, make me so sad ):
but the total score was suckier by 3 ): cos my 5th/6th set was screwed O:
goshgoshgoshgosh still so horrible cannot will die.
rubin the pro got 386 + hit coach's target 390 + a 100 YAYEEE HER! :D
and jackoh got 1 point higher than moi. like O: cos she shot super fast! i like starting of 4th set only she went out liao -.-

shoot man must jiayou last mock comp already.
hopehopehope to not disappoint myself.
i am so AIMING (literally) FOR RRREEESSEERRRVVVEEEEE.
seriously lar gosh that has been my goal all year -.-
jiayou.

ALIMAMAMAMAMAMA. i actually posted so muchhh wtfff. thats when my craps start to @#$% and doesnt stop.
blooooo.

ffllooopp manzx hw is killing.

LIFE SUCKSZX LIKE SHIAZZZ

2009-02-04T19:21:00.004+08:00

how amazing for me to be posting on a day like this.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NERICE NGIAMMMMM! :D

lovely+lameeee table partner in 308! HAHA
gosh its like first day of school i was so worried, till i saw you yayeeee! and it was like we could only depend on each other cos the class was just too scary o_o
and now we're being lame and slapping each other's face during lessons everyday hoho!

the prettyyyyy cake 205 gave!

last weekend was pissing. idk people like them just wouldnt stfu. -.-
and there was no motivation to do hw + mug for quizzes! how can omg. if this continues i'm gonna shift to library muggings zzz.

school has been overall-y alright this week. wait actually lessons were horrible like shizzz while everything besides that just gets better.
chem + bio + chem quiz again was ?!?! haha they all seemed fine, but its hard to gauge how much i'll get D: i really dont wish to get them backkk blooooo.

but 308 was really fun!
idk how, but i became peiwei's daughter, due to her horrible gayness with xichen.
and i became asexual(WTH HAHA. but i think i came up with it zz!!) thus explaining the popping up of nerice -.- and btw our whole family is GAY. peiwei has like 9wives and everything just goes the wrong way and stuffs become complicated as more no-link-kinda-family-links starts to appear and everyone is just one happy ghey family -.-

:D funny people. and sorry yvonne for the unglam-shot-of-you-eating HEEE.
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tday was o_o
started of with math quiz, which was damn f-ed up ):
horrible like x4386129198612481823.
and idk why either! its not hard but i keep blur-ing and make stupid mistakes wtfff.
i can write 0.625 on one line and 0.65 on the next and doing all the wrong stuffs gahh. -.-
hrmph i actually doodled quite a few 'D:' when we were doing corrections shizzzz.

and gosh i was superrrr disappointed with myself cos ms kang emphasised so much on getting 10. and i totally screwed it shizzz. guiltyyyy.
and its actually affecting me for the rest of the day wthh -.- sorry nerice for blabbering so much to you D:
thats what happens when expectations just takes over, same goes to shooting bleah.
goshgoshgosh its like damn saddd, and i really wonder what ms kang would say. i think she WILL get a heart attack when marking it.

like omfggggg.

bsp lecture kept me awake today, AMAZINGLY. because yanglaoshi wasnt there and this guy teacher took over. although his voice wasnt as going-up-and-down-ish as her, stuffs that he said were actually quite interesting (:

ohyes frankenstein really makes people think -.- its like i normally i wouldnt say anything during movies besides "DIAO" or "LOL" haha but watching this movie really questions people and make everyone predict what will happen haha. and its just weird because other movies people do what they should (like not much of a choice) do, but this movie like i think if he did alot of other stuffs it'll be damn different lah. or maybe they just cut of impt parts
and all characters seems good/evil in certain ways = not nice >: HAHA. cos this makes people actually wonder in who's point of view should they be at hurzx.

ohyes. happy news, school RELEASED AT 12 HURRAAYYYYY :D
so i went amk hub with junqi to watch wedding game.
this is like her 3rd time watching wth! its quite nice actually (:
the fighting parts are funny. and then the sentimental part comes = time to sleep.
i think yesman is still the most hilarious movie i've watched -.- (in my currently dying memory)

i still wannaw watch bride warsss argh.

then we went to take IC PHOTOS HAHAHAHA. because the one the stupid photographer which the school hired to take for us was totally...... most of us look uber scrwed lah wtf -.-
so junqi and i went this machine to take. HAHA DAMN NICE PUH-LEASE.
erps no not photo nice (cos i currently look horrible), but the machine damn nice.
like lightings, and the way they take it, and can choose between 2.
IDK its just coooooool xO
and idk why when were trying out the machine its like we laugh at random stuffs for no reason -.-

so each of us took 2 -.- one with cockroach feelers (FRINGE dropping down) and one not. HAHA it makes damn lot of difference.
BUT I LOOK HORRIBLY DISGUSTING GAHHH D: and its gonna be my NRIC for dk how many freaking years goshhh.
learn to survive with it heh.

pretty metallic colours :D

ok traininggggggg.
lol all the 5x12 cards quite bad D:
and my juesai are like WTH!!! one. -.-
but monday coach said she'll give $10 to people who shoots 100, and below 94 must pay her $10 HAHAHAHA.
then ytd it was like 2 sets of 1x10. and my first set was a 100. but there's like 2/3 of 9.9999999999999-ish kinda 10 ._.
and the second one was a 96 HAHAHAHA omg larh. i was like laughing to myself when i shot 4 consecutive 9s xD
and lol so coach gave $10 on the spot lorh!
then she said i ”刻苦“ cos i go 4times per week, and i'm like WTH got ke4 ku3 meh!!! -.-
so she had the 0_- face.

ya so yayeee i got like my first 100, on 1 per card kind. like who actually count scores for 5/10 per card lah. heh.
HAHA wth larh it got posted by regine, say until like damn O.O liddat ZZ.
but mark said it until like 一文不值 -.-
yeaa but seriosuly 100 isnt that hard, the main point is actually getting money from coach loll?!

OHYA on monday coach suggested doing pt after training. and she said go hc pool swim WTHHH LARH. then we all totally laugh like mad cow, and eunice's face was totally REDDDD. so is coach's btw. LARMO LAH. running is the best man :D

MOCK COMP TMR GOSHHH. team selections D:
GLUCK EVERYONE. jiayou okaysss!
i'm like trying not to have too much expectations, it'll just screw myself up. like seriously blooo.
hehheh see how tmr.

lol like post training part i abit sian-ed so post until very ZZZZZ.

btw blueblack bruises are appearing out of no reason gosh D:
creepy shizzz.

i just feel like putting these pretty pics here

LIFE SUCKS. hahahaha omg thats like the new black -.-

2009-01-31T11:31:00.002+08:00

omg how can!!

"My Life Would Suck Without You" by Kelly Clarkson debuted at #97 on the Billboard Hot 100. On January 28, 2009, it was announced on that "My Life Would Suck Without You" had advanced to No. 1 on the Hot 100, breaking the record for the largest leap to the position in chart history^[5], last set by Britney Spears' "Womanizer"; the jump was due to high first week digital sales of 280,000.

womanizer only jumped from 95 to 1. HAHA
this song skipped 97 placings leh!
and its not like damn freaking nice or anything. not bad lah.
since its first, i shall embed it here :D

i was totally O: when i saw this. i thought got error cos its 97 the previous week?!?!?!
until i wiki-ed it HAHAHA.
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training on wed ended at 4.30, in request of mrsA :D
gosh i shot damn freaking badly, super slow somemore. and was expecting scolding, but coach just told me to 收枪. HAHA.
yes so having nothing to do, i went j8 with regineeee.

we bought cakey cake! and other random blahs for jinny hurray =]
and club lunch on thur to eat the cake. LOL.
kindof a not-so-secret-secret-suprise for jinny. HAHA

tiramisu choco heh.

cutting cake yay. her puffed fringe looks veh funneh.

hole-y.
:D happy birthday again!

trainings. ytd's juesai sucked.
we're having team selections next week zomgzomgzomg i'm gonna dieeee.
HAHA and its like cdiv rifle+ pistol and bdiv pistol totally dont need to compete cos they dont even have enough people goshh D: so just normal 考核 for them.

thus bdiv rifle are the only people who needs to compete.
ohmaaaaa JIAYOU ALL (:

coach wrote this for me. and placed it on my pellet box on the tripod -.-
ok my camera sucks. it says 胆大心细。心狠手辣.
in order for me to dare to pull trigger heh.
she very lame omg. i tried to take note, but it doesnt work!!! i can only think of dongzuo in order to shoot well HAHA.

and i feel quite screwed because my sightings keep going haywire ): i dont think my dongzuo changed either.
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school's been quite funnn with 308 :D
everyone's damn lame. but no one can beat nerice LOL.

class breakfast on friday was quite gross. cos of 终极密码 HAHA.

yumo and jessy heeee.

i totally went to mix milo+applejuice+shortbread+pringles+jagalbee+applestrudle crust+ idk what!
and someone added milk?! idk lah. but it looks gross. and taste gross too!
it still taste ok before you swallow, but after that the whole @#$% disgusting feeling just goes into you HAHA.
i kena once. i rmb it was yumo's 77! >: but after i tried the disgusting mixture yummy bakua came so it kinda pushed the disgusting taste away hehhh.
jessy tio 3 (or was it 4?) TIMES HAHAHAHAHA. lucky her lah.
yvonne's expression was like @#$%)(*@&#(*&Q($& HAHAHA very hilarious when she tried it hoho.

after the class breakfast we went into the class feeling very diao-ed.
i started asking: "where's nerice arh?" (when she's totally standing right beside me)
and nerice too: "ya lor where's nerice arh? i think she's still at the canteen"
and mr chia stared out towards the canteen, and stared back just to realise nerice was there infront -- and he was O: leh! like abit shock. HAHAHA.
LARMO GOSHHH.

ohya watched frankenstein during l.a
its getting creepy larh cos the monster starts to kill. everyone's watching it like horror movie liddat. eh we should have a class-horror-movie-session so funny.

aiyoooo i still dont feel like posting lastlastfriday's pic. cos there's quite alot HAHAHA :D
blahbidoooofeemazx.
hw goshhh. ohya we have
mon-chem quiz
tue-bio quiz
wed-math quiz
thur- chem quiz AGAIN. (might be on tue too gahh)

sia proposals are rushing in too! pfft i just wish everything right now can be pushed to after nats. there's just this feeling that i dont wanna do anything big like SIA's before nationals D:
its 2 months away! O:

we will survive hurray us!

2009-01-27T21:55:00.002+08:00

Word of the Day for Tuesday, January 27, 2009

wanton \WON-tn\, adjective;
The plural is faunas or faunae.:

1. reckless, heartless, or malicious; without reason or excuse
2. not moral; lewd, lascivious

this is quite funny. imagine someone saying this:

"Such (a) stand and attitude are leading to the grave, wanton violation of all the north-south agreements," the report said.
-- Kwang-Tae Kim, Denver Post, 2008-11-11

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anyway. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JINNYYYYYY!
spastic captain hurray.
LALALA LALALA LALALA.
zomg like ~~sweet~~16!
HAHA i owe you present O:

and belated to my sis too! everyone forgot about hers cos we celebrated it like weeks ago, to avoid the CNY rush HAHA.

and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALYSSA TOO! (TMR)
because i suppose tmr i wont have time to post!

ok i have exactly 10 minutes to post. trying to stuff in everything i can think of haha.
i've got some pictures for friday! so i shall leave that for later.
belated happy birthday to mandy a-neh-neh too! hope you've got a wonderful birthday this year :D

on sat(sun) i stayed up really late. (besides during class chalet last year which i didnt sleep a wink for the whole night)
my house had a bbq, and my parents invited their friends (like duh) and it was really weird with a bunch of small kids aged 3-7 -.-
so i started playing cards with my coussieee and another 2 guys my age. then we refuse to stop playing so their parents decided to come back the next day HAHAHA.
so we continued playing cards + pillow fight till next morning 7++ LOL.
its quite weird cos the rest of the house was sleeping and we were laughing like mad cows. load of stupid stuffs btw --

and so i wasted my whole of sunday sleeping + watching 春晚.

monday was parents friend house again. mostly pri school kids again goshhh. the reason people invite each other to their house is mostly to '取经' as said by everyone, cos of psle, o/a lvl and other crap zzz.
the boys were really irritating somemore. and everyone was just shouting and saying all sorts of shitt towards each other HAHA. and i actually got pissed at them :|
my 12yearold coussie actually got in a 'fight' with them HAHAHA. tired and blahzxc.

and today i watched 'the prestige' at home, which was quite horrible. abit traumatising omg. now i dont even dare to watch normal taiwan magic shows D:

school tmr booo ):
why cant we live everyday like its cny haha. just play cards and say hi to random peeps and make new friends.
i think everyone in school will suddenly seem like strangers already gosh. 8|
and trainingggggg, i think i miss it all of a sudden?
HAHA. ohma life is back on track again. dont dieeeeeee!

2009-01-18T14:06:00.002+08:00

No Can Do - Sugababes

HAHAHA this mv is totally sexist lah.

The video features the girls in "glamorous gowns with big hair and big lashes", while using men in very little clothing as objects including a car, a motorbike and chairs. The concept was taken from furniture sculptures by British pop artist Allen Jones.. The video also takes inspiration from A Clockwork Orange, where women are used as furniture by men but have reversed the concept.

HAHA the song is much nicer w/o the mv actually.

dying already x.x

2009-01-17T19:28:00.000+08:00

its just random. but pretty :D

i neeeeed to update zomg. weekends are just wonderful.

cos everyday it would be training, then chiong homework at night and praying that i dont die -.-
YA and i've gone training 4 times this week yay! :D and no emo trainings so yay again!

and loads of sec ones came to try the weapons, they're seriously pro omg! like YESS they'll totally pwnzx me within 2years manzxc D:
but its a good thing too! nyshooting ftw!

but trainings are still ok, nothing to blog about -.-
ohya on this particular day, which i have no idea when issit zz.
wanli xueying larissa and i were waiting for bus! HAHA.
one 961 passed by when i was still crossing the bridge. @#$% ARGHHH.
damn sad larh cos they 3 whole can take manymany buses will totally pangseh me like they usually do ):
so i was totally sian-ed and waiting waiting and rambling to them how lonely i'll be after i leave HAHAHABLAHBLAHBLAH.
larissa went first like duh she could take any bus.
and loads of bus came, but amazingly they're all transitlink buses which they both cant take!
then i see one smrt bus ): so no hope already.

AND IT WAS 961! HAHAHA.
and i went zihighing at the bus stop -.- miracle LOL.
then xueying and i pangseh wanli :p
HAHAHAHA 961 sucks because i always end up pangseh-ed by jinny and her 67 which comes like 3 times before my bus does. but at times like these yay!

there isnt any moral of story coming out of this. --

back to school HA.
this week is just totally damn HILARIOUS.
ATRIUM EVERYMORNING IS GOOD LAUGHING THERAPY YAY.
jolene's laughter is still as prominent as ever.
and i've been telling everyone the C and D night story. like when i was in the holding room and jolene was at the audi watching 205A's performance.
I COULD HEAR HER LAUGHTER FROM THE TVEEE INSIDE THE ROOM -.-

so monday morning. got 2 hour of time to crap :D
after the MALIKU story which audrey told, we were all lmao-ing and trying to coin out a word of our own.
so we asked beishi for a word (sound is more appriopriate -.-) and she said NYEHHH.
AHAHA SO WTH?! and same goes for julie, which she answered CHICKEN.
so become chickennyeh -.- and out came a whole full of rubbish from rosanne shannon and jolene.
like nyehpok. and rosanne said should have 3 syllabus, so become damn random like pokyournyeh. pokmynyeh made me laugh until no sound came out, shannon actually took an unglam video of that O:

aiya shizz forget everything liao. then continue laughing for no reason.
so they tried expanding the word NYEH -.- then become some explosive hormones, or eroding HAIR or extra hair.
jolene and shannon just totally love hair. some rejected examples are all hair one.

and after i mentioned the word hullabaloo, which actually means chaos. they started using hullabaloonyeh -.-
SO RANDOM.

haha now post not funny one ): when we were discussing about it then super farny.
HAHAHAHA. atrium meets ftw! <333.

frankestein is getting creepy. but the monster is like so poor thing ): i wanna watch finish it!

i shall post whatever i can think of right now.

ohya i reallyreally wanan invent a 8sided mirror, like it connects from my shoulder or just dangling in the air which i can totally bring it wherever i go, and something which doesnt block my view of other stuffs too.
i'm not talking sense.
but seriously everytime i walk in front of some mirror i'll be like: eeyer why my hair so messy one ):
so i want to be able to look into the mirror at any minute to solve sudden bad hair/teeth/face/shirt problems which MIGHT end up to awkward situations HAHAHAHAHA.
aiya i just need mirrors everywhere i go LOL -.-

ohya reading shannon's post. randy paush is like damn brave omg. i think i'll be crying my head off if i knew there was only 6 more months for me to live.
and he's really inspirational blah :D

thur's phototaking was @#$% no hair covering ear wth! damn toot HAHA. and i especially went to get a haircut for it, because with my previously longer fringe it'll look tooter if i put it behind my ear. booo i'll definitely NOT use it ):
fridays spot check was LAME LAH.
yanglaoshi was walking pass me, checking nails and stuffs, then say: ok, 很好.
then after checking yangjie she turned back to say my fringe cannot make it, must pin up wth!
die already lah on monday ):

continue on teachers. ms kang is really really nice! :D
paultan is as lame as ever, quoting his "peiwei is lame, so she's mr tan." and "你认真好!" after telling us some websites filled with global issues zzz.
others all not bad what.
OHYA mr chan is still as hilarious as ever, with his 5cent coin + random cardboard experiment. proness HAHA i bet he practice it everyday in the staffroom.

during IH lesson on wed, ms wong asked what our class identity was.
and we said 三八!!
which had horrible characteristics like being kiasu, gossips, fighting during sale, and must dress like ahso-s. HAHAHAHA.
and everyone was laughing like hell. i guess there's this sanba in everyone yayee us :D

ohya friday was the most crazy one. during lab everyone was crapping cos we all dk how to do the darn practical -.- i still dont like my chem tcher ):
and many people actually said i look taitai-ish! >:
the kind where i'll be first in a queue for sales HAHAHAHAHAHA. i wont do that zomg! O:
i think for me is 面子最重要 LOLLL yes i seriously think so -.- so i totally wont do stuffs which i deem as being thick-skinned HA.
i'm just high only :p

at least its better than bimbo lah so SEE prove to you people out there who keeps calling me that. hrmph.

health check was just spastic lah. we were making tonnes of noise in the alumni room that the nurse chided us 3 times to zip us up. but everyone was just laughing like mad sheeps cos of random idk what stuffs.
i think many times i was laughing at yvonne cos her actions abit as retarded as jolene. LOL

ohya when yangjie clips up her fringe she totally look like a sheep lah HAHAH!
so we have this yang club. we have like 6 people with surname yang(including our yanglaoshi) and sunyang. she doesnt really count but its cool to add more people in yay!
soon the whole class will have a link with yangs. -.-

in 205 me and shannon were the only yangs and i'll end up being called mehmeh or xiaoyang HAHAHA WTH!

during obs health check, which we paid 15bucks just to say: "no, no, no duh, no, no -.-, ok tyvm."
and nerice was BEING LAME. she's like the lamest person LAH HAHAHA! -.- loads of cold jokes with felicia and kaiyun!

yay lah i just realise there's so many spastic people in 308 :D
haha i was being too judgemental in the first week -.-
yay sanba-s ftw! (:

sheesh lah loads of crappy hw during weekend. like bio as1.1 its like miniproject. and L.A essay. and alot of other random stuffs to be done!
booooo. my slacking time is like totally gonna be over.

random again.
word of the day(s) from dictionary.com

laissez-faire \les-ey FAIR\, adjective:

1. the principle that business, industry, trade, etc. should operate with a minimum of regulation and interference by government
2. maintaining the principle of letting people do as they please
jettison \JET-uh-suhn, JET-uh-zuhn\, verb:

1. to throw goods overboard to lighten a ship or aircraft in distress
2. the act of throwing goods overboard when a craft is in distress; also, the goods thrown overboard
3. (figurative) to throw away; discard
iconoclast \ahy-KON-uh-klast\, noun:

a person who attacks cherished beliefs or institutions as foolish or wrong
hapless \HAP-lis\, adjective:

unlucky; unfortunate
gargantuan \gahr-GAN-choo-uhn\, adjective:

enormous; gigantic; huge
fastidious \fa-STID-ee-uhs\, adjective:

hard to please; extremely refined or critical

the words are just damn cool lah! gargantuan can totally replace rosanne's ginormous LOL.

OK this post is lengthy, but loadful of crap.

2009-01-10T20:01:00.000+08:00

my happy place

this is just random. its kind of ironic that the sky seems so dark and cloudy when its just so colourful and cheery ._.

sheesh 1 week of stuffs to update about!
and i realise i have absolutely 0 photos booo
ha i guess i've to find new camwhoring partners LOL. no one in my class seems to love camwhoring thou ):
its fun!

tryouts were pretty alright, explaining to every single class about what they have to do, and trying to pop out with some logical reasoning to why are they doing this and not shooting.
seriously, they all had the O: looks when i said it consisted of pellet casing and table tennis bats -.-

"are you a singaporean?"
"are you right or left handed?"
" ok so hold this bat in any position you're comfortable with, and stack these vertically, you have 3 tries"

sick of repeating these lol.

and many sec ones are just really short and skinny O: i thought i was much taller than that when i came in ny. HAHA. and the people who did the most (around 8) was the shortest i think. like wow.
i suck at it btw, 4 was all i could go.

coach's husband kinda freaks me out :|

tuesday booth was quite fun. zhiping's cow suit was being showcased :D and they had some fun in the sandwich cardboards lol!
but my concentration was really bad. result: shot damn freaking slowly + bad card ):

and my index finger is still numbing zzz.

erps back to school stuff.

there will be times where i'll feel damn fed up in class, and really hope that 205's laughter comes back during lessons ):
i really really really miss all those retarded people in class, because the mini 205 gathering @ atrium every morning just makes things feel like i'm missing out of smth. like how i only seem to get to laugh whole-heartedly in the morning and boring day just starts after morning assembly :/
and i'll think about how amusing it is in the morning,
like dozing off on the benches with rosanne/ hear her blabbering HAHA,
listen to shannon's "wisdom words" as she talks about stuff,
seeing tania's cute zhng-ed ipod,
amanda being as cute-ish as ever,
junqi also talking alot of crap HAHAHA,
jolene making funny stuffs out of every single thingyy, and end up laughing the loudest,
audrey talking about hilarious and random stuffs,
mothey yuka coming and be as crazy and hyper as ever,
and everyone else just laughing at nonsensical thingos -.-

its just priceless to have great friends around and laughing like mad cows every morning, and how you can just be totally hyper without feeling insecure about anything/anyone :D
gosh how much i seriously seriously missss 205 and spastic people ):

not that 308 is absolutely monotonous or anything, just that its hard to be hyper or laugh at stuffs during class when i want to, because most people are just really guai zomg o_o
and how our class isnt mixing around alot, we need to bond moreee!
psh. and i tend to get upset over trival stuffs in class easily -.-

but everyone is really friendly yaknow! hmm i cant name out everyone in class right now, so i shall leave that for later heh. but everyone whom i've somewhat talked to are just niceee :]

jolene or shannon recently said that: imagine having 35 jianings in a class, it'll go damn mad.
HAHAHA. its good to be hyper what :D

pshhhhh. but i must try, to brighten up people's days, and not just find laughter for myself. to put my best in every class activity, no matter how daunting it might be. to really try knowing every single person in class, and BOND! and with the whole of my heart, to find true joy in 308, and to really really really actually love it (:

:D

ok teachers! most of my subject teachers are damn nice lah!
like seriously, there isnt any teacher which i actually dislike right now. and i find mdm yeo not bad leh (HA RACHEL)!
see first haha. but i'm still quite happy with all of them :D

"have your seen before a periodic table?" ms patricia goh.
-.-

ohyes bsp lecture. it seems quite @#$% cos there's so much to cover D:
and there's still a bsp camp wtf! i dont really wanna know how issit gonna be like man -.-
and its together with alot of other schools some more ZZZZ.

ohyes we had 爱莲说 for 默写 ytd. HAHA. spent 1hour + memorising and writing it ytd. my mom actually still can rmb most parts of it like wow. HAHA. and now after moxie i think i forgot the whole thing already yay.

nyaa seems fun, because i wanna learnn a cooolie cool skill, like photography!! but i cant seem to find lessons to last me for 1 year anywhere ._. shooting for sport like duh haha, dk if i should put that for skill cos trainings are like a must. but i still want my cool skill!
and i've decided to take silver! :D totally no idea why the school discourage us from it so much hur. jiayou nyaa!

zzz dk what to type already.

OHYA ok i'm like class treasurer now wth! i was quite relieved on monday cos i didnt have any post lar, esp not treasurer because i'm quite sick of it after last year -.-

so ytd was voting of monitress + vice m.
AND JESSY WAS VOTED MONITRESS HAHAHAHAHA. she totally go sabo-ed by everyone heeheehee. and she totally became damn guai after that LOL.
and jingying the super cute girl was vice monitress! :D but she was like the treasurer o_o

then mdm yeo said i was the voted like the 3rd, so I BECAME THE TREASURER while jingying was the new vice monitress O:
HAHAH LIKE WTH MANZX! like totally shocked that there are actually people who voted for me. and i totally didnt plan to take up any positions so OBVIOUSLY not treasurer again ohma.

LOL its just really hilarious -.-

and i feel so dumb to not think of a "class wallet" until jingying took out all the money from her "class wallet" and passed them to me HAHAHA. for the past i've been using that big heavy blue box which i passed to tricia after knowing she was 306's treasurer LOLLLL.
and now i'm using my old monkey cross road one for it ._.

hmm. the class comm seems very funny now, together with kaiyun the spastic facility manager and idk who is activity rep thou o_o
HAHAHA. 308 class comm ftw?

and yes right now i need to repeat again,
i must try hard and harderrrr to love 308!

stuffs needed to be done by monday:
1. READ ANT BOOK. (not any. ANT -.- the author is like learning korean at the age of 88 haha damn pro) [book report by friday wth]
2. physics ws x2
3. chem ws
4. linear inequalities ws
5. chinese compo preparation( i feel horribly worried for it, my class chinese is like woah lah! -.-)

gosh i just realise there's so much work to do zzz.
luckily no tuition homework lah! mole is really confusing @@
TATA.

2009-01-06T22:17:00.003+08:00

Americans are NOT stupid - WITH SUBTITLES

HAHAHAA.
I ACTUALLY FOUND IT ON YOUTUBE. i went typing random search words like: "people, dumb, world, questions" LOL! yayme
watched this during physics lesson today.
no link, but amusing! its just much more hilarious to watch it with the classs hoho.

i dont feel like blogging about school ._.

2009-01-04T16:37:00.004+08:00

300TH POST!

that was random.

gahh i just spent 4 hours doing physics. half slacking lol.
and there's this qns about tensions which i know nothing about. zzz
help anyone? its for tuition btw >:

and after doing some work do i actually feel like blogging ._.

ANYWAY.
I SURVIVED FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL! :D
it was pretty cool actually (:

haha i reached school at my usual early time of 6.30.
ohma lah totally didnt dare to stand outside my class ):
crappppp + met rosanne +saw julie and shannon YAY!!!
and whenever i see someone from 205'08 i'll totally jump up to her MUHAHAHA!
and it wasnt long before all 205ers crowded together :D

ya so everyone totally just walk here walk there do random stuffs, just to see a group of 205ers and crowd there and have a mini gathering hurray!
at times like these 205 is still the best hoho! :D
right before flagraising i saw a huge group of 205ers in 306 classroom -.-
it was totally bombarded by 205 MUHAHAHA, seriously, no one else omg.

yep I MISS 205 LOADSSSSS ):
(L) [this is nicer to use cos <3>: ]

ohmy i just repeated 205 the most number of times EVER, because 'my class' just sounds un-suitable as i'm in 308 now O:

during morning assembly i saw FIONAAAAA (L)
:D

ohyes my form teacher is mdm yeo (chinese).
and co-form is mr chia!!!! yay us or what :D

is "孩子们" REALLY that common in chinese teachers? -.-

recess and lunch are just MESSY o_o
HAHAHA fiona is just as amusing as ever!
talking to her actually make me miss pri school life a little.
like those days where fiona valerie wanjing me yvonne (cant rmb others, i thought there were 8 or smth) were a really cute clique! :D

briefings are boring. how dare they bombard us with NYAA at times like this -.-
i wanna take up a really really really cool skill! aha.
OBS omg faintttt. i was really excited about it, and they just make it sound quite horrible (a little) and CHAM. -.-
yes i cant think of other words o_o

and now i'm sitting at the back of the audi! >:

OK. 308 is the main point. HAHAH.
they seems really nice!
but mostly guai people O:
most people are just with their friends awww.
hmm i dont really know what to say cos i'm still quite blur about the whole class ohma --
must try to know more people there! :D

training was pretty good.
cos of my new gloves MUHAHAHAHAH.
damn comfy as compared to previous one -.-
i keep re-pinning up my fringe because it just looks disgusting x.x

and i'm pretty much hyped about tmr's sec one tryouts! :D
YEY it just seems cool aha!
balancing whatever pellet shells(?!) 弹壳 on table tennis rackets, how fun -.-
i dont even think it works luh zzz. isnt shooting more of how much and how you train that decides how well you shoot? is there really something like how 'talented' someone is in shooting? o_o

and coach is quite strict lol. her areas of consideration are: age, whether the person have aep or 3rd lang (take up training time) , medical conditions, citizen or PR (go back hometown during holiday zzzz)

ZZZ lah if people with all these cant make it into shooting then our batch would only be left with around 3 people wth.

ohnvm. still, FUNFUN :D
but I'm GONNA MISS A WHOLE DAY OF LESSONS! T________T
that equates to me missing my first chance of seeing my new teachers for the first time wth! >:
AND I WONT BE THERE TO VOTE FOR CLASS COMM ):

ohyes btw. JOLENE AND SHANNON are just the crazy-est people ever. the WHOLE 306 class commitee consist of 205ers cos kena sabo-ed by them HAHAHAHA.
monitress: lihan.
vice monitress: SHANNON HAHAHA.
treasurer: tricia LOL!!!
facility manager: jolene and justina OHMA HAAAA.

yey looking forward to next week. really really hope stuffs goes on well (:
jianing hwaiting! :D

2009-01-01T00:00:00.005+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!

link of pic here

its just amazing to be in 2009 isnt it? ;D
i'm like, sec 3 now!! soon to be 15!!!
ohmy it still totally feel like i'm just stepping into ny zzz

i dont feel like posting new year resolutions because they'll just end up like new year wishes, which definitely wont come true
so yeah, just hope in overall to be a much better person, in terms of anything and everything! (:

okay so i didnt get the sap scholarship. ohwells.
it doesnt really matter since right from the start i wasnt expecting myself to get it,
i think i'm more upset at the face that i'm still in 308,
while i would be in some other class if i didnt apply.
is it for the better? or maybe not? lol.

hmm nvm embrace 308! :D
i hope it'll be a really really reallyy nice class, with definitely many more spastic people aha!
and i hope it'll be bonded too yay! (:

but i'm still horribly worried about first day, like what do i do in the morning with few people in class o_o
ohyes i still need to get my math file, apparently its still locked up in 205 classroom HAHAHAHA. maybe they have thrown it away :|
ahh nvm lah i wont have the need for it anyway. the worst case would be random strangers flipping through my math file to realise how sucky i was in math. and how messy my handwriting is :/
LOL

yaaa i need to survive first day! like who's my ft, who are the subject teachers.
i really hope i dont get irritating teachers whom i've met for the past 2 years.
zzzz

looking through the 308 class list, (which i collated from the whatever class allocation list-.-)
i'm register number 25!
OMG DAMN COOL HAHAHA.
like since FOREVER my register number have been 36,37 blah and at ny its 34. AND NOW 25.
ohma its like .... wow. =.-

but there's only 30 people in the class o_o
wait prc's dont come bsp class right? its kinda weird. hope not.
:D

OK NVM i am blabbering too much aha. x]
yeah but i do hope everyone is nice people yay!
and be as spastic as me hohoho!

HELLLOOOO 308'09! (:

and i certainly wouldnt forget about 205. ohma i just LOVE EVERYONE TO BITSS.
because there are just thousands of good memories that i wouldnt want to forget about everyone!
hmm and think about our huge conflict at the end of 2007 now! dont you find it absolutely amusing? even personal conflicts just seems to be part of all the wonderful moments that i've shared with everyone (:
yay i loveeeeeee everyone and 205'08 LOADDSSSSSSS!

video from class gathering @ jessie's house!
do re mi BLAHHH. quite spastic (:

HAPPY 2009 AGAIN :D

i need to stop writing 2008 under years LOLL.
adjust to the oh-so-exciting 2009 mood everyone! :D

having tuition right in the morning of 1/1/09 ._.
how nice haha!

2008-12-30T21:41:00.008+08:00

298 post.
jiayou for 300! (:

training has been boooo-ish. not because what i shoot, but how lolll.
and it just feel damn screwed up all of a sudden O:
i'm just not used to the tripod. like yes coach finally realised how low our lane is, and decided to give us tripods -.-
her husband came today too zzz. and he mentioned something about my dongzuo to her, so she started changing it, which felt awfully weirddd.
but its steady, so whatever.

and i told her about how when using tripod most of the time my weight is tilted to the right (feet damn numb zzz), and ask how to shift it back to the middle/left lolll.
and she ask me to follow jacqueline, which is to move further away from it.
but jac has this problem too, it doesnt work lah wth!!
so she stoned and replied saying things cant be 十全十美. and that i should stop thinking about all this problems because it will cause more hindrance than to ignore and focus on dongzuo.

OMGWTH LAH.
@#$(*%(!)$(#&%^(Q$(#*$#(@*
she just totally made me sound like i'm trying to find fault out of nothing. zzz

there's just like 1001 problems i need to ask about, and she just totally shunned the first one away.
and how my 4th and 5th finger cant hold even long enough for me to aim a second time before numbing + hurting like shizz. (i wonder what'll happen when yizhixunlian resumes -.-)
and how effing pain the bone at the left of my back is (which i'm really worried about, although she'll just ask me to do fishy at home wth)
damn pissed lah wth.

zzzzz ohman i need to findd solutions. by myself. -.-

plus, quite upset that i cant participate in sec one tryouts next year/week.
once again, seniority isnt considered, and doesnt affect anything in these kinda stuffs. psh, stop brooding over it -.-
but i'm still pissed at coach ha.

fringe issue.
its not even giving me any problems while aiming, how does it actually bother her? :/
i'll just die without fringes.

ah no i should seriously stop.
STOPPP!!!!

bought gloves today btw :D
YAY NEW GLOVES FTW!!!
hope that'll help my dying fingers (:
125 bucks gone zz. last time zhangsy said it was 115, and it just changes so fast hur.

her assistant hasnt send me the quotations for telescope thingy yet zzz.
asked for it today and she said BY TODAY. wth its late for 1 week + already.
omg i'll totally go slap you if i dont get it by this week.
ZZZZZZZZZZZ @#$%

ohma rambling wayy to much out of point stuffs.

aiyo who cares no one reads this anyway -.- 1 year later i'll just laugh at how disgusting this post is lol.

CHANGEEEE TOPIC.
went out with rachel yesterday! 8D

she refused to meet her bf to get whatever presents just because of MY PRESENCE. hur.

(9:55 PM) RACHEL:Eh maybe I can meet him in one of the toilet cubicles? o0

HAHAHA WTH. he go girls toilet or you go guys toilet man -.-
gayness.

watched yesman! omg damn funny.
esp the whatever harry potter party, I WAS STARING AT THE DOBBY THE WHOLE WHILE. DAMN HILARIOUS LAH. the eyeballs are like totally bulging out -.-

ohya i was laughing like crap too when he was on tveee at nebraska with his face + body painted LOL.
at the last part the whole body wheel rollar thingy is freaking cool!! but i think i'll just crash if i try.

rachel just love stalking people's dogs HAHAHA WTH!!

i bought this monkey from minitoons as rachel's present! HAHAHA

SEEEEE.
its cute + limbs and legs are connected!
like when you pull the arm the legs will shorten.
damn gay HAHAHAHAHAHAH.

and we went vivo rooftop :D

i just feel like puking at my pics.
the main point is rachel aha 8D

we got bored = started making paper boats -.-
and tried to throw stuffs into the water.
HAHAHAHA in the end rachel just had to pick them back cos i just dont bother x]
even at the cost of wetting her left foot.

handprints + heart! (L)

evolution of a failed heart to a failed circle.
rachel's hand + arm and foot respectively -.-

failed name ):

RACHEL.

shadow ._.

HAHAHA weird splatters -.-
we were just damn bored hohohho!!
but its still fun doing retarded stuffs with rachel yayy! :D

ohyes she got this very scary splinter ):
but she just loves to model her splintered + plastered hand.

DOESNT SHE LOOK LIKE TOURIST?!
the abnormal ones cos normal ones put CAMERA THERE, while she put monkeys -.-
HAHAHA she was like hanging it there while walking to the mrt and everyone was staring ohma O:

mango sunrise!
left pic is the disgusting one with vanilla ice cream -.-
ohma i just hate vanilla.

so we tried naming the monkey, and decided to call it MANGO.
and we tried adding yesman.
so it becomes YESMANGO -.-
HAHAHAHA WTH. it sounds like yes-man-go!

its really fun going out with rachel haha! :D
she's just spastic.
HAHAHAHHAA.
ohyes i just loveeee her phone camera ):

training on friday. how nice.
just try not to get killed by my dying back + soon to be ugly pinned up fringe.

its 24hour and 40 minutes to 2009!
(:
must stay happy till then!

2008-12-27T21:53:00.003+08:00

Quiz! tagged by audreyy!

According to your age, list down the number of things that most people don't know about you. And then tag 5 people.

hmm what if we find some 100+ year old person to do this O: and does that means that as we grow old each year we need to have another "thing" that people dont know about us? :|

-CRAPZ-

after like 1 whole hour of thinking + slacking, I CANT THINK OF ANY.
stuffs that most people dont know about me would most probably be stuffs that i WOULDNT wanna people to know HHAHAHA :D

and yeah 1 point.
i am a cancer. does that help?!

after i started reading horoscopes, its hard NOT to relate on someone's weird/irritating actions to their horoscope. yeah like when i get totally pissed at someone, its easier to say: oh its because our horoscopes dont match. or her personality is like that because of her horoscope.
AND YES I DO BELIEVE IN IT HAHA.

basically cancer people just has this shell to guard from basically everything! cos they're crabs. wth!

i shall totally skip this quiz.
sorry heh.

1 week of stuffs to update about.

MONDAY was damn dead. cos i slept at 3 just to finish 2 zongjie for 密度 test, AND coach totally didnt check at all wtfffff.
waste my beauty sleep.

training sucked.
20shots for kaohe, what a joke man.

and coach just planned to 趁热打铁 and bombarded us with another set of finals.
i just cant seem to shoot it out at 1 go -.- HAHA the pressure of finishing the last O:

but after training started it wasnt that bad, and the day just got better (:

ohya HAHAHA we got the prize for last fri's 密度测验.
$5 again lol, coach is damn nice cos its quite easy lol, as compared to taotaisai which she gave us the same amount of money -.-

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA this happened during training last friday o_o

coach was sweeping the range, and clearing the pellets, while we were all dry firing. O:
dangerous. but yeah, she wanted to clean it LOL.
once in a lifetime chance to actually be aiming at the target with coach there (not aiming at her puh-lease) , damn scary like aiming then suddenly coach's arm or head cover, so totally dont dare pull trigger -.-

ya so she sweep sweep sweep sweeep sweep.
(eh crap forgot the convo alr, aiya its something like that heh -.-)

COACH: 你们会煮饭吗？ [LOL abit retarded ]
ME: 什么样的饭？[more retarded, but i meant like vege, instant noodles HAHAHA or what ._. ]
COACH: 白米饭！会不会？

everyone shakes head o_o
so she started blabbering her super long method of cooking rice.
like how much rice to put, how much water to put, how long to cook blahblahblah.
like wth?!

so i was expecting some inspirational moral at the end of the story, much related to shooting.

then in the end she just said that if we cooked rice for our parents they would be damn happy. like during xmas they might give us more allowance.
and she just totally act as if nothing happened.
-continue sweeping-
zzzzzz

i think she just hope her daughter would be filial to her when she grows up LOLLL.
she's just kinda crazy that day.
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BANNER PAINTINGG!!!
loads of fun man. totally cool hahaha!
so halfway natty and i decided to go buy gold and silver paint. so i went to hunt for this shop near beauty world which jolene evie and i went to get OM stuffs in the beginning of the year.

when we opened up the paint, there was this transparent weird thing, instead of what we deemed would be gold paint.

zzz
so we thought we were totally cheated or something. damn pissed.
but didnt dare to go back and scream at him or something :/

ya so we decided to find teacher. but before that they found this packet of gold powder below the can, which was supposed to be poured inside to make gold paint.

ZZZZ that didnt happened to the silver paint can!
wtf.

but yeah we finished it in 4 hours.
TOTAL ACCOMPLISHMENT!

all hail our oh-so-awesome new NYSHOOTING BANNER!

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i feel damn proud when i see it lah! HAHAHA damn nice omg :D
the circle on the right is a target card, and the silver flames just goes into the 10 yay! happy ending so nice.

HAHAHAHAHA NYSHOOTING <33!

after that was much cleaning cleaning cleaning which was horrible. and my skin kinda felt "eroded" LOL!!! cos maybe i touched too much turpentine. >:

after that i braved my own way to SAFRA!
AHAHAHAH.
had to call zhangsy so many times to check if she was at safra.
zz she very busy hor got another phone call then half an hour alr still hvnt revert back.
and didnt call back at all.

yeah so i only got the manual for compressor.
quotations for telescope: her assistant said it would be emailed to me by this week, WHICH IS OBVIOUSLY HAVE NOT DONE SO. i am so gonna bang her head on tue when i go get my gloves.
ya didnt bring money for gloves zz.

and 1 trip from yishun to safra and back made me see so many chongfu people O:
ya like damn loads are shooterslol.

so i survived my lonely trip to safra!
i actually wonder how did i survived sec one days where i had to go for SO MANY FREAKING TRAININGS AT SAFRA ALONE.
totally die man.

TUESDAY.
training sucked as much. did worse for kaohe.
but finals was okay.

coach kinda like chided me in the first series for calibrating too much,
but right after i calibrate finish i shot a 10.9 -.-
died in the second series. mostly towards left. and i wasnt allowed to touch that thing :|

and i shot a fucking 8.
pshhh!

my dongzuo just keep changing cos my left arm just keep movng places + feet position always feels weirdddd.

but yay kaohe over.
back to white card again.
HAHAHAHA sian lah i feel as if i hvnt improved AT ALL for the whole holiday.
what freak man.

WEDNESDAY

cine with junqi!
movie marathon haha. but 2 movies only :/
wanted to catch the 3rd one but no money ):

angus thongs FTWWWWW <3
its damn freaking nice HAHAHAHA. ya like suited for girls 12-15 lolll.
BUT ITS STILL NICEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
in a girl way lolls.

cos its just amusing as to how daring the girls are, to get a bf LOL!!!!
the pencil test HAHAHA. its just very O_O -ish.
and quite sweet at parts. aww.

twilight was just horribly boring. there wasnt even subtitles :|
the whole mood was just .........................oh........................... throughout the movie luhhhh.
sian kinda suckkkk.
and nope i didnt read the book at all.
i heard flightless bird, american mouth at the ending scene of the movie! but never hear decode ):

AND NEOPRINTS!!!
haha but i look fugly in those, so yeah see it on facebook if your want to. aint gonna post it here.

._.
never camwhore alot also HAHAHA.

past few days was boring. either go out with mom or stoning.
did any and everything that i could at home, being spastic and horribly childished with my little sis, SLEEPINGG, every single online game i could find, and going gym lol!!
sian haha.
and yes i was playing maplestory. every end of year i would play it, just for happyville lollls.
but this year's seems much more boring.

cos there's no one in the xmas tree room decorating them!!
yeah like past few years the rooms will be packed with people decorating them, and my star/lunar/sun pieces from whatever monsters and orbis will make it damn nice and shiny.
HAHAHAHAHA WTHH!!
and its just fun cos you get to talk to people ._.

okay nvm.

TODAY.
call from zijin. had to go safra to pass locker keys due to shortage of lockers for monthlies.
HAHAHAHAHA!! like damn ._.
damn irritating that safra doesnt allow them to borrow keys anymore.
but yeah true, like if someone knows which locker you're using, they can totally just use $10 deposit and 50cents to steal the whole locker of stuffs out.
zzz

emergency call to junqi heh!

still have to go safra next week to buy gloves + get quotations :/
pshhh lahhh.

LONG POST YAY END.

going out with rachel on monday to watch yesman! whee.
i still want to watch australia pshh. its freaking long dammit.

wait some more rambles.

1. I NEED TO DO KAOHE ZONGJIEEE WTHH.
2. TUITION HOMEWORK WTFF. damn hard. die already.
3. TRAINING ON MONDAYYYY D:
4. SCHOOL IS REOPENING IN 6 DAYS OMGWTFFFFFFFF.

i just feel like dying all over again.
just enjoy the rest of the 5 days! (:

2008-12-24T19:51:00.007+08:00

millions of stuff to update! HAHA because everyday just so cool yeh :D

All American Rejects - Gives You Hell.

When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
If you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool, your just as well, hope it gives you hell

When you hear this song I hope that it will give you hell
You can sing along I hope that it will treat you well

ohma i love the attitude of the song HAHAHA!
especially the last few times of the chorus, with like MANY people's voice singing that together, LOL.
HOPE IT GIVES YOU HELL! (:

friday's 205'08 class gathering went really well (:

junqi and i arrived at hillbrooks after our sinful peppy lunch @ amk -.-
where we received a xmas hat each from jolene shannon and amanda! HAHAHA THANKS LOADS <3>

random crapping, meeting old friends.
gosh i just MISSS EVERYONE LOADS.
its been (quite?) long since i last saw everyone, which was during choral and drama.
yes everyone from 205 is just uberrr missedd! :D
remind me for dedications soon lovviess!

and yuka was being pushed into the pool!
HAHAHAHA. ohma O:
they agreed (not me heh) that yuka would be the most forgiving one, thus she wouldnt be that angry and throw a fit or something, although she was in like her own shirt + JEANS + her house was uber far -.-
tsk if it was rosanne who got pushed down, THE REST OF THE CLASS WOULD SUFFER DAMN BADLY TOO.
HAHAHA.

and yeh, so they actually did push her down wth. so she was WAHHHHH-ING, but no violence so still okay :D

and after watching amanda's amsuing video with her siblings we got super high HAHAHA.
like each person take a NOTE (do, re, mi, etc.) and we play a song -.-
but the person jump or BOUNCE when its her note.
damn hilarious when someone NGs HAHAHA.
i want the videeooo!

still waiting for class photos! (pokes people with them)

AIYA ALL THE PICTURES HERE at facebook. since i uploaded them on that day -.-

MULTISHOTS <3>
HAHAHAHAHHA THIS IS DAMN RETARDED. -.-
dont know wth was i doing o_o
please wait for it to load -.-

retarded with hats -.-

ohma yuka is totally wet HAHAHA.
and poor xmas hat, but kinda covered some of the water going into her hair :D

HAHAHA CLASSIC Ohmy.

HAHAHA RETARDED. look like the restaurant of NOTHING de promotion. -.-

sunday. 6Res class gathering LOL.
its the first gathering that i've gone to -.-

almost like girls and boys 2 different gathering. zzz

on the MRT i was talking to shannon, joey was talking to chenyin, and hongyee was talking to wanjing. LOL.
i still miss shannon loads HAHAHA. so adorable :D
and she was kinda SHY with us that she stood at the door O:

and we didnt do much lol!
play cards [daidi, bridge, cheat, snap] HAHAHAHA damn hilarious.
cos i'll unknowingly scream or shriek when i'm supposed to hit HAHAHA.
cos for snap i am damn slow when its J, Q, K cos my brain just doesnt link them to 11, 12 and 13 -.-
so WTH LAH after everyone slap alr i'll be O_O what happened?!
and die.

cycling was failure. cycled for half a hour then it started raining. damn sian psh.
class volleyball was worse HAHAHA, i suck ohmy.

soon people left,
left me and jing honeymoon HAHA and a few others LOL.
then we went to the beach.
shannon started learning how to do mutiple stone ripples on sea :D
damn cool HAHAH cos jiajin can do loads -.-

i succeeded a few times yay! but i dont like sea water so disgusting zomg -.-

dinner with jing is still damn nice,
cos we still have LOADS to talk about YAY! ((:
<333>

SHANNON IS DAMN CUTE. cos when she managed to hit multiple ripples she'll do thumbs up to herself one HAHAHHAHA :D
yay love!

aiya post about this week later, or tomorrow -.-

2008-12-18T21:09:00.005+08:00

ohma I AM PISSED.
cos my mom dont allow me go training tmr luh.
fuck lah. -.-

lets see, because my 4th and 5th finger are still kinda numbbb, it kinda heals after 2 days but comes back during training :/
super freaked out by the ulnar claw on tue, but now it just seems okay o_o

and today while shooting the left side of my back starting to have 刺痛, and it just started all of a sudden when i'm not even poking it, and just go by like that. haha kinda like got a shock O:
happened 3 times throughout the day :/
and the right side of my back is hurting tooo!!! dk muscleache or what but it just hurts >:

omg lah.
and after telling my mom about it she totally refused to let me go training tmr -.-

@#$% dont you know how impt tmr iss?!
its 密度测验 leh. i neeeeeeed to reach the target size tmr. cos today i totally flunked it, like crapzxxx okay, loads of 远弹 ohma i think i could totally kill myself at that moment.
it was like 1.0cm to ..... 1.7cm?!?!?!?! HAHAHA yes i know can die -.-
zz wtfff.

YES SO TMR I NEED TO GO TRAINING!!! @#$%
next week is 考核 some more, if i rest for 3 days = can just die for kaohe luhzx -.-
and not like i go training on mon the numbness wont come back right?!!
-.-

omg what the fuck lah!!!!
she just DONT GET HOW IMPORTANT SHOOTING AND TRAINING IS TO MEEE!!!
and maybe, how i am important to shooting? xp
her usual "shooting doesnt help in any way during university -.-" excuse which TOTALLY SUCK LUH.
ugh.

-quarrelling in progess-

ok she just went to call coach 8D

-calling in progress-

btw, after the super duper uber horribly terribly tremendously sucky training today, xueying regine and i went beauty world to buy cloth!

okay thats kinda anti-climax -.-
but we bought cloth for nyshooting's new banner yayy!
and tmr we're gonna start painting hurray. hmm must showcase the artistic side of our club,
so basically jackoh guniang and jingting moomoo are in charge! together with xueying and zhiping.
AEP-ERS have the privilege of designing + painting the club banner 8D

and i'll be the one overall in charge of miscellaneous stuffs hurrah!
like duh i paid $7 for the cloth today.
and i have nowhere/one to claim from T.T

yep jiayou ny artistic shooting club! :D

-end of calling-

ohma YAY!
1. coach say training is quite slack(?!) now as compared to start of dec heh.
2. she told my mom many times that i should go YAY!
3. yes one of the factor is also about tmr's test thingo.
4. there's weekend to rest :D
5. she say i should exercise more at home to lower chances of hurting ourselves. -.-

elaboration on point 5:
she said that we should do the fishy thingy at home which strengthens the back.
(which i didnt bother)

so she started rambling about how I should do those exercises everyday O:
like hello?!
she said that swimming is the most effective thing, and I WENT SWIMMING YTD OKAY! -.-
and gym today too. so i DID DO smth that helped! aha.

ok so i should seriously do more of fishy -.-

hurray so the whole while my mom was trying to convince coach that i shouldnt go (obviously in a damn courteous voice O: ) while coach kept saying how training isnt that bad yay!

conclusion: i can still go training like normal tmr.
end of story.
-.-

ohya 205 gathering tmr @ jessie's house whee!
HAHAHA bbq and its quite late so it sounds really really really funn! :D
shall stay until 10+

today during dry firing i was thinking about posting dedications to 205-ers,
and about the class aha.
yep so maybe i should start to post it soon!
tmr might be the last time we're gathering as a class this year, but its definitely not the end of us yay! ((:
LOVEEE!

crappzx after typing this my fingers are numb-er than ever oh shit.
jiayou me for 测验 tmr! :D

2008-12-16T21:00:00.004+08:00

somewhat smashing blogpost? ok not really!
but i feel as if there's 1million and 1 stuffs gushing out for me to say omg!!!
$#$@$#@%%T)(*#$)(@#*$(#@$#.

just in case people wouldnt wanna read such a complainish and useless post,
this is the 中心论点!

I FEEL HORRIBLY DEADER THAN EVER.

D: booo.

tags replies first!
yay happy happy to have tag ohma!

ROSANNE: YES I LOVE XIAOHUA! but the ending i dont like her cos she not retarded alr >: HAHA yes i still wanna take buss with you! but first term will be bloody packed due to trainings wtf D:
but you also got practice for syf too so YEY! (:

SAIYING: HAHA YES omg panic!!! but i tend to overworry (always) so actually you can just dao, i'm sure you'll do fine yaknow! with your randomness its gonna be just happyhappy day! whee!
and MERRY XMAS TOO!
hohoho.

YY: HAHA you stone issit?! stone of course cannot go out or play comp one mah like DUH. HAHAHA and you got mug mehzx? -.- surely stone too much then turn into a mug alr wth!

AUDREY: YES YAY! haha its not bad lorh :D love her when she did the spastic dancing cheer halfway during the match!

EENING: :D crapz lorh i just realise the 50 math qns also need do. die alr booo ):

1. training has been lolll. coach totally changed the plan lah wth! cos there's not enough air -.-
and so we've been shooting 30/60 shots on one card for days D:
and our 考核 is only max 2 days, with 20 shot (1 on 1 card) leh!!! OMG damn pathetic D:
i feel kinda worried cos of the weird training plan zomg,

and she's damn weird.
like she uses shiing's june hol card to test our 密度,
which was 80 shots, WHITE CARD. [1.5cm to 1.2cm]
and ask us to break her record with 60shots, black card -_-

wth white card is much harder to aim luh puh-lease.

siyao broke angela's record for pistol! 6.3cm or smth, THAT is zai-ness cos she's sec 1 ohma!!
but mine is like..... -.- i should be shooting this everytime loll.

COACH: (saying that we reached the 密度-ness) 但是这次不算！呵呵。

SHE GIGGLED ZOMG -.- and continue to stare and siyao's card and laugh
HAHAHAH WTH!
coach is gayness.

2. ohma i just realise heymath 50qns also needs to be completed!
I AM DEAD LA.
i printed out then someone said only need do lms, so its thrown to dk which end of the world alr.
aiyooo!
but nevermind jiayou! still got like 2 more weeks to complete heh :D
and now i'm really pissed at people who doesnt have hw for hols boo you.

3. my right eye hurts like crap + red like crap.
since last fri! but it wasnt pain last fri.
like today it was pain like @#$#@$ that i couldnt open my eye ): i think its because of the contacts. hope it dont get infected or anything.

and i think thats the main reason i feel dead, like eye pain -> tired too! so i went to sleep lols.
HAHA and took a 4hour nap yayme!
first time in like EVER.
but it still hurts (kinda) boooooo.

4. MY HAND AHHH!
during yizhixunlian, the area around 4th knuckle suddenly very pain, then the area around the funny bone also very pain D:
so i was like pressing the funny bone area ahhh!

and for the rest of the day my 4th + 5th finger was totally numb, even until now.
i didnt really bother about it,
until denise came and talk to me D:

denise.: your hand is numb??

denise.: last two fingers?

JIA.NING.: o_o

JIA.NING.: haha yesssss

JIA.NING.: DD:

denise.: only last two fingers?

denise.: me too@

JIA.NING.: YAAA

denise.: mine's been like that for four days

denise.: damn numb

denise.: its a medical condition

denise.: i went hospital yesterday

denise.: my last finger and half of my fourth finger was numb

denise.: cannot tell the difference between sharp and what

JIA.NING.: yeahh!

JIA.NING.: really? O:

denise.: ulnar nerve syndrome

JIA.NING.: whats that zomg?

denise.: need to get medicine or else muscle wasting then die

denise.: what my one is la@

JIA.NING.: (!!!!!!!!!!!)

denise.: !

denise.: no die la

denise.: NOT DIE LA

denise.: I MEAN

JIA.NING.: D:

denise.: your fingers will no muscle

denise.: better go doctor...

JIA.NING.: yeah OK!

denise.: if not too late then become ulnar's claw

denise.: that one die

JIA.NING.: o_o

JIA.NING.: HAHAHAHA OK

JIA.NING.: thanks loads haha!

JIA.NING. :if not i'll just totally ignore it -.-

denise.: me too..
denise.: until my mother came and asked me to hold something and i dropped it because i couldnt feel it

OHMA,
sound damn scary manzxc D:
i better go to the docs SOON. -.-

ohyes i love this cute emote from denise YAY! :D

and now for google.
which i realised the ulnar nerve IS THE FUNNY BONE NERVE.
totally O: O: O: O: O:
cos i thought my funny bone pain during training was just some extra thing and no link to the 4th finger pain lollll.
or i thought it was just some random pain which will go off easily -_-

aiyo !!!!!!!!! save meee zomg.

Compression at the elbow, known as cubital tunnel syndrome, causes numbness in the small finger, half of the ring finger, and the back half of the hand over the small finger. Initially, the numbness is transient and usually occurs in the middle of the night or in the morning. The sensation is similar to hitting your "funny bone," but lasts a bit longer. Over time, the numbness is there all of the time, and weakness of the hand sets in. The "ulnar claw," or a position where the small and ring fingers curl up, occurs late in the disease and is a sign the nerve is severely affected.

O: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

fyi that is NOT my hand -_- pic from wikipedia.

ULNAR NERVE ENTRAPMENT

so scary hahah.

5. ohyes i hate my riflist mark -.-
its like 3rd-5th finger all 3 knucles got like small dark patch D:
the last finger is the worst omg.
its like extend until dk where, dont even know how i got it zomg -.-
HOW TO REMOVEEE?!
zijin says to wait for it to peel off, but apparently mine isnt hard enough to peel off
o_o
omg this sucks -_-

6. aiyo i was chatting on msn for super long that idk what to blog about alr.
i just feel deaddd!
i shall sleep for the whole day tmr yay! :D

205 gathering on fri!
6res gathering on sunday!
jiayou :D

yes i am spamming the O.O emote HAHAA. because i really feel deaddddd ):

2008-12-16T20:07:00.007+08:00

i feel dead aha. next post will be a complainish post zomg!
happy happy first!

ya so sec 4 grad party last friday,
haha it went off quite well yaknow, happy happy :D
i really worry too much, about alot useless stuff some more -.-

YES RACHEL WENT HAHA!
was super happy to see her in the range halfway during training manzx yey!

random shots

and we got bored :D
ya the "nyshootinggodlyhands" HAHAHA!
ohma guess which is mine lol -.-

random shots again. i had this constripated face in this pic cos my hair was super messy.
therefore, decided to act retarded.
which obviously didnt work out D:

O.O

lalala goodie bags!
we spent tonnes of time preparing for it okay! xpp
ok not really lah HAHA. but the towels are coolio!

overlapping whistly-thing!
cool right? :D
aiya dk how to call it.

HAHAHA with jinny!

rachel the evil roar.

loads of retarded games like mafia, werewolf, 1wordstory (i still love it yay!)
:D
ohyes this super retarded game which zijin taught,
some pirate/coconut tree/helicopter/cockroach thingy which was uber spastic -.-
and the lesson learnt from it is: just act busy w/o actually knowing what you are doing 8D yes it works HAHAHA!

and the talk by sec 4 was uberr touching x3942384676234!
yesyesyess!
loads of impt points about teamwork, which i guess really hit the spot as to what was crucial in building up our mindset to improve relations with our team and everyone else!
they even shared their own 心酸 story about surviving past 4 years in nyshooting HAHA!
and much facts about coach, and many many other people which we never ever knew.

really loads of takeaways from that talk which lasted for 2hours ho.
and yes, the sec 4 batch this year have definitely taught me loads, in terms of anything and everything.
love you guys to bits! :D

ohlala.

thur was shiing's bd party!
HAHA was quite "lost"
so yeah pics only ho!

present from jinny regine and i!
hot pink nail polish [colour not i pick one okay!!! >: ]
and a cute box with cookie monster yey!

the oh-so-magnificent-cake.
HAHAHA which i didnt dare to try O:

give-the-trophy session! :D
haha i took like 6 shots for this just to realise the first one is the best wth

shiing is traumatised D:

o_o

ya okay nvm.
end of post hula!

2008-12-14T21:16:00.004+08:00

anything and everything thats random :D

- my dad came back from business trip! :D and i actually knew nothing about it until he reached home on fri night O:
he said he took the same plane as some ny sec3 people! which should most probably be the bsp scholarship peeps!
HAHAHAHA.
aww he's like back for less than 6 days and off he goes again! and i have no idea when is he gonna be back again >:

and it starts to get weird talking to him D:

- its kinda christmassy! cos i've been listening loads of xmas songs on imeem -.-
and yes i wanna embed some! its like 11 days away from xmas,
near enough to embed right? xpp

dont laugh at me if i burst out saying merry xmas to anyone on msn O:

- finished watching 不良笑花!
the first few episodes was ubber hilarious lah! and stuff just gets more complicated, and it gets more sad -.-
and i totally dont wanna watch it anymore because it gets boring, but i cant cos i wanna know what happened to them.
bleah. anyway i survived it!
LOL the ending was sucky.

and OMG lah i'm getting addicted to xiaohua's huhu!, the thing that she says when she's happy lol -.-
her voice also HAHA!
damn gay wth.

- i finished my holiday hw! within like 1/2 hour -.-
its freaking lame hahaha. 14 indices qns was totally way easier than i thought O:
like after not touching math for 2 months, i was expecting to die x.x
but its damn easy lah wth!

and its damn lame some more.
they told us the little miss muffet rhyme -.-
and asked: why did miss muffet need a road map?

and after doing the uber lame qns, the ans was:

SHE LOST HER WHEY. -.-

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! like wth the lamest math "assignment" i've ever done.
and looking from the letters given the ans was totally obvious lah -.-

i feel kinda happy to see sec1s and sec3s being overflooded by hol hw HAHA!
rawr to people who doesnt have any holiday hw wtff. yes that means you. -.-

- people are leaving and coming back!
yes the disappointment of not being able to go overseas overwhelms again.
jinny is leaving on wed, [she's currently freaking out due to physics ws o_o ]
regine on fri.
D:

jac tan is somewhere in nzl.
justina is in australia!
jac koh is still in usa, coming back on tue YAY!! omg i missss my gunianggg!
junqi is still in china, coming back soon yayyeeee! :DD

and there are also people who just came back from super loads of fun. pshh!!

- there's less than 3 weeks till school reopens!!!!
panic attacks. D:
i am gonna DIEEEEE On first day of schoool!
what am i supposed to do during flagraising when i dont know my register number?
how am i supposed to survive first day with my new tablemate?
what am i gonna do during PCCG lesson (its a friday) which will definitely be a lets-all-be-retards-and-do-self-intro-session?
how do i survive recess and lunch?
how am i gonna go home w/o rosanne my bus partner? (ok most probably i will have training, but welll.)
D:

and i neeeeed to find new friends from 308! HAHAHA.
omggg its like much harder than sec 1 cos you somewhat know people but not really, and to act as if you dont know anyone and say hello and just make friends, IS HARDDDDD!

i think i'm gonna die x.x
ok i'm over worrying about stuffs again,
things will be fine! :D and i will leave school on the first day with a SMILEEEEEE!
lol

- ohma rachel just revived her blogg! hurray!

CLICK HERE HAHA!

hahaha its a super sucky link O:
its actually a thousand times worse than mine!
yes and i dont change it because its gonna like be FREAKING HARD for everyone to relink. so whynot just leave it HAHAHA! :D

yes and rachel thank me for publicising your blog on mine yeyyzxxc!
i request my link on your blog to be JIANING, 1 word, all caps, bolded, with loads of hearts!
HAHAHA.
it just got rejected ._.
but 1 word, caps, bolded is a MUSTTTT!
i really dont like my name into 2 words, cos its supposed to be 1. HAHAHA.

-ohyes i need to work on it LOL!

and i cant think of anymore random stuffs blooooooop.
o_o

and i dont feel like blogging about thur + fri cos i want more pics!
actually i'm only waiting for shiing's pics HAHA!
aiya will post soon heh :D

this is the 292 post yaknow!
i want the 300th one on new year, but like totally impossible unless i let my blog rot for 8-10 days -.-
so nvm lah! 8D

2008-12-11T20:44:00.004+08:00

no idea what happened to our freaking air compressor zomg.
dry fired for like 1 hour + today to see coach being super happy while the temp. air compressor was being fixed.
so everyone went to pump, and then its gone -_-

and coach just said it was lent to us, never explain who, and why is it suddenly taken away again,
after like a few months.
wth.

COACH:
所以你们要节省气瓶里的气，训练计划会有改变(as if she ever follows)，这段时间会少打一些子弹, 今天就打30发，一张靶纸上。

而且这几天就不用做抑制训练了(to compensate for shooting less pellets wth -.-) [dry firing for like 1hour+ is freaking boring somemore !!!]

US: 啊～～～ [faint]
为什么不可以去华中充气？？！

COACH: 那你们去啊？

ME：叫静怡去! 8D

and coach actually laughed MUHAHAHAHA!!

jinny is so gonna DIEEE. :D
HAHAHA and she was so complaining about it to everyone she saw today O:
ya like i think coach will take that brilliant suggestion into serious consideration, and maybe tmr she'll order her to go.
YAYME!
and i'm so gonna be deaddd x.x

but, woohoo!
must 牺牲小我，完成大我 YAY! xO

i feel retarded in a horrible way today :/
yes like dead dead dead. and going everywhere will be o_o
but yey 不良笑花 cheers me up cos its more retarded! and spastic lolol.
ok bye continue watching -.-

and yes i suddenly feel as if i miss everyone! like super longgg never see all my darlings alr HAHA! dont everyone miss me too? ;D
yay 205. jiayou for cg!

JIANING ♥

Word of the Day for Tuesday, January 27, 2009

Americans are NOT stupid - WITH SUBTITLES